Thursday, February 23, 2017 "Leafy Waters."

Thursday, February 23, 2017
Week: 29
Songs to Remember: Ghostboy (feat. C. Young & Claire Ridgely) (Deluxe) - Robotaki

        This is one of the most longest-feeling breaks ever, which is good. I'm getting in good sleep, good... time, good water in-take, good everything for the most part.

        I set my alarm for 6:00 AM today, even though I had to wake up at 7:30 AM. I've said this before but I like the sensation of going back to sleep, so, for most days, I set an alarm on my phone for a random time like 3:00 AM so that I could get woken up by it, switch it off, and get that feeling of shutting my eyes, head on my pillow, knowing that it's hours until I actually have to wake up.

        My excitement for the Supreme drop this morning was so much apparently that I dreamed that I was at school, with the Supreme drop going on, and, I was doing it on my phone but there was an app that you had to install and download, and so during the whole drop I was like "Shit, I'm not gonna get anything won't I?" That was true in real-life too, heh. I was prepped for the drop, had tabs open, it was early, I was hitting F5 over and over. The page opened, I was scared, I grabbed what I wanted, which was a $150 hoodie. I auto-filled out my info, inputted my card info manually, aaand, the page loaded, and loaded, and, it said my card was denied.

        Out of all the times to deny me, they chose this time. Well, I had to refresh the page, inputted my shit in again, and, by that time, the page didn't respond, and, the drop was over, the page was locked after about 3 minutes. Maybe, maybe in the winter, I'll try again next time. But I ain't sweating about it that much really, it's very hard to get anything and really does require luck. After that, I closed my PC, went back to sleep 'till my usual 11:00 AM. Spent the day doing nothing until Ag messaged me about going to DrewN's house today at around 7:00 PM.

        Oh and my package did come today. I still got one more that'll be coming very soon and then, I'll, probably be done with Taobao shopping for a while. Uhhh, so yeah, the day went by quick. At around 6:00 PM, I had to eat, shower, get shit ready to head on over. I had messaged DrewN about coming over to his house, I messaged him at 3:00 PM, didn't reply until around 7:00 PM. He asked his parents and they said maybe another time. And so, Ag was like "Well alright, I'll just facetime you then," of which I responded to that with "Sure let me just download the iPhone app real quick."

        We "facetime"'d on Facebook messenger for, whatever reason, whatever Ag's reason (ya'll already know). We were at it for about, 2 hours or so, maybe. Hour-thirty, I don't remember. Oh shit, okay so I checked and it was 2 hours, 22 minutes. Golly. So 2 hours of that, I basically just talked the normal way I talked, and, it went well. I think it's 'cause after having familiarity and ranges of humor that, I could just talk and act normally. Whereas in other situations, shit's still unknown so, I gotta restrain some aspects of my dialogue.

        And yeah sure, I could "just talk normally regardless" of that, but knowing my sense of humor and shit, I'ma end up offending people, or, using words/terminology that people aren't comfortable with, and uh, that's gonna push people away, and I want as many as I can right about now, heh, which, yeah, is going alright so far, especially after today. After the facetime, I did a League game with the Discord group, and then, yeah, now it's 12:20 PM.

        In other news, Mt added a day for KDT on Tuesdays after school where she'll play random K-Pop songs and can dance to them, just like we do already during break. But uh, yeah, it's gonna be ANOTHER, opportunity to gain some progress, some intel, with/for Atr. And right now, I'm not even banking on the Snapchats anymore. They're a privilege, I cherish them when I get 'em. Umm, she's not really on her phone during practice or during pre-show preps so, I don't think she's as attached to her phone as I am, I think. Otherwise she'd see the notifications, so. I, I do believe now that I'm over-thinking on the Snapchat shit, before and now.

        Speaking of information, I do feel a sense of security with this whole project thing, these series, because since I got everything catalogued, archived, I ain't gonna be worried about forgetting them. 'Course, that's what pictures and videos are for too, but, they don't, reflect too much thinking in 'em, for, spur of the moment stuff. More, more visual, I'd consider all of this- I, I can't talk in a photo, and, videos are just, a bit too much of a hassle, compared to just sitting down and pouring your brain and heart out. Just my opinion.

        When I'll be in college, I'm not gonna lie, I will be worried that I'll forget some stuff, some moments, because I ain't gonna be writing 'em down. However, I am banking on the fact that there's gonna be so many moments that I cannot keep track of 'em all. That's what I'm banking on, that there'll be like, twice or triple the amount of stuff I'm getting in right now. Anywho, it's 12:31 AM right now, see ya.