Saturday, October 15, 2016 "When Does It End."

Saturday, October 15, 2016
Week: 10
Songs to Remember: Cha Ga Wa - F.Cuz, Gorilla - Pentagon, We Rise - San Holo

        So when's the next dance? I uh, I'm not sure what I'm expecting this time, but I am hoping it'll be higher than the last time.

        Also apparently Sadie's is the next dance, which is unfortunately on December 3rd. It's unfortunate because that's so fucking FAR AWAY. And it's not even Halloween yet, not even Thanksgiving break yet. I'm still not feeling spooky, at all. Channel Zero's pretty, pretty awkward and boring for its first episode.

        On the bright side, I managed to get two CSU apps done. Thank the lord for the "express" function, in which, the system literally just copies over the info you put into your first application onto any subsequent applications you plan to submit. So all the real work you gotta do is put in the major you're thinking about, aaand, you're done. Also no need to review for these because, if you messed up on your first, well, you're gonna mess up on your second, and third, and so on. But if you did the first correctly, then the rest will be, probably correct.

        Also applications are easier than the FASFA. At least for CSU applications, you don't have to dig up cryptic files (or as much) of dates you don't remember or dig up tax info from the past years. All you really need is uh, a current transcript of your grades. The rest is pretty self-explanatory. Also, common apps, where you do questions about yourself. Yeah, I just, no thanks, heh. The schools that you do common apps for, the special ones like institutes or whatever I guess, I don't think it'd be worth my time. Only because, it's, not what I'm interested in.

        Same goes for UC's. I was going to apply for a UC, but after thinking about it, I'm like "Do I really wanna spend $55 (or more), write an essay, as well as cough up some more info and writing, and cough up $12 to send an SAT score to them, just to get rejected?" Although it is one of the lower UC's, I still think it's a bit of a long shot.

        But anyways, I've come across a bit of stress after all this still. I got an email from a CSU I applied to that I need to fill out a supplemental application, because of the impacted major I put in my application. However, the form (of which I have to fucking mail) is only for transfer students (like from other colleges), or current CSU students of that CSU, and so you gotta complete some college courses and you can apply to get in to that major. So I'm like "Well fuck, did I do the application wrong." Because uh, the major I put, requires a form stating college classes I've taken, like official college classes, but I'm not in college, or transferring from one.

        So I can't fill out the application, not sure if that affects my eligibility to the college or not. What I'm worried is that if I get insta-denied because of this. If I still get accepted and I get put into "undeclared" major, that's fine with me. But uh, right now I'm thinking about doing applications for a couple more CSU's, just in case. Because if this one is an insta-deny, then, I only got two other colleges that I've got to lean on.

        And I don't wanna be in a spot where I get fucked in the ass and have no college to go to. But, to be honest I think I'll get accepted either ways. For this one, I'ma be putting my expectations high. For CSU's that is. I mean come on, I'm in the top 35% of my class right now, which ain't really anything to brag about but it is something. And if my cousin got into this one SFSU with no AP classes and with just a 1300 or so score on the SAT (1300 on the old one, out of 2400), then uh, I'm probably a shoe on.

        As for today, yeah it's been just applications on applications. My Discord buddies and I were planning on going to a karaoke place, but at fucking 9 PM, and uh, my mom doesn't really like me being out at 9:00 PM, because that means I'll be getting home at 12:00 AM. And it's night, and it's raining. And, I've already had an adventure last weekend. My rule is, just one adventure every two weeks. Otherwise, I'll be seen as if I'm partying every weekend and not taking time to study. Because for almost every day, I do take naps. Not today though, fortunately, as I probably got more than enough sleep last night, 'cause I didn't wake up 'till 12:00 PM today.

        My buddies and I ended up not going anywhere and just playing some League instead.
I also got some Chinese work done. Now I just need to finish up some math, start on the video commercial for Gov, maybe start a bit on the English epic story shit, aaand, in my free time, work on the dance choreo for Dance. Fortunately I do not have KDT practice Monday. Friday I do, but that's Friday. Also no time for some graphic designing, I really miss those days of using my nap time to work on design, of which I hope to put on a t-shirt or something, heh. That was probably like only a month ago, but still.

        It definitely feels a bit like last year. Not to that extreme, but, similar. Well alrighty, I am very tired, very sleepy, it's 1:16 AM, see ya.