Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Week 37
Songs to Remember: I'm Different - NCA
It was so... hot! Last week it was raining, this week it's been searing hot temperatures. I asked why it was so hot, my friend said "I blame Obama." F***ing awesome.
Can you believe it's Thursday tomorrow? Awesome, I know. This week so far has been, okay I guess. It's not bad, but it's not good either. It's not going ehh, but more of a meh. You get what I mean?
So my English teacher wasn't here today, so of course we had a sub. She told us that our assignment today was to write whatever we knew about Nazis, concentration camps, and Poland. What a great way to start off the morning, wrapping our minds around a death-filled tragedy.
I honestly don't know why I should try anymore in English class. My teacher never gives us homework at all really. The only thing that comes close to homework are the pages in the book we have to read. Even without any homework at all, kids in my class still forget to bring their book.
Whenever we start a reading session in class, about 5 students say they forget their book a home, and it's always the same people. Those people in my class never read the book at home (I guarantee it), only when the teacher calls on them in class, so I don't see why they'd forget it at home.
2nd period, 3rd period, booooore to the i-n-g. I'm not saying I hate Biology and Drawing, I just think there needs to be a things for interest I guess. In 4th period physical education, we played more softball today and we're all on new teams now.
It was godly hot playing out in the sun. My team wasn't exactly doing good, but we didn't do very bad either. The other team hit like 2 home runs and scored like, 7 points in total. There was only 2 minutes until we had to go back to the locker rooms and change and we had 5 points.
Needing only 2 more points to tie up the game, one of my teammates hit a home run with one dude at first base, netting us 2 more points, tying up the game.
My legs were basically dead after all the running in softball. Because I wear converse and we're playing on a pretty flat field, and how hard I step when running for the bases, my ankles (or maybe other parts of my leg) become so sore, I could barely walk. At least I'm getting the exercise.
Also, some people in my Geography class have presentations tomorrow, so I'll be looking forward to that. And it's getting late so I'll just end it here for now. See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Tuesday, April 29, 2014 "Blazing Sun."
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Week 37
Songs to Remember: Satellites - Cash Cash
The sun has been blazing so hard today. A few days ago it was raining, now it's like the second coming of Groudon.
Skipping all the boring class, physical education was pretty interesting today. We were picking new teams today and I actually didn't get picked last (or close to last). One of my teammates from my old team was a captain and so she picked me for her team. I couldn't believe it actually heh, she was being too generous, as I suck at softball.
Oh and during lunch, I didn't expect it, but Ct was walking by me and she was like "Oh hey, do you have 10 cents?" Probably because she was getting lunch and how I am so generous (I only had a dollar), I gave her a dollar. She was like "Oh, I'll pay you back" and I was like "Naw, it's fine. No worries"
My friends beside me were like "Oooh, Drew, you the playa, getting all them girls" and I was just like "Oh, my, god".
By the way, it's getting kinda late, my mom will piss off at me, so I gotta go. See you tomorrow.
Week 37
Songs to Remember: Satellites - Cash Cash
The sun has been blazing so hard today. A few days ago it was raining, now it's like the second coming of Groudon.
Skipping all the boring class, physical education was pretty interesting today. We were picking new teams today and I actually didn't get picked last (or close to last). One of my teammates from my old team was a captain and so she picked me for her team. I couldn't believe it actually heh, she was being too generous, as I suck at softball.
Oh and during lunch, I didn't expect it, but Ct was walking by me and she was like "Oh hey, do you have 10 cents?" Probably because she was getting lunch and how I am so generous (I only had a dollar), I gave her a dollar. She was like "Oh, I'll pay you back" and I was like "Naw, it's fine. No worries"
My friends beside me were like "Oooh, Drew, you the playa, getting all them girls" and I was just like "Oh, my, god".
By the way, it's getting kinda late, my mom will piss off at me, so I gotta go. See you tomorrow.
Monday, April 28, 2014
Monday, April 28, 2014 "Boring, Nothing Special."
Monday, April 28, 2014
Week 37
Songs to Remember: Don't Save Me - HAIM
There's this one dude who I always see when I walk to my mom's car at the end of the school day. He looks just like me. He has the same hair, the same height, wears the same kind of clothes as me, and even has the exact same earphones as I do (don't ask). It's kinda weird right?
So today was pretty boring. Nothing ever happens that's exciting. Classes are boring, nothing really special. My Geometry teacher has a number written on the board for the remaining number of school days left. Right now, it's 28 left.
In physical education today, my team's star player and captain was absent today so we basically lost. Another one of our players couldn't play for whatever reason so we only had 4 players. But then the teacher said she was going to play for our team to make it even. It was a 50% chance of being a good thing and a 50% of it being a bad thing.
Well it turned out to be a bad thing. Not only did we lose 4 to like 15, but we got some very "helpful" advice from the teacher as well. Softball is a pretty complicated sport, due to all the rulings and positions and reaction times.
Sometimes we run too far and the teacher tells us (or "coaches" us) to go back, we panic and then we get out. Sometimes we're supposed to run farther to the next base, but we panic and get out. It's kinda difficult with a lot of things happening around you at once, with people yelling at you to do something, throwing the ball to the right person, or knowing when and where to run to.
Tomorrow we're picking new teams so hopefully I won't be on any of the "coachy" kind of teams (coach-y?). Also, when are we going to be doing dodge-ball ever again? Now that game is bootleg.
I also managed to finish a lot of my Geography homework in class today. I was surprised I did 14 questions (detailed questions) in like, 30 minutes. This meant I got to chillax (chillax?) at home today, which I always do, but to a certain extent.
But just when I thought I was almost finished with all my homework before it's due this Friday, the teacher gives us MORE. LIKE, HAVE MERCY ON MY YOUNG SOUL. Tomorrow we're going to have to do a crossword puzzle on India and some other stuff.
