Monday, March 20, 2017 "Sit a While."

Monday, March 20, 2017

Week: 33

Songs to Remember: Adore U - Seventeen, Without U - Romeo

        Done with mixing, got destroyed by math even though I thoroughly studied, got sat on and cuddled with, and uh, I made it into the rally.

        Starting out with some slow stuff, I finished making the mixes for KDT for the next couple performances already, so that's a nice relief. Still got paperwork due. Umm, during KDT practice today, we got through all the formations for our dances, for the upcoming VSA show which is next month, April 8th, as well the the dayshow on April 5th. I (and also Kt coincidentally) was only in two songs, and we did formations for those first.

        After those two, it was just free time for me, and I guess, mostly Kt. It was pretty much spent with me, sitting on the stone seat border, with her sitting on my lap, facing out, and her reading some fucking, fanfics, on her phone. It was raining hard after school, so we were all under the L-building (fucking California weather. It's the first day of Spring, it's March, it was 80 degrees last week, it's raining today, and a storm tomorrow, come the fuck on).

        In my list of experiences, I hadn't thought of this one, but uh, I guess, I guess it works. To explain some personal feelings, I ain't really comfortable showing that sorta PDA in front of, all my peers. Especially ones who, some who may look up to me as a role model in KDT and uh, here I am, sitting, with a chick in my lap. I guess that's something some may want to strive for, but, I, I wasn't expecting this.

        Also, people will think of me differently. Like, vibes have already rubbed off on me and people see that, and I'm trying to convey "Hey, I'm still, I'm still me, the 'ol me, and my standards haven't changed a bit, just, just a weird circumstance right now." But then again, there's nothing really bad that can be said about me besides "Ooo, he's dating Kt," which, I mean I guess.

        Oh and as for the rally, the student activites director at our school was like "Yeah, ya'll gotta take out the PG-13 part in Boombayah or take the whole thing out, and ya'll good." This was good actually, 'cause that meant that, everybody could be in the rally now. The original intention was, only people who were in 2/3 of the songs (which were only 3 btw) got to perform. Now because that, basically almost everybody can be in it, especially me, since uh, I only got in for BTS' "Fire," which was a given since I was in it for Lunar Show.

        Tomorrow, I will be starting on the promposal poster (as it is in my, what people would call, a "bucket list"). I was originally gonna have it be base on the "what in tarnation" shiba dog, but uh, felt kinda weird, and so I decided to do a Seventeen inspired one instead, which I think is mutually, mutually good. Anyways, it's 1:30 AM, see ya.