Week: 33
Songs to Remember: Adore U - Seventeen,
There has been a TON of shit going on. I'm within deadlines, feelings, and lack of sleep, and I thought the best way to convey what has happened so far is going piece by piece, from what I can remember, that I have yet to get the chance to say or discuss, from, let's say, the past few days.
First off, let's just get the work out of the way. So far, I've been pushing all my work, ranging from Chinese, math, Econ, etc, to the day of/after, the morning of/after, or the weekend of/after. After already having been accepted, it's, it's like "Unless I wanna learn some of the bits and bolts of what can be learned, I don't gotta stress myself out too much."
KDT, uhhh. I've just been making mixes, making 'em before deadlines, going to practices, the usual I guess. I'm guessing, it's been very stressful for the KDT presidents Mt and Jb, as, we got deadlines for emails to send, mixes to send/make, formations to form, practices to practice, polls to vote on, etc. That's because we got a rally performance next week on Friday, as well as the VSA show the week, week after. It's a lot, especially with ASB not cooperating as we'd like them to be.
And now for the spicy stuff. Oh before that, I got some stories to tell. Remember when I used to tell stories? That was when shit used to happen in classes. Now, it's, nothing really happens, or it's not major enough for me to care. Anyways, in English class about a week ago, we were taking a quiz on Othello, and uh, this one dude, who is known for, well, a uh, what's the word? Delinquent, alright. It was a seriously easy quiz, no way you can fail it, because the teacher went over the answers literally the day before.
And it's literally the simplest shit. One of the questions was like "Iago and Rodrigo want to expose Othello for blank." Yep, the simplest shit. Even the teacher was like "I shouldn't even be giving you this quiz, it's too easy." Well, guess it wasn't easy enough for this dude 'cause apparently he wanted to search up the answers online his Siri blurted out a text-to-speech of what he was looking for. "Othello did not marry Desdemona because blank blank" or something like that, but it was very concise, and it even said "Desdemona" and "Othello," so he couldn't really hide what he was doing, heh. Fortunately for him, the teacher didn't really give a shit, just, looked at him like "Really, n-word."
Another story was uh, well I forgot. So, shit. I'll remember probably by the end of this post, or maybe tomorrow. Anyways here's the spicy stuff. About, I don't know, TODAY, uhhh, after walking Kt to her 3rd period class, she, kissed me on the cheek, and then, kissed me on the lips, was slightly off-center, and then she kissed me on the lips again. It's like, during the scene the crowd goes "wooooOOOOOOO," like how in every sitcom when people kiss. Yeah I was surprised, not gonna say I wasn't, but my eyes weren't really, I wasn't really "wide-eyed" either. All because it happened so fast, this wasn't, this wasn't really in the moment of anything, we were just holding hands outside her class.
Umm, in my mind, I was like, I really was like "Fuck... this shit wasn't as dramatic as I expected, nor did I expect it to happen now... there's nothing to write about this." And I was right, there's basically nothing to write about. Yeah, it was my first kiss, but it wasn't like "at a park by dusk," or, "we were on the dance-floor at prom," or whatever. It was literally outside her 3rd period English classroom, and I just, I just took it, like a champ. From a first-person, experience, perspective, it's not as lit as you'd think, well, from my place and time, it wasn't. But now I uh, I have this documented, and uh, I can always go back here if I wanna re-live my first kiss.
And yeah, I guess now we doing just lip-kisses now (she did it after school, and before 5th period). I guess that's how we're moving up, or, how she wants to move up in comfortablity? Still not a word. Speaking of tiers, yesterday she was talking (over messenger) about how she was originally going to be named "Cinderella," instead of Kt. I said something and something, and she was like "YOU'D HAVE YOUR GFS NAME BE CINDRELLA." And when I saw "GF" I was like "Does she think we're BF/GF now? When was this?" I took the time to ask about it like "Oh we bf and gf now. Aight, cool cool."
She assumed that we were BF/GF from the start and uh, that's, that's one way to do it but like. It's still only been like, 2 weeks. I asked her to prom (dear lord help me if I forget) on the 7th, and she asked me to date her on the 10th of this month. I always thought that first it was dating, and then it was BF/GF. Buuuuuut I guess we just, we just straight-up (or she really) skipped the dating tier (even though she did specifically say 'dating' when she asked me to date). Uhhh, let's see, let's see. We're still continuing the shower teaser Snapchats, uh, I guess, heh. I forgot to send her yesterday and she was like "dang, missed out on the shower pic today" or something like that, so I was like "Oh, guess, guess she wants to continue that."
And I can now understand (sort-ish) why people do spend quite a while in the bathroom, trying for the best, booty shot, or whatever appendage, or, yeah, heh. Keep in mind we're all still doing this PG-13, so, no real nudity. I'd compare it to, like, what you cannot show on television. There you go. Most television, I should say. Now, we do, or rather, she, does take some banter a bit further in the levels, and uh, of course, I go along with it, with the joke. Just today she said something in a Snap along the lines of "You might be seeing a bit more tomorrow" and I'm playing like "ooo spicy" and she's like "jk too fast." I'm thinking like "smh? N-word. You do shit like this and say 'jk too fast'" when it's only been, two weeks in, all because of a prom promise, and uh, we moving to kisses already.
And you just, broke up with a dude, 4 days prior to the dating question. Also forgot to mention, she said she had a dream last night, or, nightmare really, that a dude, that same dude that took advantage of her, was shouting obscenities at her. She was like "You probably know him. He was at the K-Pop showcase?" And I'm like "Yeahh, I know who you're talking about," and so, this just, again, strongly re-affirms the evidence for what happened.
As for things planned, there's KDT practice on Friday and uh, tomorrow Kt's coming over to my house. And also I'll be, be giving her a... promposal, tomorrow. Hopefully it doesn't rain. On top of that, there's also a Supreme drop tomorrow, which I will hopefully get a uh, a W, within all of this, freak, shit, crazy shit going on.
And a reminder that I'm not fully committed, I ain't going all-in. I'm like at a uh, 60% on this. Still cautious. It's 11:49 PM, I got a math quiz tomorrow (can't get enough of 'em), gotta study for that, and math work to finish tomorrow morning. Anyways, see ya.
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