Oh and uh Tn's friends still won't give me a f***ing break. I was exiting the classroom when Tn's friend kept on trying to push Tn into me like some kind of high school drama. Like those scenes where the guy and girl bump into each other, the girl drops her papers and books, and the guy's like "Oh I'm sorry, let me help you with that". Then they look into each other's eyes and the drama starts.
I'm also confused on what games to play. It's either League of Legends, Smite, Minecraft, Rust, or Realm of the Mad God. I'm not really good at any of those games and they're all bootleg to an extent. Hopefully I'll find new game where it's like an MMO Sandbox RPG First Person, but we all know they don't make games like that, ha.
I'm also hoping to find some new music, I mean, I've listening to old songs this past week. I could never find any new songs that I like. Not enough new good K-Pop music has been released (as of this post) or have already been added to my iTunes. I am now resorting to EDM for some new tunes.
Anyways, it's been boring so far. I can't wait for the week to be over so I can finally pick up my new glasses. Well, that's it for today. I'll see you tomorrow.
Week 37
Songs to Remember: Don't Save Me - HAIM
There's this one dude who I always see when I walk to my mom's car at the end of the school day. He looks just like me. He has the same hair, the same height, wears the same kind of clothes as me, and even has the exact same earphones as I do (don't ask). It's kinda weird right?
So today was pretty boring. Nothing ever happens that's exciting. Classes are boring, nothing really special. My Geometry teacher has a number written on the board for the remaining number of school days left. Right now, it's 28 left.
In physical education today, my team's star player and captain was absent today so we basically lost. Another one of our players couldn't play for whatever reason so we only had 4 players. But then the teacher said she was going to play for our team to make it even. It was a 50% chance of being a good thing and a 50% of it being a bad thing.
Well it turned out to be a bad thing. Not only did we lose 4 to like 15, but we got some very "helpful" advice from the teacher as well. Softball is a pretty complicated sport, due to all the rulings and positions and reaction times.
Sometimes we run too far and the teacher tells us (or "coaches" us) to go back, we panic and then we get out. Sometimes we're supposed to run farther to the next base, but we panic and get out. It's kinda difficult with a lot of things happening around you at once, with people yelling at you to do something, throwing the ball to the right person, or knowing when and where to run to.
Tomorrow we're picking new teams so hopefully I won't be on any of the "coachy" kind of teams (coach-y?). Also, when are we going to be doing dodge-ball ever again? Now that game is bootleg.
I also managed to finish a lot of my Geography homework in class today. I was surprised I did 14 questions (detailed questions) in like, 30 minutes. This meant I got to chillax (chillax?) at home today, which I always do, but to a certain extent.
But just when I thought I was almost finished with all my homework before it's due this Friday, the teacher gives us MORE. LIKE, HAVE MERCY ON MY YOUNG SOUL. Tomorrow we're going to have to do a crossword puzzle on India and some other stuff.
Oh and uh Tn's friends still won't give me a f***ing break. I was exiting the classroom when Tn's friend kept on trying to push Tn into me like some kind of high school drama. Like those scenes where the guy and girl bump into each other, the girl drops her papers and books, and the guy's like "Oh I'm sorry, let me help you with that". Then they look into each other's eyes and the drama starts.
I'm also confused on what games to play. It's either League of Legends, Smite, Minecraft, Rust, or Realm of the Mad God. I'm not really good at any of those games and they're all bootleg to an extent. Hopefully I'll find new game where it's like an MMO Sandbox RPG First Person, but we all know they don't make games like that, ha.
I'm also hoping to find some new music, I mean, I've listening to old songs this past week. I could never find any new songs that I like. Not enough new good K-Pop music has been released (as of this post) or have already been added to my iTunes. I am now resorting to EDM for some new tunes.
Anyways, it's been boring so far. I can't wait for the week to be over so I can finally pick up my new glasses. Well, that's it for today. I'll see you tomorrow.
Sunday, April 27, 2014
Sunday, April 27, 2014 "Prom Pictures, What a Disappointment."
Sunday, April 27, 2014
Week 36
Songs to Remember: 2012 K-Pop Mega Mashup - SHIMMIXES
Well, I had good cry last night. What now? I guess it's time to see an insight on what happened at prom with all those Facenovel pictures people posted.
But first, remember how I said I sent in that crush confession thing on my school's crush confession Facenovel page on Valentine's Day? Well last night I just remembered that I did. And it was about Tn, talking about how I'd like to ask her out. Tn probably put 2 and 2 together and figured it out. Yeah, I messed up.
Anyways, apparently people are still recovering from the craziness of prom last night, so so far, there's barely any pictures. What I did do to entertain myself for the time being was looking at some old messages on Facenovel about a friend of mine. These messages were back in 7th and early 8th grade, but I have no idea why I was acting like I was.
Wow, barely any pictures of prom. There was only like, 15. In total. With that, I could see that it looks pretty fancy. It's just a bit too fancy for my liking. I expected a bit more- I don't know? Rave-y? And why were there no strobe lights? So far, my impressions of the prom dance is pretty boring.
So I decided to give up on Ct. She's a sophomore, I'm a freshman, it never really works out. She's been to prom as a freshman for f***'s sake. That's not supposed to happen. Yeah, it's better for me to just leave it at that and not go any further.
I think I'll just spend the rest of this school year (what is it, like 30 school days left?) just having as much fun with my classmates as I can, and of course mess with people. I don't expect anything to happen really.
Also, I'm not sure if I have any homework I have to do. I do know that I have a truck-load of assignments due for Geography class (because that class is not easy), but for other classes I'm not sure. Do I procrastinate? I do. Do I procrastinate on my procrastination? I do.
