Wednesday, November 30, 2016 "You Have Such a Way With Words."

Wednesday, November 30, 2016

Week: 17

Songs to Remember: U - KNK, HOLUP - BOBBY

        Nothing like a nice glass of good 'ol 56/100 before bed, heh. I still don't get it.

        I did so well on the multiple choice, not sure what happened else on the free-response shit (I didn't get my work back yet by the way, but just assuming). Or maybe I did the free-response all right and I got shit on for the multiple choice, of which I thought were fairly easy. By the way this is all about that math test today. Fucking hell man, heh, I studied last night, I studied during the beginning of class too.

        Well anyways, there's that. Nothing I could do about it now except hope that the next few homeworks or whatever, that they'll be slowly raise my grade back to level (of an 85%) in preparation of getting ass-blasted by the next test. Oh and uh, the next test is probably finals, so. My grade went down a whole 2%, bad, but, ehh. Kinda desensitized to it all now. I really am hoping for the bare minimum, which I'm setting at least a B. B- looks like nasty so, solid B's my goal.

        Besides math, there was Dance 1st period today and we had people present on "Cumbia," the dance-oriented music genre, as well as tutting. Pretty cool stuff. I was also reminded that during the school year we have to attend one dance performance, like, outside of school, and then write a little report of it and whatever. I'm like "Shit, that's gonna slip my mind won't it." Probably will, but fortunately the teacher lets us know of upcoming opportunities so we don't fuck ourselves on the assignment.

        Math, you already know. Digital Art, spent that time finishing up my Gov bill. Aaand, then it was English where we spent the whole period doing little presentations on our Canterbury Tales characters. I still have yet to go, probably tomorrow. As for lunch, that's a given for "the usual." Gov, we got in our groups, chose which of our bills were the best, pick the top one, then we all look at that and make "amendments" or changes to them, basically like one big simulation of legislation (that rhymes). And finally, Chinese, where we did, basically shit, heh. We do, however, gotta do a rough draft of a story, use vocab in it, all due tomorrow, and then our final project, due, Saturday. Basically our final I guess.

        Well, final "project," we still got our final test, test. Aaand yeah. Friday, there's KDT practice for VIXX's "Chained Up," and then Saturday, the performance, and then Sunday, maybe a birthday or something, or maybe I can hold it at that college on Saturday. Get like a, cupcake with a fucking candle in it. Anyways, see ya.

Tuesday, November 29, 2016 "The Art of Distraction."

Tuesday, November 29, 2016

Week: 17
Songs to Remember: Why Not - Bulldok, Babay - Zion T.

        I was wrong about the date for the quiz, I guess I'm wrong about the date for the test as well, because apparently it's tomorrow.

        Tomorrow's a shorter day so that means the test will be a bit shorter, but the thing is, we had like 9 lessons this chapter (4-1, 4-2, 4-3, etc) and so, since we don't know what specifically will be on it, we gotta study the whole chapter. And we know for sure not all lessons will be in it, because it's gonna be a bit shorter, and so, more to study, less to use, if that makes sense.

        This ain't even finals week yet, we still got 2 and a half weeks. And yet, just yesterday I had a math quiz, today I have a Gov assessment, a Dance presentation, I had to write a research paper on K-Pop dance (because apparently there was a written part of the project, I had totally forgot about it until somebody mentioned it) today, I gotta finish a Gov paper tomorrow (about an hour before it's due), I got a math test tomorrow, a small little English presentation tomorrow probably (not that big but still), and a Chinese test on Thursday.

        Yep, all that in one week, especially the week after we had small Thanksgiving break (we didn't even have the whole week off even, we still had to go on Monday and Tuesday). In terms of extracurricular activities, I got some KDT practice on Friday, a KDT performance at a college on Saturday, and then the rest, is history. But no, after that it's probably gonna be a shit-ton of review, and then finals. Oh and let's not forget my birthday's gonna be this weekend, so there's that too.

        As for today, oh boy. Dance, I did my presentation on K-Pop, trying to keep it as least Koreaboo as possible. It turned out alright, a lot of people liked it. As for the dance to teach, I did 2 counts of 8 to Bulldok's "Why Not?" People generally liked it. I tried to make it as basic as possible so that people can follow along and or learn in about, 5 -ish minutes. Also I don't know if I ever mentioned this but teaching dances is pretty weird. You do one small motion and a shit-ton of people follow what you do. It definitely feels weird having all that sense of control, for those who are not used to it, like me.

        Math, we got our quizzes back, I did kinda shit on it, umm, but the teacher gave me pity points (I just got some numbers wrong, but I got the right idea so, it's aight). Grade's still the same, I got a 23/30, which is a basic 75%, grade's at a 85%. Tomorrow, though, I'm either gonna go up a lot, or get sorta, fucked in the ass, heh. Break, eh, Digital Art, gonna have to devote one day to do that one last "face on a fruit" project, get it done, turn it in, get a free period for the rest of the year. I pretty much already do but, you get what I mean.

        English, not much, not much. Kinda just reviewed some shit, got time to study, work, I got pretty sleepy with the silence. Lunch, yeah it was pretty basic. My hair, however, has gotten better. It was the shampoo or conditioner or volumizer (weirdly) that made my hair unvolumized. Should've realized that, but I didn't. Now looking at it, it's not that bad, it's pretty good. Uhh, Gov, we just worked on our bills on the Chromebooks, after our assessment of course. And finally Chinese, where read. A lot. As for here, my cousins' presents (most of 'em) arrived today, which meant I had to start cutting out a few more stencils and plan accordingly and properly, as to not fuck up another hoodie with fabric paint, heh.

        But yeah, it's 11:41 PM, gonna finish math work, gonna then study, and then bed. Hopefully. By 1:00 AM. Anyways, see ya.

Monday, November 28, 2016 "By Surprise."

Monday, November 28, 2016
Week: 17

Songs to Remember: Babay - Zion T

        There's been a change of plans but shit is still pretty heavy. Too many things are still going on.

        For starters, I got a performance now on December 3rd. To think it was cancelled, heh. But yeah, it is cancelled, however, we got in a performance at this one college who were desperate for some Asian-esque acts, or, like, K-Pop and shit. And so, we got in, we're still doing the same outfits (blue now for me), same songs, choreo, etc. This upcoming weekend I got my birthday too, so there's that. It's gonna be pretty hectic.

        As for today, yeah I'd say I didn't get much breathing room really. Dance, I forgot but today (and the rest of the week up 'till maybe half of next week), there's just gonna presentations, no real dancing, so that was nice. Unfortunately I gotta present tomorrow and it's 11:22 PM, still no real content on my slides, they just look pretty, and uh, still no choreo, which, to be honest I can probably whip up something real quick so no real biggie.

        Umm, math was kinda shit. Like, really shit, heh. I came into the classroom and see the seats all set up in test-taking format. I'm like "Alright, tell me this was for a different class." Nope, the quiz wasn't tomorrow, it was for today. Fuck me in the ass am I right? Fortunately I did get in study time, the teacher told us what to study or review, quiz was only 3 questions, not too bad, thank the fucking lord. The test, however, is gonna be on Friday.

        Break was break, ya'll know how this goes. Digital Art, instead of Chinese work, I did English work, of which wasn't actually due today, however I have no idea of knowing this shit anymore since it ain't posted on schoolloop, nor are things ever officially stated when they're due, aka concrete due dates since they're always changing, I just gotta make sure. English, didn't really do much besides review notes. However, the teacher did a cool little social experiment or psychological experiment (if you can call it that). He gave us all a piece of paper, we write on one side what we think women want and on the other what we think men want. Just, in general.

        He then had on the board divided sections for "what men want according to men, what women want according to women," etc, etc. Most of the stuff for women was like, money, respect, etc. For men, it was usually sex, women, sex, heh. But it was pretty interesting, pretty good intel with this, live experiment. And apparently it wasn't just out of the blue, he did this for other classes too and is gonna be doing this next year as well.

        Lunch was with the fam again, the cast fam. Cold, very cold even though it was only 60 degrees. Very, very cold actually, and it's only November 28th. Gov, we, worked on our final project bill, using Chromebooks. And finally, Chinese, where we read, and answer questions, and read. After school, we did some test runs for songs to be in the K-Pop showcase as well as practice for BTS' "Fire" and TWICE's "Cheer Up" (of which TWICE's "TT" was stuck in my head for the entire fucking day. I now pretty much hate, all TWICE songs). I didn't dance "the best" I could've for BTS' "Blood Sweat & Tears" nor for EXO's "Growl," but it was alright.

        After the very cold practice, I gotta make another KDT mix, however it's not due 'till Monday or so. I looked at the song list and I'm like "You fucking kidding me." Stellar's "Sting," TWICE's "TT," Red Velvet's "Dumb Dumb," EXID's "Up and Down," Sistar's "Mamma Mia," BTS' "Dope," and BLACKPINK's "Boombayah" are the songs we'll be doing. I'm guessing these were chosen because the most amount of people knew the song and could dance to 'em, even the slightest bit.

        Which means, I'm only in one fucking song, heh (BTS' "Dope"). And like, I, I've already done this song. It's cool that I don't gotta do any extra work to learn more but, like, I'm waking up early, going to a place on Saturday to perform on stage for, 20-ish seconds, all within, the day before I leave for LA for Christmas. It's like "Ehhhh." I looked on the list and I was one of the few people who were only doing one song. So yeah, it's all "Ehhhhh." Not exactly worth, but, whatever.

        What's probably the most shittiest part of all this is that BTS' "Blood Sweat and Tears" was the most voted song, however, only like 4 or 5 people or so danced to it during the test run, half-assingly too, heh (including me). I'm like "Ya'll dudes really serious, ya'll couldn't have just joined in so this would get picked and I could get some motivation to actually learn it and go hard for the showcase." Anyways, gonna stop talking and start working now. It's 11:41 PM, I actually wanna sleep tonight (stayed up 'till 2:00 AM yesterday working on learning Growl and BS&T). See ya.

Sunday, November 27, 2016 "Last Second."

