Monday, February 27, 2017 "Out-of-Esteem."

Monday, February 27, 2017

Week: 30

Songs to Remember: Strange - MASC, C'mon - UNI5

        During the beginning of the break, I was feeling pretty good. I was like "This is working, this is going well." And despite all of that, all of the care that I went through to making sure I was like, 90%, I somehow end up feeling kinda below average.

        But, hopefully that'll change by the end of the week. I kinda doubt though it since it's only gonna get more stressful from here considering I got some deadlines to meet, from work to dances. So, yeah. umm, Dance was pretty standard. Sc didn't really have anything to teach today, but to be honest I understand it. I wouldn't really be in the mood for teaching, nor would I have anything prepared either, especially after a break.

        Math, dear lord, I just, it's, it's just tedious. Nothing more to say, just tedious shit. Break, break was the regular. So was Digital Art. I used that time to play Fire Emblem: Heroes and, check Reddit or whatever. Work. English, we continued re-watching "Excalibur." A pretty good movie, pretty good movie still. As long as it's preventing us from actually doing work, I'm all for it. Lunch, that was the regular. Econ, our teacher's not gonna be back from his break 'till 2 days after today so until then, we're watching a movie called "Pirates of Silicon Valley," which is a 1999 movie dramatizing how Steve Jobs and Bill Gates rose to the top. Actually pretty cool to see like, the development of PC's and like, showcasing a bit of the 70's, heh.

        And finally, Chinese, where we get new seats, same ol' work, same ol' people (but new as I haven't sat next to them before, but same as in, I've been in the class with these people for over 6 months now). After school was KDT practice, in the theater, for the KASA show on Friday. I was just very tired, I, Atr was seated in the back near me but I didn't do much shit about it 'cause I really, really was at a low-point for the day. My, my self-esteem as well as energy, were on the down-low.

        And for reference, today was the day where I decided to show up with an over-sized earth-colored Fear hoodie, an olive Represent Oblivion bomber, a Supreme headband, and gray Tubular Dooms. And I do agree, it does look aesthetically hype even without much brand-name stuff. Could've toned it down by a lot without the headband but that, that was needed for me today.

        It's 12:15 AM, finally finished work. Gonna make up some dance-shit for tomorrow's teaching, and uh, yeah, see ya. Also took an unconventional nap earlier, for about an hour. Closed me eyes on my bed, slept for a whole hour. Luckily it was only 9:00 PM to 10:00 PM. I do not want to stay up any later. Anyways, see ya.