Well looks like I got Korean shows to wa- I mean homework to do so uh, I'll see you tomorrow. See you tomorrow.
Week 36
Songs to Remember: 2012 K-Pop Mega Mashup - SHIMMIXES
Well, I had good cry last night. What now? I guess it's time to see an insight on what happened at prom with all those Facenovel pictures people posted.
But first, remember how I said I sent in that crush confession thing on my school's crush confession Facenovel page on Valentine's Day? Well last night I just remembered that I did. And it was about Tn, talking about how I'd like to ask her out. Tn probably put 2 and 2 together and figured it out. Yeah, I messed up.
Anyways, apparently people are still recovering from the craziness of prom last night, so so far, there's barely any pictures. What I did do to entertain myself for the time being was looking at some old messages on Facenovel about a friend of mine. These messages were back in 7th and early 8th grade, but I have no idea why I was acting like I was.
Wow, barely any pictures of prom. There was only like, 15. In total. With that, I could see that it looks pretty fancy. It's just a bit too fancy for my liking. I expected a bit more- I don't know? Rave-y? And why were there no strobe lights? So far, my impressions of the prom dance is pretty boring.
So I decided to give up on Ct. She's a sophomore, I'm a freshman, it never really works out. She's been to prom as a freshman for f***'s sake. That's not supposed to happen. Yeah, it's better for me to just leave it at that and not go any further.
I think I'll just spend the rest of this school year (what is it, like 30 school days left?) just having as much fun with my classmates as I can, and of course mess with people. I don't expect anything to happen really.
Also, I'm not sure if I have any homework I have to do. I do know that I have a truck-load of assignments due for Geography class (because that class is not easy), but for other classes I'm not sure. Do I procrastinate? I do. Do I procrastinate on my procrastination? I do.
Well looks like I got Korean shows to wa- I mean homework to do so uh, I'll see you tomorrow. See you tomorrow.
Saturday, April 26, 2014
Saturday, April 26, 2014 "I Need a Minute After Sobbing at the Optometrist and Discussing Prom."
Saturday, April 26, 2014
Week 36
Songs to Remember: I've Got Your Number - Passion Pit, Black - G Dragon
I hit one of my lowest points today. I didn't expect for something like this to happen, but it happened. Sometimes I can't take much more.
It's been like one or two years since I've gone to the optometrist and gotten my eyes checked. I probably would never have even gotten appointments at optometrists if it weren't for that eye checkup in 6th grade.
Back in 6th grade, everyone had to do like an small eye exam or something like that. My class was to be in the auditorium and they had these people have us do some tests. They had us cover our eyes and stuff and read off letters on this board.
They placed the board so far back and I could barely see the letters. For that, they said I needed glasses and wrote me a form to bring to my parents for me to get glasses. They said my vision was like a 16/20 or something like that.
So like half-way into 6th grade, my parents went to the optometrist and Walmart, I did some eye exams there, and I got glasses. I never wore them much, only indoors at school really. It was because of this stupid thing where my dad had my glasses be made with this color-changing thing, where the glass turns darker in sunlight.
I liked the glasses (before I found out about the stupid modification) and I wore them all the time for like, 1 day. When I went to school, the first thing my friend said was "Why are you wearing sunglasses?" That's basically wear it started.
Due to me wearing them only indoors, I took them on and off a lot. In 7th grade, I was changing clothes for physical education and of course, I had to take my glasses off. I took them off, put em' at the foot of my locker, changed, and forgot about em'. This was back in October of 2011. I never told my parents that I had lost my glasses until they found out.
After a year or so, I had to go the optometrist again for another eye check-up. My parents told me to bring my glasses with me, but I didn't have em'. Therefore, my mom found out, she yelled, dad yelled, and I got some new glasses. I picked out this frame for my glasses that costed really cheap, due to me parents complaining about the price for my glasses.
And so in 8th grade I had these glasses which I have now. My friends told me I looked better without my glasses, but I still wore em'. I wore em' for the rest of my 8th grade year, including graduation (or "promotion" as the teachers called it).
Now in 9th grade, I don't wear em' at all, unless I need to see something on the board in class. My glasses have those nubs in the middle called nose pads and personally, they make my glasses look all that great. Even my new optometrist said so.
That brings us to what happened today. My mom said that I had an appointment at the optometrist today for me to get an eye-checkup. It was at 1:00 PM so I was already kinda pissed off as it was cutting into my weekend time. When we got there, forms were filled out and stuff and I was told to start looking at some frames for new glasses, which I was happy for. When one of the ladies there mentioned if I was interested in Ray Bans glasses, boy was I excited.
To me, people with Ray Bans look kind of hipster. I think I'm partially hipster as well, or a wannabe hipster, whichever fits. A few people I know at school wears Ray Bans brand glasses and I admit, they look pretty good on em'. Ray Bans glasses make anyone look better.
I was trying on the Ray Bans glasses and my mom told me that I looked silly. The lady said that these were the ones in style currently, and I agree. This is the generation I'm living in, the one with Ray Bans glasses without the lens, the swag, the twerking, the confused girls, the friend-zones, the Instagram, the Twitter, the Facebook, and the money.
While looking at frames, the doctor was like "Okay Drew, time to do some tests". They had me do the regular eye tests, with all the small machines first. Then came the one big machine where they find your prescription. I did the usual procedure and things were fine so far.
Then came the bad part. I had my eyes dilated for another eye exam so my eyes were pretty watery and sensitive. My dad went to the super-market nearby and I was looking at the Ray Bans again and my mom just started lecturing me about me not wearing glasses and stuff. Then my mom proceeded to f***ing talk to the lady about my glasses wearing habits, stories about me, and other shit. Why do you need to tell EVERYONE ABOUT ME?