Sunday, November 27, 2016
Week: 16
Songs to Remember: Growl - EXO, Blood, Sweat & Tears - BTS, Lotto - EXO

        I got 2 more dances to learn, I got 3 dances to memorize, not including keeping track of the one for Dance, some math work to do, some English work to do the period right before the period it's due (I think), aaand, after all that, make it through the day, attend practice, study, do work, and put content into my Dance presentation, and make up a small bit of choreo for it as well.

        And my hair constantly reminds me of Park Myeung-su (when he had the sides of his hair shaved). It doesn't look as great as I thought it'd be, probably because it ain't what it's supposed to be, but ah well. So yeah, all that, tomorrow. As for the day after tomorrow, I got a dance to memorize, a presentation to do, notes to write, and an assessment to do. And a math quiz. Had I picked the first day back (tomorrow) as the date for my presentation, dear lord, I'd be done for, heh. Because it's 11:02 PM and, I'm doing all this shit last minute.

        And partly it is my fault, but also partly because of a rather late update on the KDT page regarding songs for the K-Pop showcase. It was posted 8 hours ago, which was still today, saying that those who voted for the songs they wanted to put into the showcase, ya gotta know 'em and be able to show it tomorrow. I'm like "Shieeet, you gotta be fucking kidding me." Luckily I've been getting my sleep back over the break, so it ain't that bad that I'll have to stay up a tad bit to learn all this.

        But yeah, today was just, nothing, except all of this last minute. Anyways, gonna get shit done now. See ya.

Saturday, November 26, 2016 "Strut, Lube, Crunch."

Saturday, November 26, 2016
Week: 16
Songs to Remember: Strange - MASC, Blood, Sweat & Tears - BTS

        A crunch, we are on a crunch. I'm sitting here eating breakfast, planning out how and what I'm going to be doing today, tomorrow, this upcoming week, next week, and the week after that. Anand, the week after that.

        All of this involving KDT perfotmance times, practice times, home-practice times, parties/gatherings, work, studying for tests, presentations, projects, bulk work, the usual High School stuff.

        I got some, stuff done. Got about most math bulk work finished. I also got about 45 seconds of BTS' "Blood, Sweat & Tears" of the dance down, not for my K-Pop presentation, but for Monday. Monday, there's apparently KDT practice for BTS' "Fire." But, there's also a visual poll to see what songs we'll be doing for the K-Pop showcase on December the 17th. Basically they'll play the songs that are voted in, people can join in and dance to them, and with that we get a rough visual representation of how many already know the dance or even just a bit of it.

        It's just that there's no time to teach them, so, the more people who know it or seem to know it, the more likely that song will be included in the final mix. So, I'll be trying to learn a few songs over the course of today and tomorrow. Other than all that, Monday's gonna be pretty hectic. We got Chinese work, Gov work, Dance work, aaand math work, all due the day after. Nice, very nice. Well that's about it for now, it's 10:27 PM, tired, gonna save the rest of shit for tomorrow, and, yeah. See ya.

Friday, November 25, 2016 "Some Work."

Friday, November 25, 2016
Week: 16
Songs to Remember: Strange - MASC

        So I both did something, and nothing today. I finally got some math work done, and a bit of tweaking to my final choreography.

        But, I still got English shit to do, Gov shit due Tuesday, still gotta study for math, still more math bulk work to finish, aaand content to put into my K-Pop dance presentation, as well as come up with a small bit of choreo for it as well.

        I was surprised that I got bored enough that I resorted to actually doing work. SOME work. Didn't really go anywhere today, at all. Just, stayed here, with music, Skype, YouTube, Facebook, and work. I have, however, been getting some nice-ass sleep. I mean it's only 10:44 PM right now, and I don't wake up 'till 10:30 AM or so. All in all pretty nice. Not sure when I'll actually do my driving test since my mom has yet to hire an instructor for me and the fact that she doesn't want to sit next to me while I'm driving anytime soon. So there's that.

        Anyways, heading to bed. See ya.

Thursday, November 24, 2016 "Technically Thursday Night."

Thursday, November 24, 2016

Week: 16
Songs to Remember: Tape Machine - STRFKR, The Closer - VIXX

        This whole break's so far been just malls, malls, malls. It's hard to find stuff you like in stores now due to accessibility of of stuff online.

        I don't know, it just doesn't feel the same anymore. I go to Zumiez, find a bomber jacket for $59.99, I'm like "Dear fucking lord, with $60 I can get like, 4 bomber jackets online." For non-branded stuff, I don't care that much for them, as long as they look the way they're supposed to look, it's fine with me. And for "quality" or durability, as long as I can slip 'em on and off 500+ times with no tears of rips, fine with me.

        I did however, find a tiny bit of deals, or ones that were worth buying. I went with my buddy Jk, and only him because nobody else could go today. Everybody else was either celebrating Thanksgiving, or scheduling conflicts. So it was just me and him. Once I got in, geezus, it was fucking horrible. I'm sure other places are worse, but this was just, irritating, because of the mall layout. Imagine a pentagon and you're walking the outer perimeter of it, with stores lined in the area in the middle, and outside. That's basically the layout of the mall. It's shit because the hallways are fucking small, and with people lining up right outside of it, you could hardly find shit you want, or, shit that's still not overpriced as fuck, heh. Like even the price markdowns and sales, they were still about retail.

        We circled around the entire thing multiple times, had Snapchats going on the whole time, my stomach was having some internal warfare because my dad cooked dinner and probably had some uncooked seafood in it. And it wasn't like usual stomach aches, it was like, as if I had a hole in my stomach. We uh, went into some stores, all, didn't really have what I wanted online (and I'm pretty sure they don't retail for as cheap online either, except for a select few).The only thing I bought were two pairs of Cotton-On drake cuffed Chino's, which, the only reason I got 'em were because they were $20 each, aaand, I only wore the same 3 pairs of pants all the time so I needed more, aaand, they had elastic drawstring waists which I liked because then I won't have pants that are either too tight or too loose. Juuuust right.

        The store I was expecting to go to, H&M, was gated off, opening only at midnight. I'm like "Gee-fucking-zus, might as well order online." Oh and I did see Ek and Ec, who were both working tiredly at Hollister. Umm, so yeah, a long, tiring night of Black Friday (which is essentially Thursday night), cut short by and upset stomach. I also never went Black Friday shopping, I don't think, ever, in my life. This is probably why, because of shitty people and shitty, physicals of buying in-store. Anyways, didn't get much done in terms of work, had a nice sleep though. Alrighty, see ya.

Wednesday, November 23, 2016 "Closing."

Wednesday, November 23, 2016
Week: 16
Songs to Remember: The Closer - VIXX

        I haven't updated the song list since September. Godamn. The OST of the series so far has a bit less in terms of number, but there's a lot of diversity/ difference compared to past series.

        It's actually 9:43 PM right now, probably the earliest I'll ever do one of these posts. Anyways, woke up at 10:30 AM, got ready to go to this one fancy mall with the KDT fam at 12:00 PM. I was expecting quite a few to be there. Parking, or even finding a safe place to be dropped off at was difficult. Once I went in, it was like a maze, heh. I haven't been here in a while but I knew that it was bigger than our local mall.

        I just didn't remember it being like, quadruple the size of our mall, heh. There were passageways upon passageways, criss-cross, etc. There were also two Macy's, all of which had 3 floors each. Dear lord. It took me a while but I managed to find some KDT fam who were there, Ln and Rh (or Ry). We then finally found Jb and Mt, and uh, that was all of us. Literally just the five of us who showed up and it was nice, just the five of us.

        We got something to eat, shopped around a bit, a majority of the stores we went to had clothes for women, umm, what'd you expect, heh. It was fine though because, I don't think I would've been able to find blank purple t-shirts anywhere or, even a cheaply priced blank white long-line shirt. We browsed around a bit, told memes, interact with the spammy KDT chat, etc. We ate lunch in the food court at around 3:00 PM -ish. After, we browsed around a bit more, everyone basically bought something for their Lunar Show outfit besides me.

        When it got to around 4:30 PM, Mt and Jb had to leave, so it was just me, Ln, and Rh. This was where it got more, what's the word? Uhhh, I was able to get more insight on how I can act, as well as intel on certain shit. For example, that dude that's associated with Mt. I was like "Hey who's that guy that always sits around during practice? His name was like blank something?" "You mean blank?" "Yeah, is Mt and him like a thing?" Rh apparently had some nice info on it all. Apparently they dated before but then they broke up due to personal circumstances or whatever, that was out of their control I guess. And now they're just like, ehhh. He seems to be into her still but she won't reciprocate that same shit back.

        Rh has also seen him look at her dance during practices which is, heart-breaking I guess. Other intel includes a bit of drama between some KDT freshmen, uhhh, also apparently Ln has a dudefriend. I've seen her post a "3 months heart heart heart" thing on Snapchat but I just assumed it was like, something else. No, it's, it's not, it's real.

        And I was like "Damn, this whole time, thought it was just a BFF sorta thing." Maybe you gotta kick it off with a BFF and then transition. Building up shit like that is hard, and so I think to myself "Am I really starting it all back to square one?" I don't know anymore. But anyways, 5:30 PM my dad finally arrived, I finally went home. It was practically night-time even though it was only 5:30 PM.

        Something more uplifting from all this drama was that during our walk convo's in Macy's, we saw a woman accidently mistaking the down-escalator for the up one and tried to walk up it, but to no avail. We were like "BOI DID YALL SEE THAT." Comedy gold, heh. And yeah, people would laugh at my shit too if I did that, so. Alrighty, it's 10:18 PM, I'ma be heading to bed. Tomorrow I'll be going to the local mall at like 6:00 PM or 9:00 PM tomorrow for Black Friday (which is technically Thursday) with Jk and maybe other cast fam. For now, see ya.

Tuesday, November 22, 2016 "Dissa-pissed Off."

Tuesday, November 22, 2016
Week: 16
Songs to Remember: Hook가 - High4 20, Better Day - 100%

        I was pretty disappointed today, got pretty pissed off. There are times when it's reasonable to get pissed off for a bit and then to just forget about it, but the hard part of it all is forgetting about it. You tell yourself to forget about it and to not mind it, but in turn you just end up strengthening that in your mind, heh.

