Wednesday, March 8, 2017 "Say the Word."

Wednesday, March 8, 2017
Week: 31
Songs to Remember: WITHOUT U (니가 없는데) - Romeo (로미오), She's Mine - Joohee (주희), Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney

        "So yo, this is a real-ass problem and it should uh, be taken seriously. Okay?" - KYLE

        I risked it. I jumped the gun, I, I risked it for the biscuit and turns out, that biscuit tastes fucking SHIT. The snake theory's not only confirmed by a few people, but has been confirmed first-hand. I knew shit was kinda bootleg when a person, whom I never ever talk to at all until, like, a few days ago, shit-talks people that you trust, that you've known for a long, long time.

        You all know who I'm talking about: Kt. I have Cc confirm shit, she was like "Be careful." I was standing in line today for the prom tickets, long as fuck and as usual. Mt and Ln were there, as they were getting theirs too. Afterwards, Ln messaged me about Kt, telling me to be careful and to know what I'm getting myself into. DrewH told Jk, who told me she was a snake, of which I started forming the snake theory. Kb experienced firsthand her shittiness. She tore apart DrewH's and Kb's relationship. They're COUSINS for fuck's sake.

        DrewH warned Kb about Kt, but Kb told DrewH to essentially fuck off. DrewH unfriended him, and doesn't even go to his house anymore. And it does piss me off, that she's showing no remorse for shit like this. It's like a murderer walking free, after having massacred a whole city. It does piss me off, and I know shit ain't gonna last for me with her, and I guess what? Apparently I'm going to prom with her. It is going to suck.

        But it doesn't have to. We only bought the tickets, which were like $65. Money's replaceable. Friendships, are not. I told myself "Okay Drew, be cautious now. You're gonna be the dealer in this, not the player." And that's what I'ma do. Currently, she thinks of us as just friends, no dating just yet (she most likely will ask to date). Well when she does, or if it comes to me having to do it, I'll be the one breaking up with her. Cc and I have been discussing Kt for the past 2 hours, and it's, 8:55 PM. I've decided that, since I told Kt that I'll be giving her a promposal even after deciding everything, instead of a promposal, I'll expose her in front of everybody around her.

        Does a person change? Obviously for Kt, it does not since she been doing this shit for so long. Sources that I've gotten have told that she's been doing this since, High school. Middle school, apparently she was calm until like, a dude who she broke up with was a bit too clingy. I don't know the entirety of everything, I'm hoping I can delve deep into her past to get as much intel as possible, to see what's really going on, before I finally give her a taste of her own medicine.

        "What about the consequences?" What consequences? I'm graduating in 4 months. She doesn't know SHIT about me. What's there to expose? Hmm? You could try spreading some rumors but nobody gonna believe her, and that shit's gonna dissipate after the school-year's over anyways. There's nothing she can do. This is payback for Kb and DrewH. Kb did not deserve any of what he got, and DrewH, I feel sorry he has to distance himself from his own family for something that none of them were responsible for.

        And another important thing, I'm doing this for Atr, whom I should've asked to prom instead. Last night I was thinking so much. As corny as it sounds, it really was basically the lyrics ot Jesse McCartney's "Beautiful Soul." I've been searching for golden statues when I really should've looked for heart of golds instead. Friends, boyfriend/girlfreinds, doesn't matter. I just wanna spend prom night with the people who I care the most about. I do agree that it does sound corny, heh, and it does. But, what'd you expect for a series like this? Definitely not what I expected this series to come to, but as long as I make my mark, which I will, that's fine with me.

        So that's the plan, heh. Come up with a manifesto, break it down for her during lunch, move on to better things. And when I read this one again, or if my friends that I knew at this time reads this, I just want you to know that ya'll are good. Better friends than I can ever ask for to help me though these weird times of High school, heh.