Wednesday, March 15, 2017 "Close Look."

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Week: 32

Songs to Remember: Paradise - NCT 127, Girlfriend - Big Bang, That's What I Like - Bruno Mars

        Welcome back to another episode of, Precisely Refined. In this episode, we got to take a close look at some of the KDT cast members, as well as some more filler.

        As an update on what's happening in classes, I ain't gonna go in-depth at all, just, listing what's happening right now. Just to, give an idea of where I'm at in the year for future reference. Currently for dance, same ol' thing, math: we're working on a THICC-ass packet, one page a day, good work. Digital Art, just doing some projects right now, English: reading Othello, Econ: talking 'bout stocks and interest, and finally Chinese, with the same old same old.

        Now that we've got that outta the way, KDT practice today ended way too fucking early. We shot our rally audition video, by the way. It was supposed to be from 2:00 PM to 4:30 PM (as it was listed on the Facebook page schedule), but unfortunately, we finished by 3:30 PM, and so, I chilled around with the rest of the members who were there, until 5:00 PM, as that was what time I told my mom to pick me up at.

        With that time spent, I was able to get to know Rh and Jd more for they were the only other ones there who, were staying 'till 5:00 PM. We carried on our shenanigans from the L-building circle to the local milk tea place just around the corner. We reminisced some of our earlier moments in KDT. Good times, good times.

        As for the Kt situation, she's still holding my hand, still walking to and hugging from her classes. Some of the things she says is such obvious it's not even, eHHHH. For example, it's 11:50 PM right now, about half an hour ago she randomly said that she just watched a video and that video reminded her of a car accident that she was in. I'm thikning like "Oh dang. Now I'd feel really sorry, however I'm only feeling a little sorry, only because shit can't be trusted right now." She's like "Idk why I got cramp in my chest though. Usually  holding hands helps make it go away."

        And I'm thinking like "Now I ain't no doctor, but I'm pretty sure holding hands doesn't really relieve any of those pains." Searched up holding hands remedies, and nope, nothing came up, heh. Maybe for emotional, but probably not physical. Speaking of emotional, Kt's, from what I've heard and seen first-hand, has been having a rough time/ has been in some rought times. Like, her mom's nagging her on grades and shit and how she doesn't want her to do KDT, because of her grades.

        She has a 60% in math, a, C or something, some other, ehh, poor-ish, grades for her other subjects. And I understand that, I was, I mean I failed AP Bio (technically got through though because of the AP boost), and, almost failed Honors English before. On top of all that, she's gotta worry about secretly doing KDT stuff still, and, prep for prom, etc. And deal with me, heh. And after her "car accident" little story thing, I don't think she needs a roasting on top of what she has so far. And that was what I'm afraid of, like, what if she does something drastic? Who knows. Maybe she's acting like a snake 'cause of what she's going through? Maybe it's a third-party reason for it all, who knows.

        I wanna know though. To be honest, I'd rather help, than hit. Emotionally, hit, by the way. But uh, yeah. Friday, there's KDT practice and Red Velvet's "Russian Roulette" evaluations to be in the upcoming pride rally performance (if we get in), and uh, Supreme drop tomorrow. It's now 12:03 AM, see ya.