        Dance was one thing I got pissed off about. It was pretty small to be honest. We had the whole period to learn our dance for presentations. I asked the teacher whether I teach an already-made K-Pop choreo or to do my own. She said it's up to me, but if I do decide to teach a pre-made one, I gotta give credit. And in no universe will I ever want to feel small by giving credit to a large-company or group of people who are ranked high, high, HIGH above me, making millions of more money than me or my family will ever make, combined.

        So it looks like I'll be coming up with my own choreo. During the last 10 minutes of class, we went to the gym to get a feel of where our positions will be for our February rally performance. I knew the choreo, I knew the formations, I've done choreo'd dance performances before, even performed in a rally myself, and onstage. I knew where to stand for this last part of our choreo, it was just that the group opposite of me weren't standing where they were supposed to, which made me stand out and look confused, even though I did know what the fuck was going on.

        Teacher calls me out on it, I'm like "I thought we were supposed to stand in a line, connected." Like, I seriously did not know what the fuck was wrong. She explained to me "Oh, this is where period 6 is going to be, etc, etc." And I just, I just didn't wanna fucking continue with this shit so I just played dumb to get it over with and be like "Ooohh, okay I get it" even though I did know. I just didn't want to waste fucking time, MY fucking time. Then she was like "You're supposed to stand here" and then called the group opposite of me to move over and then said "You were right." Fucking hell I'm right.

        I just wished we can start doing our own choreo's and shit already so I can finally show that I am capable of leading shit myself instead of moping around in a crowd of fucking clowns all the time. Jee-fucking-zus. As you can see, I get pissed off recalling shit I get pissed off about. Math, that's where I get a bit disappointed, though there was another time where I got disappointed to but that's for later. We did the usual, except today the teacher jokes around about how much homework we're going to have over the break, which is just 3 days by the way, it's not like two weeks.

        She assigns us a packet to do over the break. On top of that, she assigns us the daily homework. On top of that, once we get back, the day after that, we got a quiz, and the day AFTER that, we got a test. She's like "You'll all be able to enjoy a break after you're finished with the homework and the quiz and test :)." I'm just like "This ain't a joke though, this if fucking real." For a High-schooler, this is alot. You don't get 2-hour breaks every day, you don't get a day of school and then a day off like in college. This is just one of the six classes we have. I'm pretty sure during a family's Thanksgiving, everybody's gonna be enjoying some nice-ass food, conversing, etc, etc, and a student here is gonna be doing their homework or reading a text book at the dinner table because they won't have time to finish it all to actually get some time to relax.

        This is all from a High-schooler's perspective by the way. No, no college experience yet, so is the hardest it's gonna get for now. Anyways, after math was break, apparently our local mall's black Friday starts at 6:00 PM on Thursday, so, that's gonna be pretty, pretty wild. Digital Art was just work on my Gov presentation shit, of which I had to scrap and re-assemble once I found that there was a template (it was stated there was a template but not where it was located). Had to scrap together that and turn it in on Google Classroom on my phone during 4th period English. People were eating some food that others brought in, etc, etc.

        Luckily I did not visit Cy or else I'd probably starve to death. Lunch was what you'd expect, it's gotten back to normal like it should be. Gov was where I did my presentation on Bitcoin and the IRS and shit, how it's related to powers of Congress. We then had Chromebooks to work on our final project, yep, which also needs to be finished at home, so there's that, another thing to stack on this leaning tower of Pisa. After Gov, I was, hopeful, but ended up disappointed. I don't think Cy's walking this route anymore, I mean I still see her from 1st to 2nd, which is, ehh.

        Could be a multitude of reasons why I haven't seen her walk her usual route. But, I think I've tried enough. I've, I've tried my best, and if that didn't suffice, well, time to move on. I've done all I can, and if that same effort isn't reciprocated, why even continue, right? There's nothing else I can do. So to stop wasting everybody's time, I gotta leave this shit behind. Thankfully I did not send that Winter Wishes request (Winter Wishes is a thing where you fill out a form online, "wishing" somebody a gift, whether it be clothes, something electronic, a favor, etc, and ASB will attempt to fulfill it during the month of December or January) to gift her a copy of Final Fantasy XV that includes a bootleg message. Would've wasted a lot of everybody's time, and I also think I could give a more meaningful gift to somebody else now.

        Finally, it was Chinese where we read, read, and answered questions, before we folded some paper into Christmas envelopes, of which I argue that Thanksgiving hasn't even passed yet and people already hyping up Christmas, heh. I come home, I get on Skype, my Discord buddies plan to hang out at like 8:00 PM, I tell my mom that, she says it's fine (we're heading to Mc's house, which is in another city and this time Ec will drive and pick me up and back). A drive from here to there is about 40 minutes, so, to there and back, before midnight or around midnight, that doesn't leave a lot of time to do shit. So, Mc suggests to just sleep over. His mom's fine with it, in fact she encouraged Ec to sleep over last time.

        I asked my mom, she says no, gives a list of bullshit reasons that I've already got covered but she still argues them anyways. I'm 17, I just wanna get my driver's license so I go where I fucking want, an apartment so I can live how I fucking want, and uh, this is, this just builds up my rebelliacy (that's not even a word) 'cause of this shit. If she'd let me explain things, it'd be fine, but she still resorts to childish shit, which is ironic because that's how she treats me: like I'm still a fucking 5-year old. She says she wants to call Mc's mom to ask her if it's fine. I'm like "What the fuck?" This is the type of childish shit I'm talking about.

        So another week's gonna pass without me seeing my Discord buddies. We don't even see each other that often compared to our own friends and our Discord chat's the only thing keeping us all connected still even after, what, 6th grade? It's crazy.

        But anyways, tomorrow I'm going to this one mall with the KDT fam to shop for Lunar Show outfits. It's hopefully gonna be "lit," hopefully. See ya.

Monday, November 21, 2016 "Refining Conversations."

Monday, November 21, 2016
Week: 16
Songs to Remember: Pretty - Infinite H, Hit Me - MOBB

        It's almost here, almost time for some nice-ass Thanksgiving break special MARATHON. That's right.

        I'm expecting a lot of good specials or episodes this season. For starters, there was KDT practice today so that already amped up the ratings for the season premier. Also, Jb and Mt announced that they're gonna be at this one fancy mall (which is kinda far and of the higher-end than the one we have locally) on Wednesday for Lunar Show outfit shopping and whatever and invited anybody who wants to come join them. And, if that's not enough, Mall 3's gonna finally premier, heh, on Friday.

        And on the more "fun" side of projects I gotta work on, I gotta start learning a random K-Pop dance and finish that presentation for Tuesday of next week. Apparently that's the day teachers choose to have all their tests and presentations due, the Tuesday after we get back from break. I got a dance presentation to do November 29th, as well as a math quiz, as well as a Gov assessment. Like, GOOOLLY. I know it's not a lot, but still, it all falls on the same day.

        As for today, it was fairly, not too shabby. Dance, we actually had Chromebooks to do research for the whole period for our presentations. Then there's math, of which we're on a really confusing lesson, and uh, the teacher announced that we'll have a quiz next week on Tuesday, as well as a test on the Thursday of that same week. Yep. Time to actually, ACTUALLY study, heh. I've so far been just copying off work from Slader and other sources, and I don't blame myself. Just copying it down, just WRITING down the work, mindlessly, takes about an hour or so, maybe 40 minutes. And so think of how long it would take for me to do it all without any help, ya know. That shit, would take more than a day, heh.

        Combined with other classes, it's just not proficient. So I copy stuff down now, the day before the test or quiz, I study it. Or, I, after copying the homework down, I look over it and study and try to understand it there.

        Break was the usual, a walking convo with Jk to our lockers and then to our table. Digital Art, still the same old work-station. There's a new project where we gotta put our face on some fruit, which acts as our "final," I, actually haven't started on it yet but I'm suspecting it'll take around, an hour of on-going work and I'll be finished with it. So, I can basically start it when I actually am free of Chinese work or work in general that I can do.

        English, hey, guess what? No stories, just reading, and more explanation on our presentations or whatever for our Canterbury Tales character. I got Miller so I gotta tell about his motives, appearance, traits, etc. Kinda easy, gonna attempt to do it the day before. Sunday, I here come. Oh and tomorrow we're gonna have a party in class with food and stuff, so there's that. Also I'd like to take the time to talk a bit about teacher rumors. I went on Facebook a couple days ago and found that on an old "confessions" fan page for our school (about 2013 era), someone posted something about my current English teacher. They said that he's "creepy" and that they heard that he's had sexual relations with students. A person commented that they support that agreement, stating that in middle school, he placed all the pretty girls upfront.

        First of all, what the fuck? If a teacher were to have sexual relations with a student(s), I'm sure they'd have been caught right now. Also, there is no, no evidence whatsoever, so fortunately, rumors will stay rumors. As for the first-person account of seeing that their teacher placing all the "pretty girl students" up in the front, grow the fuck up. It's not  a fact that those girls are "pretty," it's not a given fact that they are. Doesn't make any sense. Also, I could see how somebody might find my English teacher "creepy" and it's most likely the way he talks, like his accent. It's not a thick accent, it's just, the way he talks. I'd say on a scale of 1 to 100 of having none to a really thick accent, he's like a 10. Everyone talks differently, so, shut the fuck up.

        A few last things. The way he acts, he just wants people to interact. Our class is quiet as fuck, and that's just boring. Conversations lead to interesting discussions, which fills the void of English IV class, a class that is although is recommended for most people, it is, again, just regular English IV. It's not like it's AP English, and you're not gonna fail in life if you don't do well in English IV (for a multitude of reasons). Finally, he's a chill-ass dude, laid-back, understandable, and relate-able. And if I'm wrong on all this, then, oh well, heh.

        But yeah, just wanted to get that off my mind, dude's a cool guy, not a boring "according and straight focused on class" only kind of teacher. Anyways, where was I. Lunch, there was a KDT meeting, we just reminded people of shit, announced stuff, etc, nothing special special. Gov, that was the last day of our House of Representatives or, legislation simulation (that rhymes). Nothing too special, some people did little speeches, umm, we did a voting thing on a mock bill, etc. I got a presentation due tomorrow, which I will work on in Digital Art, tomorrow.