She even made some parts worse and exaggerated everything to make it seem like I'm the worst son ever. Why would you talk about your son like this to strangers? And acting like I'm not even there to hear it? I chimed in to prove her wrong, but she still continued. Thank god the doctor came in as some tears started to leak out and asked me to come back in for the new exam.
The doctor asked if everything's okay, but no, it was not okay. I couldn't hold back my tears anymore so I just let it out. I began crying like a big baby. I explained to her about how my mom talks about me to other people like it's something to brag about. The doctor was giving me some tissues to wipe away my tears, mucus, and the rest of my sanity.
She was being really supportive and stuff and I just kept sobbing. I told her I just needed a minute. Realizing the situation happening, that this is all real and I'm actually crying in a public place in an optometrist's examination room made me cry even more. I couldn't believe it. She told me to take some deep breaths and stuff, but it was kinda hard due to my sobbing and breathing trouble. It was hard explaining to her why I cry and stuff because, well, I don't really know how to talk.
I felt uncomfortable and made this whole thing kinda awkward. Imagining being her, an optometrist with not so much business going on and just having a little boy crying about his mom talking about her son, with time wasting and customers outside.
She tried to bring my positive outlooks up by saying "You're smart, you're intelligent" and stuff like that. How would she know if I'm smart just by meeting me an hour ago? She didn't say anything about my looks, just what's inside. That kinda means something.
Thoughts were bouncing around in my head regarding the situation, school, counseling, depression, running away, my parents, and a lot of things. Now I'm guessing it's just puberty and that I am experiencing emotions for the first time. Emotions really suck ass.
The whole crying incident took about 5 minutes, though felt like an hour. We got on with the stupid testing and the conclusion was that I have astigmatism. I am nearsighted, which sucks, and therefore I have trouble seeing the board in my classes.
The doctor and I came out of the room and told my mom "Yeah, he's going to need glasses. I recommend contacts." At this point, contacts were not my thing. I have the fear of them getting stuck in my eye, and the fact that since they're so clear and small, I'll lose em' (I used that as an excuse not to get contacts). I chose the Nike brand glasses which look like a wannabe version of Ray Bans glasses and we left the place.
At home, my parents were still arguing about the prices and shit for my glasses. They also kept on arguing about the modifications for my glasses, which I don't see why my parents buy em'. Like the stupid "no glare" shit that they offer. They complain about the prices, yet they buy the stupid f***ing mods which I don't want.
The doctor suggested I pick a new frame, a new "stylish" one, hence to improve my image, or my self-image for that matter. I can't even wear the clothes I want to school for f***'s sake. My parents treat me like such a baby. I can't even wear the same looking pants for more than 2 school days, with my mom's excuse being "Kids will think you only have one pair of pants and will make fun of you". Yeah, cause' people at school really do notice, care, and keep count of what pants I'm wearing. They DON'T CARE.
Well now here I am, sitting in front of my computer at home, waiting about a week until I have to go pick up my new glasses. Oh, and uh, prom is happening right now as we speak. It's 10:07 PM right now and prom started about 3 hours ago, at 7:30 PM.
Prepare for the Facenovel news-feed spam with all the pictures of happy couples having fun and you're not. I don't get why they made prom last so long. My school's prom is from 7:30 PM to midnight. I don't think someone can dance for that long. Also, how about all that pre-marital sex that these teens would be (or are) having tonight?
Oh boy, I sure can't wait for the aftermath of tonight. I never really know what goes on, so maybe I'll get a glimpse of it after seeing all the pictures on Facenovel. I think I'll have myself a good cry tonight.
I'm a sensitive person in my opinion. I have a bad self-image and a minuscule self-esteem. I'm shy, timid, scared, and lost. Wanting, or should I say, needing, a better self-image of myself, I see everyone else and how they look. I always feel like something's wrong.
Every time I see a cute girl in my class or something, I try not develop a crush or anything like that. In the end, I can't help it and then there's a crush. That's what happened a month ago, and a few days ago. I was noticed how she was going to give me her phone number, but she forgot. I was hoping it was one thing I could make out of that situation, but nope.
The love ship never set sailed, I got off, so I just hope things will go well from there. Have you seen me cry? My tears are like diamonds. Down and down my tears fall, faster and faster.
That was Passion Pit by the way, one of the good bands out there. Well I hope this wasn't too much information for you, but it probably was. I hope the people at prom are having a wonderful time. It's like for one night, in those few hours, they don't have to worry about a thing, They could just do whatever they want. I wish I had time like that.
Anyways, this is probably my second longest post I've ever done. I'll see you tomorrow.
Week 36
Songs to Remember: I've Got Your Number - Passion Pit, Black - G Dragon
I hit one of my lowest points today. I didn't expect for something like this to happen, but it happened. Sometimes I can't take much more.
It's been like one or two years since I've gone to the optometrist and gotten my eyes checked. I probably would never have even gotten appointments at optometrists if it weren't for that eye checkup in 6th grade.
Back in 6th grade, everyone had to do like an small eye exam or something like that. My class was to be in the auditorium and they had these people have us do some tests. They had us cover our eyes and stuff and read off letters on this board.
They placed the board so far back and I could barely see the letters. For that, they said I needed glasses and wrote me a form to bring to my parents for me to get glasses. They said my vision was like a 16/20 or something like that.
So like half-way into 6th grade, my parents went to the optometrist and Walmart, I did some eye exams there, and I got glasses. I never wore them much, only indoors at school really. It was because of this stupid thing where my dad had my glasses be made with this color-changing thing, where the glass turns darker in sunlight.
I liked the glasses (before I found out about the stupid modification) and I wore them all the time for like, 1 day. When I went to school, the first thing my friend said was "Why are you wearing sunglasses?" That's basically wear it started.
