Thursday, March 16, 2017 "Karry Me."

Thursday, March 16, 2017Week: 32
Songs to Remember: SKIT (CHEEZE사리추가VER) - Giriboy (기리보이), To Myself - DPR LIVE

        Man I am tired. And I am sorta resorting back to my afternoon naps, which I don't like, but if I don't, I'll be having to nap late at night, which will drive me away from my late night due dates for stuff like, work, and dance learning.

        Speaking of dance, tomorrow there's KDT practice for BlackPink's "Boombayah." I won't be there though because of an apparent change of plans. I will be going on "date" with Kt tomorrow until 5:00 PM. She wants to go see a friend or whatever in a city close-by here. Then we'll uh, we'll go to a milk tea place, which is plentiful in this area we're gonna be at.

        There comes times when I do feel like I'm going towards my own spin-off, like DrewN. He hasn't really ate lunch with us for a while now. He does show up during break though. Umm, yeah, and that's, it's all good for him. Right now, Kt and I meet up to walk together to her hangout spot (whilst holding hands, just gotta make that clear). Very convenient though that her hangout spot is like, 20 feet away from where our cast table isl

         Then it's me and her walking together to her 3rd period. She was like "What would you do if I kissed you on the cheek?" and of course I said the, the classic Drew response, which was "Hmm, I don't know." She didn't do it though, her excuse being that there's too many people around, which, I agree, I mean it is a school. We, we walk from lunch to her 5th period, and then uh, from 5th to 6th, during passing period, she walks with me to my 6th period, all ending with a hug by the way.

        And then finally it's me and her, walking from 6th period to, the front of the school, for her to get picked up, and uh, yeah she kissed me on the cheek as she left. And I'm thinking like "So. This is uh. How, how long we keeping this up?" In messages today, she mentioned shit about summer, and I'm thinking like 'Ooooo. She, she planning a bit too far ahead, I, I don't even plan for the next day, let alone 4 months." Just how long is she gonna keep this up?

        I'm still not letting my guard down though. Still walking on bubble-wrap, and when shits starts popping, I'm dipping. She also continues to talk about the shit that's happened to her, like how she had physical therapy, chronic pains, uh, how "some things went wrong with [her] head," etc. I'm thinking like "Geez like, is this why she slithers? Seems like she's been through, through a bit too too much." Still cautious, don't worry.

        So yeah. All in all, I still wanna spend time with my buddies, with, the cast. They've carried me far and I'd like to show that, I do thank 'em for that. And Kt, she's been carrying this whole shenanigan from start to finish, which, I can't really give a shit 'bout since, I'm just, doing whatever I please, heh. Anyways, it's 12:48 AM, see ya.