        And finally Chinese, where we read, and read, oh and uh, read, heh. After school I had to turn in the club paperwork for KDT, but unfortunately ASB (ya know) was on a field trip today, and uh, the door was closed. A bunch of people were there, all had to turn in club paperwork, which were due today. Fortunately a person was able to open the door (from the inside) and we were able to turn it in. As for KDT practice, we had some special guests appear. Several characters from the last series made some guest appearances today, including Th, Dn, St (or was it Sn), and Cw, the former KDT vice-president. It was nice to see them again, and I did practice hard to show them how much I improved. It was BTS' "Fire" practice today, by the way.

        So yeah, that was the season 16 premier. I worked on math, worked on Chinese work, got shit reserved for the weekend, and uh, oh yeah. I received my EXO "Overdose" hoodie today. Came in unexpectedly fast. Pretty, pretty good. What else, what else. I've been meaning to talk a bit more about Cy, seeing as how I haven't seen her during the post-5th period walking time. I have seen her from 1st to 2nd, but not 5th to 6th anymore.

        I also haven't had the chance to sit down and talk to her during lunch for a while now. I'm not saying it's the end of a short-lived arch, I'm not saying don't be on with her either. What I'm saying is that if the same effort isn't reciprocated, then it's not worth it. And if I'm trying my best, and shit's not working, it's not me who's the problem, it's her. So, if something like a risk-it-for-biscuit doesn't work out, then that's it, onto the next arch. I'm simply, "refining" the ways that I'ma do all this as to not waste all of my time on these shitty mental warfare chess games. And you could say "Oh but if you don't wanna waste time then why you putting so much time into thinking about it." You, you get what I mean, heh. Alrighty, it's 12:06 AM, I got some shopping to do soon, got some sleeping to do right about now. See ya.

Sunday, November 20, 2016 "Arriving."

Sunday, November 20, 2016
Week: 15
Songs to Remember: Bingo - 24K

        Almost forgot to do a post for today, and I don't blame myself because doing a lot of things last minute late at night, you forget sometimes.

        I got a lot of stuff to remember or keep on mind, such as, apparently there's KDT practice tomorrow, a KDT meeting during lunch, and I gotta turn in club paperwork after school, I got specific-colored clothing to look for and buy this upcoming black Friday (and if I'm not able to, then I'd have to resort to Amazon).

        Today was nothing special, literally just Skype and Overwatch. Tomorrow is gonna be a nice long, I'd say tiring day. Gonna have to do practices and shit, then work on a paper for Gov. Nice. Anyways, see ya.

Saturday, November 19, 2016 "Play 2."

Saturday, November 19, 2016
Week: 15
Songs to Remember: Lucky One - EXO, Stressed Out - tweny-one pilots

        Godamn, has it been cold lately. Just last week it was sorta hot-ish. Anyways, the weekend's not been going the way I thought it'd be, slightly diverging a bit but still manageable.

        Woke up at 9:10 AM, thought it was 9:40 AM, I'm like "Fuck, I'ma be fucking late for KDT practice aren't I." Took another look at the time and I was like "Oh shit it's 9:10 AM only, aw fuck yeah" and went back to sleep, for another 20 minutes. Got to the local library parking lot on time, practice went by coldy but smoothly considering about 99.9% of the people there were KDT veterans and everybody knew the dance to the songs they were doing so, wasn't that much trouble.

        Went home afterwards and played Overwatch and Skyped from then to, about 6:00 PM, heh. It's a play-Overwatch-for-free weekend so, gotta get in that free time to play. At 6 I got ready to go to the play, had a small microwaved lunch about an hour before I went. The Discord chat were discussing stuff to do while I was there and I was kinda expecting to do shit with them after the play.

        It was me, DrewN, his ladyfriend, and our mutual friend there watching it. The play was called "The Election" by Don Volitus. It was, well, a play. Parts of it did seem/ sound absurd but I think that was what he was going for. It had comedy and drama, and also romance. I'm guessing every play's gotta have some romance in it, or at least the plays here at school. It was alright. 7:30 PM to 9:30 PM, I called up my buddy Ec 'cause people weren't responding to the chat and apparently him and Mc were at Mc's at house. I called my dad and asked if he could drive me there, but considering it was late, dark, and slippery from rain, it was a "no."

        So now I'm here at 1:05 AM. One good thing that came of this day was that my package from aliexpress finally arrived, heh. Very, very surprising, I thought they would never come and was considering sending a refund request today or tomorrow. But, they did arrive, albeit literally 2 months after I made the order. They were, well, cool-looking hip-hop hats. Made in China, of course. And for $4, I'd say it was a reasonable trade, a 2-month wait for 2 hats that were $2 each.

        I also wanted to talk about having over 1000 posts. Man, has it been a while. Quality has gone down, I guess I'm just growing a bit tired from all this, and you can't blame me. I mean, typing these paragraphs each night to recall the whole day, it's, it gets kinda tedious sometimes. I do try to push through when I can because I only have about, 190-something more days of this, before I gotta write the final one and then be done with it, and then I get something that I can call an accomplishment.

        I'm yawning now, I got Chinese work done, I got, shit done. I'ma have a nice-ass sleep-in tomorrow. See ya.

Friday, November 18, 2016 "Just Press the Audio."

Friday, November 18, 2016
Week: 15
Songs to Remember: Press Your Number - Taemin

        I can't say today was any different than yesterday. It's been pretty much the same. Also I am still duping myself into thinking I have my dance presentation next week, when it's actually, NEXT, next week.

        Dance was actually just a lecture on the history of hip-hop, which was pretty cool. There's break-dancing, popping, AND, locking, heh. Umm, yeah, pretty much the whole period. Math, you guessed it, the same old, same old. Break, same old, same old, as well as Digital Art. English, however, we, spent a lot of time reading, a lot of time, cutting out paper horses to make little paper figure of Canterbury tale people, and, yeah.

        Lunch was what you'd expect, ya know, without Cy this time. I didn't actually see here today besides for from 1st to 2nd period. How am I gonna test my abilities if I don't even get the chance to? Anyways, Gov was just a nice lecture on filibusters and legislation and whatnot. Interesting, to say the least. And finally, Chinese, where we read, and answer questions, and read some more.

        Tomorrow, I got some early morning KDT practice (unfortunately) as well as a play to go at night, and, online Chinese work that's due. I'm ready for that break, that Thanksgiving break. Really, really need it. Besides some Skyping and audio splicing, there wasn't much else done today. It's 12:16 AM, I'll the day when it's like, 9:00 AM tomorrow. Godamn, heh. Alright, see ya. Oh and I completely, like, just completely missed the fact that I surpassed 1000 posts. That's like, over 1000 days of this, essentially 3 years of this, which is, pretty crazy. I'll talk more about that when I get the time. For now, see ya.

Thursday, November 17, 2016 "Keep Going."

Thursday, November 17, 2016
Week: 15
Songs to Remember: It's Raining - SNUPER, Strange - MASC, Press Your Number - Taemin

        Maybe I won't be painting a majority of the hoodies because after the first one it's, kinda turned to shit. So, ordered the same amount again, except this time they'll be professionally printed and uh, now I'm left with several blanks, including my mind.

        I was supposed to go to the play today and scope out for Cy when she arrives. I didn't as you'd might have guessed, and the reason for that, is because shit's, going, down. Hill. I'll get into that later. Dance, that was just more learning and refining and shit. Math, as you'd expect, the same, exact, shit, as every day. Also, tests and quizzes are gonna be after the break so, it's both a good and bad thing. Break, that was the same. Digital Art, more or so me working on Chinese work.

        It's funny how my favorite period from the beginning of the year, has now turned into one of the more boring ones. Umm, English, we actually talked, told and heard some neat stories. One, in particular, was how when the teacher was peeing in the bathroom and, you know how guys pee right, standing up. And uh, his nephew who was like maybe 4 at the time, crawled under between his legs and looked up. The door was open and so that was how he got in. I was like "Geezus, that's, that's pretty bootleg." But yeah, funny story and I hope, more of those come within the rest of the year.

        Now lunch, this was where I was like "I think it's time, I'm wasting my time, I gotta go hard in the paint, and maybe even risk it for the biscuit." I didn't see Cy so I just went ahead on my route, slowly, to meet up with Ag to get lunch. I meet up with her, we turn back around, I see Cy, I'm like "Uhh, see ya" and go on ahead and walk with Cy. She's been less talkative since the first few times I sat with her in the library. She's now always been on her phone, either looking at info and news and updates and shit on Twitter, or, messaging this one dude, her "friend" who goes to another school. She sometimes chuckles or whatever, I'm guessing whatever this dude's talking about actually entertains her compared to me. I asked her "Hey, you're going to the play tomorrow right?" "Yeah I'm going with a couple of my friends." "Blank's going right? Is blank going?" Blank referring to that girl whom we were with a couple days ago. "No it's just a friend, and, a guy friend who doesn't go here."

        It's that same fucking guy. And yes, I am keeping in mind the experiences I've learned. I KNOW what this whole thing is called. "So don't be on with Her." Yeah. About halfway into lunch, she goes to do homework with her philosophy class buddies or whatever, moving tables (like, to the one next to the one we were sitting at) so as to be together. At that point I had Chinese homework on the line (I did not want to risk another 0 and dropping my B- to a C+), and the fact that, she's just, Lt level now. Not specifically Lt level, but close. Seeing as how I had 10 minutes of lunch left, I was like "See ya Cy" and left to go back to the cast.

        This all got me thinking "I talk to Ag easily and without a care, I talk to Ek, Lw, Cc, my KDT buddies without a care." But when it comes to people like Cy, although we have extreme, extreme common grounds in terms of K-Pop and like, anime, video games really, I still can't come up with shit to say. So my plan is this: I still say hi's and bye's to her, no, instantaneous ignoring, because I still want to keep the door slightly open. On days or times when I do get the chance to talk to her, I wanna make my presence known. Talk to her, not with how I feel, not how I talk to Ag or Cc, but how I talk on here. I don't think I've ever tried that. Maybe, probably, but I obviously forgot the instances that I have.