Due to me wearing them only indoors, I took them on and off a lot. In 7th grade, I was changing clothes for physical education and of course, I had to take my glasses off. I took them off, put em' at the foot of my locker, changed, and forgot about em'. This was back in October of 2011. I never told my parents that I had lost my glasses until they found out.
After a year or so, I had to go the optometrist again for another eye check-up. My parents told me to bring my glasses with me, but I didn't have em'. Therefore, my mom found out, she yelled, dad yelled, and I got some new glasses. I picked out this frame for my glasses that costed really cheap, due to me parents complaining about the price for my glasses.
And so in 8th grade I had these glasses which I have now. My friends told me I looked better without my glasses, but I still wore em'. I wore em' for the rest of my 8th grade year, including graduation (or "promotion" as the teachers called it).
Now in 9th grade, I don't wear em' at all, unless I need to see something on the board in class. My glasses have those nubs in the middle called nose pads and personally, they make my glasses look all that great. Even my new optometrist said so.
That brings us to what happened today. My mom said that I had an appointment at the optometrist today for me to get an eye-checkup. It was at 1:00 PM so I was already kinda pissed off as it was cutting into my weekend time. When we got there, forms were filled out and stuff and I was told to start looking at some frames for new glasses, which I was happy for. When one of the ladies there mentioned if I was interested in Ray Bans glasses, boy was I excited.
To me, people with Ray Bans look kind of hipster. I think I'm partially hipster as well, or a wannabe hipster, whichever fits. A few people I know at school wears Ray Bans brand glasses and I admit, they look pretty good on em'. Ray Bans glasses make anyone look better.
I was trying on the Ray Bans glasses and my mom told me that I looked silly. The lady said that these were the ones in style currently, and I agree. This is the generation I'm living in, the one with Ray Bans glasses without the lens, the swag, the twerking, the confused girls, the friend-zones, the Instagram, the Twitter, the Facebook, and the money.
While looking at frames, the doctor was like "Okay Drew, time to do some tests". They had me do the regular eye tests, with all the small machines first. Then came the one big machine where they find your prescription. I did the usual procedure and things were fine so far.
Then came the bad part. I had my eyes dilated for another eye exam so my eyes were pretty watery and sensitive. My dad went to the super-market nearby and I was looking at the Ray Bans again and my mom just started lecturing me about me not wearing glasses and stuff. Then my mom proceeded to f***ing talk to the lady about my glasses wearing habits, stories about me, and other shit. Why do you need to tell EVERYONE ABOUT ME?
She even made some parts worse and exaggerated everything to make it seem like I'm the worst son ever. Why would you talk about your son like this to strangers? And acting like I'm not even there to hear it? I chimed in to prove her wrong, but she still continued. Thank god the doctor came in as some tears started to leak out and asked me to come back in for the new exam.
The doctor asked if everything's okay, but no, it was not okay. I couldn't hold back my tears anymore so I just let it out. I began crying like a big baby. I explained to her about how my mom talks about me to other people like it's something to brag about. The doctor was giving me some tissues to wipe away my tears, mucus, and the rest of my sanity.
She was being really supportive and stuff and I just kept sobbing. I told her I just needed a minute. Realizing the situation happening, that this is all real and I'm actually crying in a public place in an optometrist's examination room made me cry even more. I couldn't believe it. She told me to take some deep breaths and stuff, but it was kinda hard due to my sobbing and breathing trouble. It was hard explaining to her why I cry and stuff because, well, I don't really know how to talk.
I felt uncomfortable and made this whole thing kinda awkward. Imagining being her, an optometrist with not so much business going on and just having a little boy crying about his mom talking about her son, with time wasting and customers outside.
She tried to bring my positive outlooks up by saying "You're smart, you're intelligent" and stuff like that. How would she know if I'm smart just by meeting me an hour ago? She didn't say anything about my looks, just what's inside. That kinda means something.
Thoughts were bouncing around in my head regarding the situation, school, counseling, depression, running away, my parents, and a lot of things. Now I'm guessing it's just puberty and that I am experiencing emotions for the first time. Emotions really suck ass.
The whole crying incident took about 5 minutes, though felt like an hour. We got on with the stupid testing and the conclusion was that I have astigmatism. I am nearsighted, which sucks, and therefore I have trouble seeing the board in my classes.
The doctor and I came out of the room and told my mom "Yeah, he's going to need glasses. I recommend contacts." At this point, contacts were not my thing. I have the fear of them getting stuck in my eye, and the fact that since they're so clear and small, I'll lose em' (I used that as an excuse not to get contacts). I chose the Nike brand glasses which look like a wannabe version of Ray Bans glasses and we left the place.
At home, my parents were still arguing about the prices and shit for my glasses. They also kept on arguing about the modifications for my glasses, which I don't see why my parents buy em'. Like the stupid "no glare" shit that they offer. They complain about the prices, yet they buy the stupid f***ing mods which I don't want.
The doctor suggested I pick a new frame, a new "stylish" one, hence to improve my image, or my self-image for that matter. I can't even wear the clothes I want to school for f***'s sake. My parents treat me like such a baby. I can't even wear the same looking pants for more than 2 school days, with my mom's excuse being "Kids will think you only have one pair of pants and will make fun of you". Yeah, cause' people at school really do notice, care, and keep count of what pants I'm wearing. They DON'T CARE.
Well now here I am, sitting in front of my computer at home, waiting about a week until I have to go pick up my new glasses. Oh, and uh, prom is happening right now as we speak. It's 10:07 PM right now and prom started about 3 hours ago, at 7:30 PM.
