Week: 37
Songs to Remember: Without U - Romeo, Because of You (Nu'est Produce 101 Cover) - Afterschool, Really Really - WINNER, Plz Don't be Sad - Highlight, I'm Not Gonna Teach (The Twelves)
The amount of times I've recited or recalled the entire past situation with Kt, from start to end, I've done it so many times now that I can basically, yeah, recall most of the details effortlessly.
And after so many times of that, I did learn a lot from those mistakes that are found in it, in the story. And since I can recall it so effortlessly, it'd make for a great story-time to tell if people want to know one of my most cherished experiences.
Like just today. After all the boring classes with me, just staring at the time, and the boring AP orientation, etc, etc, I uh, I had some time to kill after school with DrewN. He, I, we both talked about our recent relationships, his current but, you get what I'm saying. We talked a lot about how we felt and all that. Turns out, his wasn't as smooth as I had thought, as he had thought as well, heh. We both shared some of our dark moments of uh, depression and whatnot with it all, which I was surprised because, you know, I thought his was like, perfect, or close to.
We both had thought that "Oh I ain't gonna overthink anything, what's there to overthink about. This shit's, not gonna be that complicated, I mean," and then uh, yeah, we both end up over-thinking shit, heh. It was nice though, to express all this and have some mutual understanding like "Yeah, I know exactly, what you mean." Very nice.
Umm, but yeah, got some papers to sign for uh, graduation. As in like, senior contracts and whatnot. Uh, we all each get 7 tickets for graduation, which are for people like your parents and etc, to come and watch. I think I'll only be needing three though, which is for my cousin, and my parents. The rest I guess, can be for, some underclass-men friends? Not sure who though really.
Also, ya'll might be wondering "Drew, are you going to anybody to prom? Did you ask that one girl in your Chinese class?" and the answer is: no, heh. To both. I mean looking at it, it could be fun, could not. However, there is a much large chance, that I will have fun just, making jokes with Jk for the night, until the off-chance that either of us find somebody at prom to yike with, or... something. Just a joke, but umm, heh, yeah, I'd rather not be committed to somebody for a whole 5+ hours 'till midnight, unless I really do care about that person. This girl, I barely knew, barely talked, we only sat together a few times. The only commonalty I know that we both have, is that we suck ass at Chinese, heh, that's pretty much it.
Currently, uh, my view on this all of this, this, has changed, drastically. Not really sad, the sadness has pretty much subsided. What's taken its place is like a nothingness, but it's not bad. It's like a neutral gray blob, is the best way I can describe it. It's like, I'm waiting for something happen so I can shape it, I can shape it for a different feeling or emotion. Like for Fanime, I'm hoping to shape it with my love for Japanese culture, as well as making jokes and having fun with friends over a similar commonality: anime/ Japanese culture.
That's pretty much the only example I can give right now because the rest of the upcoming planned events, I don't what to plan to feel for, heh. Anyways, finally finished editing my performance cover edit for NCT U's "The 7th Sense." It's been uploaded and has basically been my substitute for prom pictures, heh. I still got another one to do though, so maybe I'll stay up tonight for it. I do get to sleep until 11:00 AM though, so that's reassuring.
And yeah, it's 10:56 PM, see ya.
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