        And since I forgot, probably didn't TOO bad, so, it's worth a shot again. What I gotta or can say to her, I wanna make it representative of "I'm Drew." If she won't say shit besides "I'm so tired" then, fuck you, heh, I'ma say shit then. Not like, shit-talking, but, stuff. You get what I mean. Anyways, there was that. I didn't go to the play since, I was just unmotivated after this all. I will, however, go with some cast members on Saturday, so there's that. Back to today, there was Gov. We did a simulation of legislature and shit, and uh, just voted on stuff. Fairly boring, some weren't really trying (also me) and some took it more seriously. And finally, Chinese, we took a quiz and although I remembered all 25 vocabulary phrases, on the quiz about half of them weren't in the flashcards, so, I ended up getting my usual 12/20. Nice.

        Its 12:10 AM, I gotta finish mash work and then whip up a mix for KDT real quick for the A6 show. Alrighty, see ya.

Wednesday, November 16, 2016 "Paint."

Wednesday, November 16, 2016
Week: 15
Songs to Remember: It's Raining - SNUPER

        For fuck's sake, I've been painting and stenciling the whole day. Other than uh, Gov, things were pretty much the same as yesterday, and the day before that, and the day before that.

        In Gov there was just an assessment, of which we don't have very often, so, that's what made it not ordinary. I spent about an hour painting coats of paint on the stencil for the first of many Christmas hoodie designs, and I gotta say: I should've just spent the money and had it printed, heh. It looks decent, just, I have to go back and fix so much shit. The stencil, just got drenched by the paint, and uh, I'm still gonna have to paint the sleeves too. So, that'll all take about a week, just for drying times, cutting, painting, etc. Overall, it's cold, and, I'm tired. It's 12:11 AM, see ya.

Tuesday, November 15, 2016 "Way Too Very Much."

Tuesday, November 15, 2016

Week: 15

Songs to Remember: Shake It - Metro Station

        Damn I got a lot of things on my plate. Not particularly due, or due yet, but just, a lot. To do.

        Dance was just more (yes more) learning of the beginning formations of our set of the dance. It's a lot to remember, you gotta pivot turn, pivot turn, step, step, clap, step, step, clap, pivot turn, etc, etc. And thankfully the teacher doesn't obliterate us for not remembering it 'cause more than often, your 1st period class is the one you're most likely to forget after the day's over, since you gotta pile up other info on top of that, and, ya know.

        Math, literally (literally), the same thing for the past, week, and a half. I'm thinking we're gonna have a test the day before Thanksgiving break. Hopefully it's not this Friday because I already got a lot that I gotta, turn in and plan or do. Well, yeah that is true. For starters, gotta work on remembering the choreo for Dance class, remember dances for KDT, attend some KDT practices for the Key club benefit show on December 3rd. I about 90% of the songs I was never in so, I had to settle for EXO's "Call Me Baby" (of which I have to review) and 4Minute's "Hate," which, I'll also have to review a bit.

        On top of all that, gotta do some shitty-ass Chinese work, math work, etc. Then uh, probably study for a math test/ quiz, aaand, uh, figure out and do my fucking slides for my K-Pop presentation for Dance on Tuesday, as well as write a report and prepare a small presentation, read an article for Gov. On top of all that, once I think I'm done, prepare for some driving lessons over the break in preparation for my driving test on my birthday or, somewhere around there.

        A lot of shit, and thankfully I'm done with college applications and don't have any real hard HARD AP classes. AP Calc AB's fairly, fairly slow I gotta admit. And boring. But anyways, break, that was nice and usual. Digital Art, ya'll know what I do in there: Chinese work. Then came English and that was uh, we did some discussion, and a tiny bit of notes, uhh, now I'm not sure why the teacher showed us part of Roxanne 'cause I don't think he'll be playing it to us anytime soon now, maybe on the day before Thanksgiving break. But yeah, nothing really done in English, heh. Lunch, I spent with Cy, and, a couple of her friends.

        One of them was in my Geography class in freshman year, one who sat in front of me for the rest of the 2nd semester. Didn't really talk or anything during that time, and uh, seeing how she acts now, she's, pretty talkative out of the 4 of us that were sitting at that table in the library. It was me, Cy, her, and their friend, uhh, who does art and shit. They didn't really seem to mind me, I didn't really seem to mind them, it was mostly quiet with little convo's. Little, heh.

        That PS4- house thing idea's probably not gonna work 'cause Cy will be getting one for Christmas. However, there is a play coming up, a school play, this week actually, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday night actually, and, Cy's actually going there, with a few of her friends actually. I was like (to the cast- err, Jk actually) "Ayy, we should plan a Play 2 this week, remember that 1st one." With the 2 and 1st one referring to how we call events like, movies. Like, how I do here with the Prom movie, or the Homecoming special, and, shit, heh.

        Not sure how it's all gonna work out, but something will work out. Umm, so after lunch was Gov, and, for that we got into groups for another simulation, continuing it with the rest of the week and next week. Also, assessment tomorrow, of which the notes due I will do that in Digital Art. And finally Chinese, we, did shit, as usual. Read, write, etc. Tomorrow after school is KDT's audition for Lunar Show at around 2:30 PM or so. Aaand, yeah. I received all my Christmas materials today so on top of all ALL of that that I described, I gotta work on cutting and painting hoodies. Alrighty, it's 11:40 PM, gonna work on Chinese work, see ya.

Monday, November 14, 2016 "Flair."

Monday, November 14, 2016

Week: 15

Songs to Remember: TT - Twice, Hey Mama - EXO-CBX

        With 50 minutes, there's actually a lot of things I could get done. Also there needs to be more foggy days, that shits looks cool in the morning.

        My cousin and I (the one I always Skype with) have always hyped stuff up, whether it be Yu-Gi-Oh! cards, to video games, and now, to clothes. It's cool to see how our maturity has progressed from toys to, more complex forms of entertainment to, just practical stuff, heh. I don't think I have ever, in my life, been hyped for clothes as much as I am now.

        Anyways, it's 10:55 PM, my hands are freezing although I am indoors and it is 59 degrees Fahrenheit. Dance, we actually fixed up the beginning of our hip-hop choreo as the usual beginning was the "real" choreo, but just there for ease of practice. Tomorrow we're gonna like, clean up the dance and shit. So yeah. Math, I don't know how many more times I can say this but it's just the same old, same old, notes and work. Very boring compared to last year's math, and that's saying something because I'm comparing math classes here, heh, and it's not supposed to be all that "interesting," so.

        Break was the same old same old, Digital Art, I didn't feel like doing Chinese work so I just saved it for whenever and just worked on my Keith Haring design. The teacher didn't seem to be in a nice mood today 'cause he didn't say shit and usually he does. I also always comes late but at least I get to work like, right as I come in. And, I still probably have one of the highest grades in the class, if not, the highest. Not meaning to brag, but just justifying why I CAN be late each day.

        English, nothing much, we, we spent the whole period talking and discussing about elections and college, etc. Basically did nothing is what I'm trying to say, and uh, the teacher's, the dude's trying to stir up some good-ass convos and discussions but we're just too damn boring and quiet that there's not much to talk and listen to besides the occasional, period-long rambles, heh. Lunch, had it with the cast today and Ag, she wasn't in the best mood. Her pet bird of many years I guess or so, flew away or something 'cause she messaged the chat asking to contact her if we see it.

        And her acting all depressed and shit, yeah I get it, there's a reason to. But from my or other people's perspectives, it's like "Man, you're depression is really uh, contagious." Her depression made me feel fucking depressed and I was thinking like "Aight, if you wanna be depressed, be depressed." Made me think about how I acted when I got into that argument with Ec and I acted depressed the day after. I'm thinking back to it now like "Damn, being around depressed people really sucks ass. Also, acting, or being, depressed around people really doesn't send off good vibes." Which is why I always look to comedy in my darkest times to put positive guise on my face, and its been working so far.

        Gov, we went in-depth on legislation, priorities, etc, lecture, reading, etc. There' approximately 200 days left 'till graduation, which means about 200 more episodes of this series. That's still, still a long way 'till the end. Umm, didn't see Cy today after 5th (after 1st, yeah), so hopefully I can see her tomorrow and practice some more of getting comfortable. Chinese, we read, read, and read. We did, however, do the mannequin challenge. We were to do a bootleg "ask a question, answer a question" activity and then when the teacher rang the bell, we froze, she went around video-taping and etc. The mannequin challenge's one of the more least annoying or, least dangerous/disruptive challenges. Nothing annoying like the fucking water-bottle flipping shit or the Harlem Shake, and nothing dangerous like, the cinnamon challenge or whatever.

        After school was KDT practice in which we started practicing BTS' "Fire." It, actually went way better than I thought it would. I practiced a bit last night (as I've told), but it was just the arms. I was able to add flair and shit to mines, get the timing down, etc, all in just two hours today, Pretty, pretty fucking good, heh. At home, did some more design work, did some more Skyping, and, some more work. It's 11:23 PM now, gonna wrap up work and uh, see ya. One of the more well-written posts in a long time.

Sunday, November 13, 2016 "Fits and Dance."

Sunday, November 13, 2016
Week: 14
Songs to Remember: Hey Mama! - EXO-CBX

        Now that was a nice relaxing weekend. Everybody needs a long 3-day weekend to do whatever they want. I just, chose to spend it at home and compiling my thoughts.

        I thought about how in the future (not too far, but like, maybe for next semester and such) that I'll have to keep in mind my own choreo, choreo's for Dance class, choreo's for KDT K-Pop dances, uhhh, outfit "fits" with all the new clothes and shit I'ma be getting myself and or receiving this upcoming holiday rush season, all the while, doing finishing stuff for college, grades, projects, etc.

        Yeah, it's a lot, heh. Thankfully we're not there yet, we're, we're taking it slow and this weekend definitely proves that. As for today, I Skyped and worked on some more designs, almost finished with them now. I'm working on finishing some math work and then practice a bit of BTS' "Fire" because apparently practice for that is tomorrow and I didn't remember that it was switched from Friday to Monday. So, there's that.

        I'll also go over the dance for the hip-hop choreo in Dance 'cause I, basically forgot the latter parts of it. And then, off to bed. It's 9:55 PM, see ya.

Saturday, November 12, 2016 "Slow Days, Slow Work."