Prepare for the Facenovel news-feed spam with all the pictures of happy couples having fun and you're not. I don't get why they made prom last so long. My school's prom is from 7:30 PM to midnight. I don't think someone can dance for that long. Also, how about all that pre-marital sex that these teens would be (or are) having tonight?
Oh boy, I sure can't wait for the aftermath of tonight. I never really know what goes on, so maybe I'll get a glimpse of it after seeing all the pictures on Facenovel. I think I'll have myself a good cry tonight.
I'm a sensitive person in my opinion. I have a bad self-image and a minuscule self-esteem. I'm shy, timid, scared, and lost. Wanting, or should I say, needing, a better self-image of myself, I see everyone else and how they look. I always feel like something's wrong.
Every time I see a cute girl in my class or something, I try not develop a crush or anything like that. In the end, I can't help it and then there's a crush. That's what happened a month ago, and a few days ago. I was noticed how she was going to give me her phone number, but she forgot. I was hoping it was one thing I could make out of that situation, but nope.
The love ship never set sailed, I got off, so I just hope things will go well from there. Have you seen me cry? My tears are like diamonds. Down and down my tears fall, faster and faster.
That was Passion Pit by the way, one of the good bands out there. Well I hope this wasn't too much information for you, but it probably was. I hope the people at prom are having a wonderful time. It's like for one night, in those few hours, they don't have to worry about a thing, They could just do whatever they want. I wish I had time like that.
Anyways, this is probably my second longest post I've ever done. I'll see you tomorrow.
Friday, April 25, 2014
Friday, April 25, 2014 "Prom is a Lot of Work."
Friday, April 25, 2014
Week 36
Songs to Remember: Life is Beautiful (Hellberg Remix) - Deadly Premonitions OST
As my Geometry teacher said after hearing about how one of his students is paying $350 for a dress, "Prom is a lot of work." Yeah, it kind of is.
So my English teacher wasn't here today again so we had another substitute teacher come in. For our assignment today, we had to write a one page paper on our dreams. Not the dreams of the characters in the book we're reading, but our dreams. I don't see how this helps in anything.
I didn't really care too much on what I was going to write so I just wrote a whole bunch of gibberish, like what I here on my blog. My teacher probably won't read it and if he does, he'll probably have a laugh about it.
Skipping 2nd and 3rd period because they are exceptionally boring, it was raining today. Like, what. A week ago it was sunny and clear skies but today it was pretty damp and cloudy. The rain wasn't really hard, though at some points of the day, it was.
Like, right after 4th period of physical education, they let us out and it just started to pour super hard for like 10 seconds and then it started raining lightly. Random downpours all day.
Because of how it rained today and the fields are all damp and wet, our teacher had us play rug-ball instead. Our team is still undefeated even after playing rug-ball. On Monday we're switching up teams so that means I'll probably be on the losing team then (whichever team that is).
During 5th period Geometry, some girl was talking about how she didn't want to go to prom anymore, like she didn't really feel like it. She had already gotten with a guy to go to prom and now she needs to find a way to tell him and like not hurt his feelings or whatever.
Another girl was talking about the prices for all her prom stuff, which included a $350 dress, $45 shoes, the $60 prom ticket, and some other stuff. My teacher then proceeded with "Wow. Prom is a lot of work." He's kinda right. Prom is a lot of work, for those who want attention.
Oh, I forgot to mention. Prom for my school is tomorrow night. I read up the schedule and it starts at 7:30 PM and ends at MIDNIGHT. I did not expect for it to last that long, or the late either. That means crazy stuff would be happening and I mean crazy stuff. Things always go crazy after 12:00 PM.
Also, I don't see why people try to make such big preparations and don't mean just their hair. Like, people actually call up limos and have them be driven to and from prom. Others are spending way too much money for it, I mean, a $350 dress? That's more than the prom ticket itself.
Ct is going to prom tomorrow with her "Best friend". She's a sophomore but the dude's a junior and Ct actually called the dude and asked him to go to prom with her, as she stated it, "as friends". We all know the dude will try to go for something. Also the guy is like, twice her height. Ct is a few inches shorter than me and the dude is like over 6 feet tall. It's going to be kinda awkward.
My Facenovel feed will be filled with happy couples and torn, broken singles. I'm going to have a lot to talk about tomorrow. Anyways, see you tomorrow.
Week 36
Songs to Remember: Life is Beautiful (Hellberg Remix) - Deadly Premonitions OST
As my Geometry teacher said after hearing about how one of his students is paying $350 for a dress, "Prom is a lot of work." Yeah, it kind of is.
So my English teacher wasn't here today again so we had another substitute teacher come in. For our assignment today, we had to write a one page paper on our dreams. Not the dreams of the characters in the book we're reading, but our dreams. I don't see how this helps in anything.
I didn't really care too much on what I was going to write so I just wrote a whole bunch of gibberish, like what I here on my blog. My teacher probably won't read it and if he does, he'll probably have a laugh about it.
Skipping 2nd and 3rd period because they are exceptionally boring, it was raining today. Like, what. A week ago it was sunny and clear skies but today it was pretty damp and cloudy. The rain wasn't really hard, though at some points of the day, it was.
Like, right after 4th period of physical education, they let us out and it just started to pour super hard for like 10 seconds and then it started raining lightly. Random downpours all day.
Because of how it rained today and the fields are all damp and wet, our teacher had us play rug-ball instead. Our team is still undefeated even after playing rug-ball. On Monday we're switching up teams so that means I'll probably be on the losing team then (whichever team that is).
During 5th period Geometry, some girl was talking about how she didn't want to go to prom anymore, like she didn't really feel like it. She had already gotten with a guy to go to prom and now she needs to find a way to tell him and like not hurt his feelings or whatever.
