Tuesday, February 14, 2017 "Choices From the Bottom Up."

Tuesday, February 14, 2017

Week: 27

Songs to Remember: Hmmbbuk (흠뻑) (Soaking) (Feat. Cherry Coke) - J'Kyun (제이켠), Strip - Chris Brown

        "Damn Andrew, you pull hard." Yeah nobody has ever actually said that to me, or I think, ever, in general, but one can assume that that's the case considering my, my position right now.

        This was the final installment of the Valentine's day special, following the past, 3 that have aired so far. Yep, the one from freshman year, So Don't be on with Her, sophomore year, aka 100% Chance of Bad, junior year, aka The Days, and finally, now, Precisely Refined. Yeah it could've been better, but it was good, it definitely showed that, there's, more choices than I thought.

        It's like, like a folder list, or those bootleg-ass math problems with just one question, but it has parts a, b, c, etc. It's kinda like that, except they're not really problems, just, choices. And it's more structured/ in-depth than just, multiple, choice. Anyways, let's get into it before I fall asleep again.

        Dance, that was just me teaching the newer parts of my dance, which I stayed up last night making/ putting together. I'd really like to have my dance planned out already, so I don't have to do stuff the night before, but considering I also got other dances to do, yeah, that ain't happening. I don't, I do not have the energy. Just been very tired, no real time to rest. In some of my classes when I don't really need to do anything but sit there, it bores me, makes me yawn, makes me wanna go home and take a big 'ol nap.

        Continuing on, math, I did an overview of the shit I needed to study, and, dear based God, I thought I was set. Took the quiz, shit was easier than the homework (which was not easy at all). Turns out I got a 78% on it, which is still better than my average right now which meant my grade went up (sitting now at an 81%, or a B-). Actually took the worries off my shoulder for the day, knowing I did, alright. Jk wasn't present during break, so I took that time to deliver Atr her present. She seemed pretty happy about it, didn't get to catch her reation though, for, third-party reasons, but I did hear her friends' reactions.

        It was a picture-ready moment, and, I forgot to do a picture. FUcking-A, heh. But yeah, pretty good, pretty good. Also I don't think she'll be able to tell that the photocards are DIY, only because of, the way she keeps her photocards, stacked, in a drawer, umm, don't think she looks too carefully at the quality. I also ended up hot-gluing the top of each top-loader, so the only real way of getting to them is by cutting into the top-loader, which, I do not think Atr will do any time soon.

        Umm, so after break, it was Digital Art time, aka, finish Econ work while training on Fire Emblem Heroes time. Finally a game where I can sink my teeth into, aka, get in-depth with in terms of strategy and planning. And, where I can play it, on-the-go, and, not be too heavily pay2win. English, we continued watching "Excalibur." Very, very graphic movie. Can't believe my teacher watched it when he was like 10 back in his days. Graphic as in, there's nudity, and, ass, and, blood. But, it's an Arthurian legend so, what can you expect. Also the movie is very tale accurate, a bit too accurate.

        Lunch, just another 'ol lunch period. Nothing really special. Econ, however, yeah that wasn't really special either, heh. It was just a test, fairly straight-forward. And finally, Chinese, it was just time, to waste. Reading. Nothing more I can say. After school, I met up with Atr, at her usual spot after school. Her friends were there as well, particularly her, what I would presume, her best friend. Her friend is very, very straight-forward, a bit too much so that it pokes at my insecurities, my, self-esteem at some parts. An example I could of this would be, like, these group of friends and they're like "Man, I hate people who wear blue shirts" and another's all like "Dude, I know right" and there's that one guy there, wearing a blue shirt.

        So, something like that. Me and Atr didn't really talk too much about stuff. I remember that one time where I tried, really, really hard with the convo's. Like, that wasn't, it wasn't my natural form of talking. Now that I've assumed the fact that we're both familiar with each other now, after, the past, 6+ seasons of this arc right now, still on-going, I've, reverted back to my regular 'ol form of talking. Not exactly cast level talking just yet, but it's getting there.

        After about 20 minutes, Atr had to leave, and uh, I went as well, except my own route. Walking a couple feet to the back, I'm greeted by Mp (not sure if I used her name with this yet or not), Kb, and Kb's ladyfriend, or, whatever, I'm, I'm not really sure, at all. She was like "Ya know, Kb actually thought I liked you." Or, some shit like that, forgot how she said it. And again, my uh, it hit some of my insecurities, self-esteem, like a sucker-punch. I'm like "Ooo, I know right, I can't even believe it." And for point of reference, she does look like Cn.

        She even sees me walk with Ag when getting lunch and shit or whatever. She's like "Ya'll look cute together." I'm like "Ehhhh, I guess." Just a lot of, a lot of choices being splashed at me all in a day. How I got this far from the bottom up, I don't know, but it's definitely new and interesting. Adds a lot of variety and so far, this storyline has got, THE MOST, to offer right now. Storyline, arc, etc. Anyways, it's 11:04 PM right now, still gotta do math work. Luckily that's all I gotta do for the night. Alrighty, see ya.