Saturday, November 12, 2016
Week: 14
Songs to Remember: Full House - MOBB

        This is like, THE longest 3-day weekend ever. What's even better is that after this week of school, there's a whole off for Thanksgiving break (or close to a week). Hot damn.

        Today was more or so just me, lounging here, like a vegetable. I've been working and Skyping all day on some clothing designs formy cousins' Christmas presents. I've ordered the materials today, gonna work on 'em this upcoming week. Umm, I haven't really been checking my phone notifications or been keeping up with the social media in my social circle. There's a lot to catch up and I could visually see that whenever I have to tap on all my friends' Snapchat stories and wait for them to load.

        Also Facebook and Instagram. Not sure how people can manage more than just those three, I don't think there's enough time in a day to do a little bit of each for all. Anyways, days are slow with daylight savings time ending and shit, and that makes me more slow in getting shit done, it's 12:22 AM, see ya.

Friday, November 11, 2016 "Nothing But a Veteran's Day."

Friday, November 11, 2016
Week: 14

Songs to Remember: Full House - MOBB, All I Wanna Do - Jay Park

        Boy was that a good Veteran's day, mostly because sat and did nothing the whole day besides Skype, surveys, visual shopping, and working on personal clothing designs for both myself and my cousins for Christmas.

        I'll admit, I've been pretty lazy to do much of the things I was motivated to do, such as coming up with choreo for my dance or, just practice dances in general for KDT, or, getting work done (of which I do not have that much for this weekend, which is, a first. As for the quality of these posts, I do agree that previous series' posts have been much better. I've been basically putting in 2-3 periods worth of content within 1 paragraph, but that's just because there was literally nothing interesting to say. Either that, or it's just been the same for the past, who knows how long.

        For example, maybe Dance or Digital Art or math. For Dance, you just learn some moves, go over the dances over and over and again, that's it. For Digital Art, I just listen to music while doing Chinese work or moving lines around in Photoshop/ Illustrator. And for math, it's just notes and then work, heh. I think for last year I actually explained a bit about my test scores, but now I'm like "I won't remember each little individual test, so it won't really matter." And to be honest, yeah, it doesn't really matter. Who cares what score you got on that chapter 3 test in AP Calculus AB?

        Really minute stuff. And if things really do get interesting, yeah of course I'll explain it as best as I can. If it's really really interesting, like, changing, then, I'll try to muster up enough physical strength to write as much as I can, before I get knocked-out from exhaustion (for example, last night or prom or, etc). One nice thing about this series though so far, is that it's not even the end of the first semester and yet, I've been out late at night and day and every other time interval in-between more than the other series combined. It's amazing.

        But that's enough for tonight. It's 11:14 PM, probably gonna be asleep 'till 11:00 AM. See ya.

Thursday, November 10, 2016 "Plan After All."

Thursday, November 10, 2016
Week: 14
Songs to Remember: Freal Luv (Feat. 찬열 Of EXO, Tinashe) - Far East Movement, Marshmello

        This has gotten too far. This shit is absurd. There is so, so so much unnecessary drama, and it's all facilitated by social media.

        I'm not into the Twitter scene at school, mostly because I do not use Twitter, but apparently people organized a Trump protest "walk-out" at school. Word got out, authorities were alerted to stop it. But, the principal actually let people like, go there and share their feelings and shit, which is nice. He himself got into it too, which I thought was surprising. He got so into it that he said, "Fuck Trump!" It was recorded on video and unfortunately (and surprisingly), he got put on administrative leave by the superintendent.

        So as you can see, this shit is absurd. If people wanna do a 300-student protest, then sure, let 'em do it (some teachers still gave out cuts to students for skipping class to go there, even with the principal being part of it to). Publicly saying "Fuck Trump" while being the principal of a High school, apparently that's not something you can do. The reasons that the school admins gave were that the principal's supposed to be a role model, he said profanity, it offended or might've offended some people, the usual bullshit "you hurt my feelings"/ common arguments for doing reasonable things.

        If somebody saying "Fuck Trump" offends somebody, then their feelings must be paper-thin. As for him not being able to say profanity as he has to be a "role model," like, okay? In actuality, I think he became an even bigger role model/ became a role model to new students for standing up in what he believes in. And it's not like Albert Einstein never said "fuck" in his life, for fuck's sake.

        Anyways, Dance was just more practice. We actually finished our part of the dance for the February rally, which is apparently exactly 3 months from now (February 10th). Math was the exact same as yesterday, break was just alright. Digital Art, I got Chinese work done in there mostly. And fourth period, where the rally happened. Some people from my class went. It was at the football field bleachers and fortunately our teacher was cool with people leaving for it. I was just, I was afraid that I'd get fucking, called out by school admins (had I know they allowed it to a margin, I would've went).
Other than that, we just took a bit of notes and watched a bit of "Roxanne" which is this 80's romantic comedy based on Cyranno de Bergerac. It was fun to see the connections and allusions to Cyranno. The movie's pretty fucking bootleg, and good so far, especially the soundtrack.

        Lunch, I spent it with Cy today, but something was off. She didn't talk as much and we mostly just sat in silence in the library at our table. Which, did make me feel awkward and I did think to myself "This is seriously not going to plan. Not like there was a plan in the first place, but, there was an outline." She was on her phone the whole time, so I was too. She was apparently texting with two of her friends, one's a girl, the other's a dude. She said something about a "lunch date" yesterday, but the rest was indiscernible so I didn't get what she meant.

        And NO, it doesn't involve me. The "lunch date" she's talking about is with her dude friend, and it's planned for tomorrow. They planned it for like a month and shit. He goes to another school so I'm guessing they don't see each other often. I'm just hoping that it's strictly based around "lunch" and doesn't include the "date" part. Really hoping on that.

        There was a CLOG council/ congress meeting today in the library, so after walking wtih Cy back to class, I swerved around and walked back to the library. And as you'd expect, it was pretty boring, heh. It was just CLOG after CLOG being chartered. Pretty much took up the whole 20 minutes. After that was over, it was time for Gov, in which we just read a case study on a congress dude and wrote what to do and what not to do as a legislature. Pretty, pretty politic-y stuff. The dude had a bodyman, so.

        Finally, Chinese was just games after game of Quizlet Live and Kahoot. Homework was to do a research summary but I finished that in 4th period. Also about, half the class was gone for a field-trip (more than a field trip really). Band people or color-guard people were out for a trip to Disneyland, for a performance I guess, and, they get an overnight stay at the hotel there. Transportation, overnight hotel stay, and Disneyland passes. Hmm, I wonder where our budget's going to? Oh right, Disneyland field trips. I have yet to go to one field trip out of these 4 years (senior picnic doesn't count). They're not as common as you'd think.

        Not sure if I'ma be going out to eat with the Discord fam tonight, maybe tomorrow. Definitely gonna stay out of downtown because that's where a lot of this rioting's happening and I do not wanna end up having my soul purged and cleansed. It's a three-day weekend, I got shit to do but as of right now I don't know or remember what, aaand, just gonna enjoy it for now. See ya.

        Well I guess it wasn't the end of the day because the Discord dudes and I actually planned something after all. We went to go eat pho at this one place that I've been to for a while. We decided to play some pool or "billiards" at this one billiards place on a Thursday night. Yeah it felt pretty awkward considering everybody there was kinda, more or so above 25. And there were a lot, playing pool at 10:00 PM on a Thursday night before Veteran's day. Played for a couple hours, we went to get some "milk" tea at the same place we got ramen last time. After that, Mc, Dv, and Ec came to my house, stayed and watched "The Babadook" and then a little bit of "London Has Fallen." It's 1:08 AM and as you can proabably guess, yeah, I'm tired, heh. See ya.

Wednesday, November 9, 2016 "It's a race, a race, Gary!."

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

Week: 14

Songs to Remember: Broccoli - D.R.A.M

        Alright so I got some nice internet social media banter that is just gold. Haven't had discussions like these in a while.

        First off, Dance. Yep, started it off with some dancing, and also a side of election talk, as expected. There was so much irony today that I just, it gets annoying after a while, and so, I try to avoid and ignore it. But yeah, just practicing more of the dance, etc. Math, same thing as the past few days, just work and notes.

        Then it was Digital Art and I just used that time to work on Chinese work. I figured, hey, if I use this time to work on future Chinese work, then I won't have to worry about it so much. Because currently, that's my lowest grade right now, with a B- and 80%, on the verge of a C+, all thanks to those fucking stupid recaps. Fortunately, the teacher's gonna only have us do them once a week starting next week, so, thank based god for that.

         English, yeah there was definitely a bit of election talk, but not much at all, so that was good. We finished the last couple minutes of "The Leper of St. Giles" aaand, took notes. For lunch, I spent it with the cast today and as expected, election talk. Just gotta hold it in, listen to some banter, keep my mouth closed. Gov, now that was, well yeah, what you'd expect, heh. The teacher was rational on the election results, explaining how people had no other choice, that people in the rural areas were gonna get screwed either ways and so Trump would be the last bit of hope that they'd have of getting better jobs and shit.

        Also we did a bit of discussion, etc, etc, etc. Finally Chinese, where we read, a lot. That was it. Now onto the discussion stuff. I saw on Facebook my buddy Ic, he posted a link to the Canadian immigration site with a joke status saying "hey lets all move to canad..." He's usually always joking around, all-around adventurous dude, chill, enthusiastic dude. Well, this one girl whom we had Chinese class with once bashed on him for supporting Trump. As quoted from her comment, "Ic stfu you were the one that supported trump youre the same kid that thought blackface was so funny and was joking about it your the kid that said that more whites were killed during the all black lives matter movement you supported racism so dont even start"

        This is just one of the countless examples of irony and ignorance that was exemplified today by people at school. First of all, Ic is just a junior, he's old enough to vote yet, and although he does support Trump, he doesn't go around with a big-ass sign stating "Vote for Trump," or anything like that, and yet, she's acting as if he was the sole reason Trump got elected, heh. Second of all, dark humor. "Blackface," haha. Dark humor's been around for ages, it's still going on and there are even more racist jokes in dark humor than just "blackface." So what if he jokes about "blackface"? Very minute thing, and I know Ic, people like him and me make joke about stereotypes to laugh about it, to make fun of the absurdity of it all. Also, more whites killed in the black lives matter movement? I don't know about that fact, but if it is true, then, alright, it's true. He just stated something, if he's wrong, he's wrong. If he's right, he's right. That's it, not sure how that can be used to empower any part of her argument.