Another girl was talking about the prices for all her prom stuff, which included a $350 dress, $45 shoes, the $60 prom ticket, and some other stuff. My teacher then proceeded with "Wow. Prom is a lot of work." He's kinda right. Prom is a lot of work, for those who want attention.
Oh, I forgot to mention. Prom for my school is tomorrow night. I read up the schedule and it starts at 7:30 PM and ends at MIDNIGHT. I did not expect for it to last that long, or the late either. That means crazy stuff would be happening and I mean crazy stuff. Things always go crazy after 12:00 PM.
Also, I don't see why people try to make such big preparations and don't mean just their hair. Like, people actually call up limos and have them be driven to and from prom. Others are spending way too much money for it, I mean, a $350 dress? That's more than the prom ticket itself.
Ct is going to prom tomorrow with her "Best friend". She's a sophomore but the dude's a junior and Ct actually called the dude and asked him to go to prom with her, as she stated it, "as friends". We all know the dude will try to go for something. Also the guy is like, twice her height. Ct is a few inches shorter than me and the dude is like over 6 feet tall. It's going to be kinda awkward.
My Facenovel feed will be filled with happy couples and torn, broken singles. I'm going to have a lot to talk about tomorrow. Anyways, see you tomorrow.
Thursday, April 24, 2014
Thursday, April 24, 2014 "100% Chance of Bad and Great Timing."
Thursday, April 24, 2014
Week 36
Songs to Remember: Life is Beautiful (Hellberg Remix) - Deadly Premonitions OST
The search is over. I finally found Ct after the course of 2 days. I was walking to my locker and -boop, there she was with her sweater and stuff. The timing couldn't have been better.
Before that though, I was in 1st period English and our teacher was out (again), so we had a substitute. He was pretty old guy, wearing a suit and fedora. Awesome, I know. At first, he said that we were to just continue working on writing down notes for "A Raisin in the Sun", the book we're reading. But just then, someone came in and handed him a paper and he's like "the plan just came in". What great timing, I know.
Other than having that being technically a "free" period, Biology wasn't very exciting either. 2nd period was just the class divided up into groups and had us draw plant cells from what we saw under a microscope, which basically consisted of many many circles.
After 2nd period, I was hoping to find Ct as her 2nd period is just right below my class (my class is on the 2nd floor of this building). But no, too many people. I also barely remember what she looked like. I walked kinda slow to my locker and about 10 feet from it, I saw Ct walking up to her friends, who were also standing in front of my locker.
I went up to her and I was like "Hey" and she was like "Hi". I asked her how she was doing and she just pointed to her friends. I guess she misheard me and thought I was saying "What are you doing". I need to talk louder. Louder than what I consider loud in my head.
Without wasting anymore time, I just straight up asked her "So, you said you wanted to meet me?" (she said that it'd be nice to meet whoever was sending her messages on ask.fm. Ya'll know how it went). She was kinda in awe I guess, I didn't get the reaction I was hoping would happen. I also forgot to say "Disappointing, I know" because it sounds funny and light.
So there was like 2 full seconds of her just being in awe and to be honest, I'd be in awe too. Or creeped out. Whichever is more exciting. Then she was like "So you're the guy who's been sending me those messages on ask? or something like that. I just nodded 'cause I just felt like whatever.
A bunch of her friends (like 3) were around so she was like "Oh, this is the dude who's been sending me messages online" or something like that. I proceeded to put my book away in my locker. Then she was like "Do you wanna hang out?" I was like "Sure" and she's like "Let's walk around" because you know, nothing's more normal than a walk. Seriously, it's normal.
We talked and stuff and she asked me some pretty tough questions in my opinion. She was like "So why were you messaging me this past month" and I was just like "F***. I didn't plan for this". I told her I liked to talked -talk to people that is. I couldn't come up with something better.
The conversation got a bit quiet so I was like "So I heard you were feeling bad because you recently ... broke up with your ..." Then she was like "My ex? We were dating for 2 years something something". Just thinking about what I said is just ... cringe-worthy. Like, uuuuugghhh.
WHAT WAS I THINKING. THIS IS BEYOND BAD. Just. Wow. *Sigh*. Note to self, remember to add another rule to the rules on how to get by. Rule number 4, never mention ex's. Like, 2 things could go wrong if they were to be spoken of. Either they'll think about them and wish to get back together, or they'll feel sad and depressed from it. Bad everywhere. It's just a 100% chance of bad.
Soon the bell rang (thank the lord) and she was like "What's your next class?" I pointed towards that one building where my next class is, which is Drawing, and she's like oh I have a class near that way too, I'll walk you there! Like, I ain't no child. IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND.
What made this all the craziest part, was the part when she asked me "Aren't you a freshman?" I'm like, oh no. I'm prepared for this. I'm prepared for this. I was like "Yeah." and she replied "You know what I am right?" And I said "You're a Sophomore, yeah?"
Before we even started to walk around and talk, she just went right to the point. I guess she noticed my Biology text book and how all freshmen are supposed to be taking Biology (or that other kind of science due to them not passing that science level test back in 8th grade).
Oh, and she's also best friends with this dude who is going to prom with her, as "friends". This dude is so deep in the friend-zone, deeper than the darkness of the shadow realm. I feel kinda bad for him. He's a junior though and Ct's been to prom on her FRESHMAN YEAR. Like, what is up with her and older dudes.
At the end of the talking, I was at the front of my next class and she was like "Well, if you wanna hang out just, message me!" And she looked at her phone for a bit before she said message me.
Well, that was kind of a disaster. I did learn a lot though. Especially that new rule I'm going to add for my rules on getting by. I had my fun and it looks like I won't be messaging her on ask.fm anytime soon. She even tweeted about this whole experience on Twitter. During school hours too.
I did a bit better on this one than the one with Ez. Hopefully I'll think clearly next time. Even if there is a next time. Can you believe it's already Thursday. Anyways, see you tomorrow.
