Tuesday, February 28, 2017 "Building Me."

Tuesday, February 28, 2017
Week: 30
Songs to Remember: Strange - MASC

        I'm still in the recovery stage, still recovering from my low-points of self-esteem. The alleviation of work actually is helping in lessening the stress.

        A small explanation on why this would matter. Well, to be basic about it, if I don't feel confident, then I don't perform as well, in, anything. "Well you don't need impress anybody but yourself." Yeah, I'm uh, I'm lacking in my own personal opinion. I'm not at my own expectations, which is why I am working so hard in bettering myself.

        And I really, really do believe that once my self-esteem actually grows, flourishes, then I might just start, excelling, in whatever I do. I really do believe that. But right now, or, over the past 4 years, a bit more at this stage, uhhh, I'm working on it. Anyways, Dance was a bit of dancing, bit of teaching. Math was the usual, break was the usual, Digital Art was some good, good relaxation. English was some good relaxation too with some more re-watchings of "Excalibur."

        Lunch was basic, I actually need to pay for my AP Calc AB exam by Thursday, so, I'll be doing that tomorrow. That's gonna be $93 down the drain. Uhhh, Econ was just some more footage of "Pirates of Silicon Valley." Pretty, pretty interesting dramatization of what actually happened. Never actually knew it was stealing upon stealing, heh, which is genius. usually shit like this inspires me to pursue what they show (not the stealing part but you get what I mean). Like, watching it I was like "Hmmm, working in this field may seem pretty interesting" and it is. But, right now it's fucking hard as fuck to study, heh, so, I don't I'll be cut out for that one.

        Finally, Chinese, it was just reading. Now, as for the Atr arc, there's been a swap of interest, mostly reflecting through Snapchat. I'm just, just focusing on myself for now before that gets put in position. In the meantime, we can build it up, especially with the KASA show coming up. Anyways, it's 12:18 AM, see ya.