        Thirdly, supporting racism. Supporting Donald Trump doesn't necessarily mean he's supporting racism. Most likely he supported Trump because of gun laws and shit and Ic is into military stuff and airsoft and war history. If you support a candidate, it doesn't mean you're supporting EVERYTHING that they do. "I support Trump because of his views on gun laws." Alright fair enough. Ic didn't directly state "I support Trump because he's a racist" or shit like that. Finally, she's calling him a kid, which is ironic because they're both in the same fucking grade and actually, I think he's older than her.

        One thing I didn't like was how Ic replied with like "lol" and a counter-argument meme. Should've just acknowledged it, said something like "Okay," moved on, and ignored it. Doing something "kiddish" like what he did in response to that really hurts his stance on having his views be questioned. Anyways, that was a nice "rant" so to speak on some Facebook gold. I spent a good majority of today on Skype, Amazon, and surveys. Gonna finish up work and then head to bed. It's 11:09 PM, see ya.

Tuesday, November 8, 2016 "Wanderer."

Tuesday, November 8, 2016
Week: 14
Songs to Remember: So Dangerous - Up10tion

        So, tonight is/was an important night for I guess, the people right now. Donald Trump currently has 244 electoral votes to Hillary Clinton's 215.

        And to be honest, I really did think Clinton was going to be in the lead and win. But, doesn't look like it right now. Now I stray away from this sorta shit because of the idiocy of some people, I just want to listen to it and to just stick to my opinions and my decisions. But if my opinion is wanted, I was/am leaning towards in favor of Donald Trump.

        Why? Because although the things he has said have been extreme and inconsistent, I appreciate how he's able to go out there and speak his mind and whatever. Compared to Hillary's lies and shady business, that's more corrupt than Donald. Also America does need a change, I'd like to see how better (or worse) it can get, because to be honest, it's, it's not been that great. It's not that that bad, but not that great either, and I'm not turning this into a "Let's make America great again" pun.

        There are also those people who bandwagon A LOT with what's going on. For example, hating on Trump, just to hate on him. Make fun of him, I mean to be honest, he makes for great memes, yeah, I agree. People have also said "Where's the immigration site for Canada? Is it still down?" or "R.I.P America" and shit. And I'm thinking "Do you, do you really really really care? Like are you going to kill yourself when they announce that he hits over 270 electorals?" No, people are being- they're just bandwagoning and overreacting, more bandwagoning than anything. The things Trump has said are most likely not going to happen or be restricted the highest margin. With that, there's nothing wrong voting for Donald Trump.

        That being said, no, I don't support racism or deportation, because that shit will not happen. He just says those things, just to say 'em, but they're not gonna happen, and people treat it as if it will happen. Anyways, I'll update when shit happens, but for now, just fucking, televised debates. First off, dance, we learned a bit more moves, that's it. Math, just the usual notes and work. Break was break, Digital Art was just work on Chinese and a bit of work on my art. Aaand, English, we did some more notes on medieval shit, more discussion on politics, and just, random shit, heh.

        Lunch, I got in my convo with Cy, for the whole lunch. She uh, definitely carried conversations. She also definitely has a more expansive knowledge of anime's and anime video games or RPG's and or MMORPG's. I don't think I ever told more lies in one sitting in my life, heh. Well probably but, not to my memory. I was like "Oh yeah I played that before" "Oh this character, I've seen it before but I never what it was called or from." The things I do to build harder commonalities.

        But progress is progress and after some time, I'll hopefully be more comfortable in my speech and just speak my mind, like I do with Ag or with Ct. Anyways, after lunch was Gov, in which we had a lecture about the senate and house or representatives. 'Course, the election, props, etc. And, black caususes. Don't say that out loud. Finally, Chinese, where we just, read and shit. I had a hard time keeping my eyes open.

       Yep, 11:57 PM, 218 to 248. Donald Trump made a speech that showed how he is capable of, well, assuming the role of president. And now it's 12:06 AM, Clinton called and conceded and uh, yeah, looks like he's president now. Yeah it'll definitely go down in history, and after this, I do think he'll do a fine job as president. Also, Clinton's campaign party did call Trump and his party to concede which, goes to show how they really, really are. Trump, he did it things pretty honorably. Didn't talk shit, just, said thanks to people and reassured that "Hey, just gonna take things easy."

        I'm finishing up work, gonna go to sleep now. I'm gonna be both tired and annoyed tomorrow from the fucking bandwagoning happening. See ya.

Monday, November 7, 2016 "Beasts Before."

Monday, November 7, 2016
Week: 14
Songs to Remember: Hook가 - High 4 20, Hit Me - MOBB

        Yep, I'm tired. Besides a Skype call, surveys, aaand a bit of work, nothing much else went on today.

        Dance was probably the most surprising thing out of all of this. There were no presentations today. We uh, we just practiced our hip-hop choreo, and that was it. I was like "Huh, I guess presentations aren't due yet? I could'a sworn it said November 7th and 8th and shit." I took a look in 2nd period math and yep, it said November 29th. I'm like "Fuuuucking, shit." I got worried for nothing.

        For math, that was just given. Ya know, the usual notes and then work. Break was alright, Digital Art's turning into a homeroom sorta thing now. Considering I have a 99% in the class right now, and I'm sorta far ahead of everyone else in terms of projects and stuff, I could use the time to do work from other classes, specifically Chinese, and uh, that's kinda what I did. English, not much done, not much besides self-taking some notes, on, medieval ages.

        Lunch, I decided my schedule would be like a uh, Mondays and Wednesdays I hang out with the cast for lunch, the rest of the days devoted to talking with Cy. I think that's good. And so yeah, just the usual. In Gov, we presented the rest of our presentations on California propositions. Tomorrow's election day so, that's gonna be talked about A LOT for the next couple days in, almost every single class. Finally, Chinese, we switched seats, however, we could pick where we wanted (although it had to be boy-girl-boy-girl). I wanted to sit next to the same girl I was sitting next to, but, that would seem kinda, ehhh, and uh, my second choice's seat was already taken, and so I just, went with sitting next to the hypebeast Chinese fob girl. And that description, is very true.

        After school was KDT practice, just running through our audition dance choreo mix over and over. Nothing too too special. The day was darker though, thanks to the end of daylight savings time. Home, just surveys, Skype, and work. Alrighty, it's 11:22 PM, see ya. And yeah, I do agree this shit is rushed most of the time now, but when shit really starts popping off, I'll put more detail. For right now, it's all the same old, same old. Sorry.

Sunday, November 6, 2016 "Visual Shopping."

Sunday, November 6, 2016

Week: 13

Songs to Remember: Hit Me - MOBB

        One of the best things to happen to today was probably the end of daylight savings time. I spent that extra hour... pretty poorly.

        Not much was done today besides some Chinese (some) and math work. No, no work for the dance presentation (which is on Tuesday). Tomorrow there's KDT practice from 3:00 PM to 5:00 PM so that's gonna be a bit of a uh, that's gonna cut into my practice time.

        Today was just a Skype call, uhh, some visual shopping online in preparation for November 11th, of which there's gonna be some big-ass sales for clothing. I didn't notice until I got into making my own brand of clothes that I was like "So this is what it's like to be grown up huh. Instead of video games and toys, well, no time for video games and they're cost, but uh, instead of those, I look for clothes."

        And now I can see the appeal of them. They're, they're wearable, visual communication devices. Or for some, basic comfort and warmth. And yeah, it's 11:39 PM, tomorrow's gonna be, whatever really, because I ain't got shit planned. We'll see. See ya.

Saturday, November 5, 2016 "Hurry and Call Them."

Saturday, November 5, 2016

Week: 13

Songs to Remember: Hit Me - MOBB, Prism - Taemin

        Just when I thought I had the songs finalized for my own choreo, I end up finding some more that I'd like to do.

        So today was pretty relaxing. Didn't really do any work (or at least unexciting work). My mom came back today from LA, uhhh, I made some more choreo for the SHINee's "Prism" section of my mix. I also final-finalized my mix and put it all together. HOPEFULLY I don't come across anymore bomb-ass songs or else I'ma have to change some more of my mix.

        I originally was going to have 24K's "Super Fly" in my mix, but then that got switched out to 24K's "Bingo," and then that got switched out to MONSTA X's "Trespass." And then, CANDO's "Fantasy Girl" got switched out for Bigstar's "Full Moonshine," and then that got switched out for SHINee's "Prism." kmlkmljkl's "Casin Puffs" is still in the mix, and then finally, MASC's "Strange" got replaced with MOBB's "Hit Me." That one, it took a lot to replace with.

        Also I came across MOBB's "Hit Me" like a couple weeks ago but didn't include it now, only because I didn't listen to the full song. It's actually, pretty, pretty bompin'. It actually references GD&TOP's "Don't Go Home," in the song. It's so bompin', that I've decided to have "Jige Gaji Ma" as the customization text for my KDT long-sleeve shirt. The results of the poll were announced today and apparently my pink graffiti design got picked, out of all the others that I made. Which, I was surprised, genuinely surprised. I see that Mt posted something on the page, go to look at, my brain's trying to analyze the whole thing like "Okay, congratulations post... you're tagged in this for some reason... okay... okay... OKAY," and then I see my pink graffiti design.

        That one was probably in my top 3 worst designs out of the 11 I designed. But, I didn't really design it with my tastes in mind, I designed it in a different style so that maybe others will find it nice, and, they did. Umm, so there's that, there's a list going on right now, a Google Spreadsheet going on for putting our customization names and numbers.

        And yeah, not a bad day. Tomorrow, it's just gonna be some Chinese work, some math work, and a whole lot of dance work. I'll need to get a start on learning a K-Pop dance to teach the class on Tuesday and if I procrastinate too hard then I'll always have a reserve of K-Pop dances just in case. Alright, it's 12:14 AM, see ya.

Friday, November 4, 2016 "Prism."

Friday, November 4, 2016

Week: 13

Songs to Remember: CITY (ft. マクロスMACROSS 82-99) - architecture in tokyo, Fanfare - SF9

        Man I am tired. Some from the day itself but mostly because I just finished learning some new stuff for my choreo.

        Starting off with Dance, we started learning our hip-hop routine, just, jumped right in there. About ten seconds of choreo, simple, not that complicated steps. Overall pretty good. I got my dance presentation due Tuesday so that means I'll have to start working on this shit over the weekend. For math, just work, as you'd expect. Break, same thing as always. Digital Art, work, as always. English, not really sure what we did in English, heh. There was a proposition presentation for a group who had already done there's, we didn't get to watch the rest of the movie, we spent quite a bit of time doing nothing, the teacher spent quite a bit trying to stir up discussion about proposition 60 (which in and of itself should already create discussion but I guess not for us since we're all dead by 4th period, heh).

        And some discussion with Cy really made me realize "Goddamn, we really don't do anything in English." Now what's a season finale without unexpected shit? I expected to start and continue a walk convo with Cy up until she headed into the library but uh, guess it went further than that. She was like "You wanna come in?" and I was thinking like "Hey, I'm getting carried here, I'm taking all the opportunities I can. Also this would not constitute as clingy because she invited, so."

        So, we sit in the library at a table, talking about, stuff. Literally, it was just random weab, shit, heh. From our classes to personalities to anime, etc. I wasn't feeling my best though, didn't feel 100%, but I tried to give it my best. She talked quite a bit though, like for each sentence I said, she responded with a paragraph. She has a lot of inflection and enthusiasm in her dialect. To make a comparison, she'd be like the opposite of Lt. Instead of quiet monotone sorta shit, for Cy it's like of emotions and, whatever, in her speech.

        And believe it or not, I spent (or survived) the whole 30-minute lunch in there with her. Not sure when she eats though because I was fucking hungry as shit after that. Luckily I did bring some candy throughout the day to keep my energized. We walked together back to our classes, umm, talking more about anime and Japanese people and shit. So yeah that was, that just brought up the series ratings by a whole bunch because of that, heh. Not bad, not bad, Drew. Monday, gotta think of some wittier responses. Or, clever jokes. I just, I just need to know what the limits to her sense of humor is. Right now she doesn't really laugh but just, smiles. That's like her usual nature and so, it's kinda hard to see what she really, really finds funny.

        But anyways, Gov. We got some time to finish our proposition assignment typing shit, and then started presenting them. We got about five presentations before the period, which means we'll continue this on Monday, of which I think we'll be talking a lot about the upcoming election day. Also, we switched seats today unfortunately, which means we're gonna end the semester off with people I'm not too too used to. Yeah they're cool people and they share the same sense of humor as me, but nothing beats the likes of that little breakfast club that As and the others and me had. We will, however, will be back to together for our uh, final final project, so there's that.

        And finally Chinese, where we took a test and I got, I just got fucked. In the ass. Raw, 'cause I got a 27/100, heh. Luckily test scores don't mean shit so there's that. And yes I did try, but this shit was, fucking ridiculous. A dude who's pretty fluent in Chinese got a 57/100 and if he got an F, I'm like, guaranteed to get the same. So, I don't feel too bad, not that I as feeling bad at all in the first place. No seat change but I'm thinking we'll have one next week. After school, we got that KDT practice. It was a review of all the dances we've learned so far,

        We also reviewed the formations and practiced the whole mix. Our live audition is going to be next, next week on Wednesday after school, which means we're gonna have a couple more review days, and then, yeah. Not bad of a day, definitely, definitely a good start. But now it's 11:54 PM, I'm tired from practicing the choreo for SHINee's "Prism" segment of my mix of my choreo (and even then just the upper-body movements only).

        And now I practiced the full-body choreo, and if I wasn't tired before, I sure am now. Now it's 12:14 AM, I'm definitely tired, see ya.

Thursday, November 3, 2016 "Closing Development."

Thursday, November 3, 2016
Week: 13
Songs to Remember: Why Not - BULL-DOK

        At least tomorrow there's gonna be a nice guaranteed not-so-often occurrence for the season finale (I'm talking 'bout the KDT practice).

        Dance, we started our hip-hop unit today, which was nice, fun, I liked it. You could express yourself in many ways and don't have to worry about being laughed at because everybody sucks the same amount as you do, so, heh. Umm, it was fine until the teacher was like "So the clubs and activity's director here, she asked me she needed a dance routine for the rally in February." And I'm just like "Are you serious." And the teacher's like "Yep, I'ma teach you guys a hip-hop routine and ya'll are gonna perform it in the rally in February, along with 5th and 6th period."

        BOI. I would be fine with this had this been Dance 2, but no, it's Dance 1. I guess it's fine, but like, had there been a plan for KDT to perform at this rally or something, hoo boy. I would have to work over-time. But anyways, there it was. Math, a literal, snooze-fest. Spent about 30 minutes on one example, uhhh, the teacher wrote down like one sentence every 5 minutes or so. I had my eyes close for a portion of it, I looked back up and I'm like "Shit, are we on the next one." Then I looked closer and it was the exact same example.

        Break, was, normal. Digital Art, got some work done, that's it. English, we watched some more of that St. Picard or, Leper mystery story movie adaption. We got about a few minutes left but I gotta say, it's a nice story, heh. Lunch, now unfortunately I did not see Cy on the way out of English, so none of that today. Also, by the way, I have a feeling that Ag's sorta developing closer relations to me. Now I stray away from talking about this shit unless I'm sure sure, or, I have evidence. Because if I do end up talking about it and I'm talking like I'm confident about it all and shit and end up wrong, then uh, it'll just be some straight, raw, cringe material, heh, and I don't wanna read more that what I have to when I come back to all this.

        But yeah, lunch was just the usual. Gov, we, did a little research assignment on some propositions. I'm like "Did this in English, didn't think I'd have to do it again." But we did. And I don't blame the teacher for filler, especially when election day is like, five days away or so. I know because, I hear it on fucking commercials on TV (of which my dad watched in the living room, on sorta max volume). Also next week or so, we're switching seats and, that kinda sucks, heh. The thing about switching seats is that, it should either be new seats often, or, permanent seats from day one. Therefore you don't grow an attachment to the people whom you sit next to and then have that shit be shattered by a seat change.

        So like, one seat change every three weeks, that's okay. One seat change a year, that's okay. One seat change a semester, that's okay. But a seat change every six weeks? Not okay. After Gov, Cy talked to me about, you guessed it, being tired. It was like looking in a fucking mirror, heh. And that's, kinda not a good thing. I'm just like "I KNOW YOU'RE TIRED, WHO ISN'T." Makes me feel tired just listening to it, heh. Finally Chinese, where we worked on our online portfolios on the Chromebooks. This dude who was in my last group here, he told me about Ag mentioned me in one of their classes and like, I just thought that was weird 'cause like, what's there to talk about me, ya know.

        And there you have it. I finished printing out my story, finished Chinese work, finished math work, it's 11:14 PM, aaand see ya.

Wednesday, November 2, 2016 "Third Time's the Works."

Wednesday, November 2,2016

Week: 13

Songs to Remember: Prism - SHINee, All I Wanna Do - Jay Park

        My mom's still in LA, and not gonna lie, it's been very freeing ever since she's been on this vacation. Very, very freeing.

        That will all end very soon though this upcoming Saturday. But anyways, Dance. We went to the library and had time to research shit for our dance history presentations. And uh, yeah mine's on Tuesday of next week, is already the 8th which is crazy. After Dance, I uh, thought I'd take the initiative and do a walk convo with Cy. She was like "What class do you have next?" and I'm like "AP Calc AB" and she's like "Isn't it over there?" and like "I don't get how you go around this way," it doesn't make any sense. And like, I explain how I get my textbook from my locker before going there, etc, etc, I have Dance 1st period and we had to go to the library today, etc, etc. And with all this I'm just thinking like "JUST, GO, WITH, IT." She's definitely thinking too hard on this one.

        So yeah there's that, math, just work again, nothing special. It was Wednesday so no break. Digital Art, just plain ol' work. English, we uhhhh, had time in class to work on our stories with the Chromebooks. It's all due Friday so uh, I think tomorrow's another work day. I'm pretty much finished,just gotta print it all out and staple it and we're gucci. After English, I saw that Cy was walking by herself this time and I was like "HOO, an opportunity." So, I went up to her and was like "Ay Cy," etc, etc. She talks, a lot, about a lot of things, heh. I'm not even kidding. She talked a bit about, uh, whatever, and uh, also how at school she's "coherent" (of which I forgot the definition for so I had to look that up afterwards. Apparently it means "logical" or whatever) and at home she's entirely different, which, doesn't that apply to everybody? I also found out that she goes to the fucking LIBRARY during lunch, like, c'mon, heh. Th- this ain't my vision.

        But anyways, went to go get lunch, aaand, DrewN invited his GF over to our table. I couldn't stop making immigration jokes, etc, the usual. Gov was, as you'd expect, just an assessment. After Gov, going for a third walk and convo in a day was pushing it, but, you gotta risk it for the biscuit right? This time she talked about keyboards. Yep, keyboards and how she's gonna wanna purchase custom key-caps online. Mhmm. Yeah, this- this ain't my fault that I can't properly respond to this because these things right here are HARD-ASS TOPICS. You try to bring social shit into keyboard discussion, in a, maybe, 20-second walk convo.

        And finally, Chinese, where we did the dreaded triple-question threat activity, in which I got a tricky-ass question, which wasn't even meant for me but the teacher was like "whatever," so. Not much work today, or at least, due today, so that's fine. I do have some projects hanging over my head, but not close as fuck to my head, so there's that. Surprisingly I'll have work and this post finished before 11:00 PM, which is also surprising. Oh yeah and as for calendar updates (provided by my dance teacher), next week is a 4-day week (because of veterans day), and then we get a normal week, and then a 2-day week (because of Thanksgiving I guess). I think during that time my mom will sign me up for a driving instructor and I gotta start, doing some adult responsibilities, heh.

        Alright, that's it for now. It's 10:49 PM, see ya.