Week 36
Songs to Remember: Life is Beautiful (Hellberg Remix) - Deadly Premonitions OST
The search is over. I finally found Ct after the course of 2 days. I was walking to my locker and -boop, there she was with her sweater and stuff. The timing couldn't have been better.
Before that though, I was in 1st period English and our teacher was out (again), so we had a substitute. He was pretty old guy, wearing a suit and fedora. Awesome, I know. At first, he said that we were to just continue working on writing down notes for "A Raisin in the Sun", the book we're reading. But just then, someone came in and handed him a paper and he's like "the plan just came in". What great timing, I know.
Other than having that being technically a "free" period, Biology wasn't very exciting either. 2nd period was just the class divided up into groups and had us draw plant cells from what we saw under a microscope, which basically consisted of many many circles.
After 2nd period, I was hoping to find Ct as her 2nd period is just right below my class (my class is on the 2nd floor of this building). But no, too many people. I also barely remember what she looked like. I walked kinda slow to my locker and about 10 feet from it, I saw Ct walking up to her friends, who were also standing in front of my locker.
I went up to her and I was like "Hey" and she was like "Hi". I asked her how she was doing and she just pointed to her friends. I guess she misheard me and thought I was saying "What are you doing". I need to talk louder. Louder than what I consider loud in my head.
Without wasting anymore time, I just straight up asked her "So, you said you wanted to meet me?" (she said that it'd be nice to meet whoever was sending her messages on ask.fm. Ya'll know how it went). She was kinda in awe I guess, I didn't get the reaction I was hoping would happen. I also forgot to say "Disappointing, I know" because it sounds funny and light.
So there was like 2 full seconds of her just being in awe and to be honest, I'd be in awe too. Or creeped out. Whichever is more exciting. Then she was like "So you're the guy who's been sending me those messages on ask? or something like that. I just nodded 'cause I just felt like whatever.
A bunch of her friends (like 3) were around so she was like "Oh, this is the dude who's been sending me messages online" or something like that. I proceeded to put my book away in my locker. Then she was like "Do you wanna hang out?" I was like "Sure" and she's like "Let's walk around" because you know, nothing's more normal than a walk. Seriously, it's normal.
We talked and stuff and she asked me some pretty tough questions in my opinion. She was like "So why were you messaging me this past month" and I was just like "F***. I didn't plan for this". I told her I liked to talked -talk to people that is. I couldn't come up with something better.
The conversation got a bit quiet so I was like "So I heard you were feeling bad because you recently ... broke up with your ..." Then she was like "My ex? We were dating for 2 years something something". Just thinking about what I said is just ... cringe-worthy. Like, uuuuugghhh.
WHAT WAS I THINKING. THIS IS BEYOND BAD. Just. Wow. *Sigh*. Note to self, remember to add another rule to the rules on how to get by. Rule number 4, never mention ex's. Like, 2 things could go wrong if they were to be spoken of. Either they'll think about them and wish to get back together, or they'll feel sad and depressed from it. Bad everywhere. It's just a 100% chance of bad.
Soon the bell rang (thank the lord) and she was like "What's your next class?" I pointed towards that one building where my next class is, which is Drawing, and she's like oh I have a class near that way too, I'll walk you there! Like, I ain't no child. IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND.
What made this all the craziest part, was the part when she asked me "Aren't you a freshman?" I'm like, oh no. I'm prepared for this. I'm prepared for this. I was like "Yeah." and she replied "You know what I am right?" And I said "You're a Sophomore, yeah?"
Before we even started to walk around and talk, she just went right to the point. I guess she noticed my Biology text book and how all freshmen are supposed to be taking Biology (or that other kind of science due to them not passing that science level test back in 8th grade).
Oh, and she's also best friends with this dude who is going to prom with her, as "friends". This dude is so deep in the friend-zone, deeper than the darkness of the shadow realm. I feel kinda bad for him. He's a junior though and Ct's been to prom on her FRESHMAN YEAR. Like, what is up with her and older dudes.
At the end of the talking, I was at the front of my next class and she was like "Well, if you wanna hang out just, message me!" And she looked at her phone for a bit before she said message me.
Well, that was kind of a disaster. I did learn a lot though. Especially that new rule I'm going to add for my rules on getting by. I had my fun and it looks like I won't be messaging her on ask.fm anytime soon. She even tweeted about this whole experience on Twitter. During school hours too.
I did a bit better on this one than the one with Ez. Hopefully I'll think clearly next time. Even if there is a next time. Can you believe it's already Thursday. Anyways, see you tomorrow.
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
Wednesday, April 23, 2014 "A Big Update for the Century."
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
Week 36
Songs to Remember: I Got the Feeling - Bigstar, Only Learned Bad Things - B1A4, Thinking of You - Bigstar,
There is exactly 30 school days left. There's also a lot I got to talk about and if this post isn't long enough, so help me-
Starting off, I had a bad dream last night. I wouldn't call it a nightmare, it was just really depressing. I can't remember some of the other parts of the dream, but what I do remember is that Tn was in it. In my dream, she posted a video on YouTube with the title being "Why I'm not into guys" or something like that.
The thumbnail for the video looked like one of those cliche teen vlog thumbnails. I actually don't remember what happened in the video. I remember a part where she got in this dude's convertible with buddies of his and just drove off. Whether that part was the video or not, I don't know.
When I woke up, I felt really depressed, like really depressed. Whatever happened in that dream probably hit me hard in the feels.
Now to real life, today I got into some gnarly (gnarly?) debates on fruits and vegetables. For Biology class, we started our Unit on Plants today (why we didn't start this earlier, I'll never know). Our teacher gave us worksheets telling us to classify if something is a fruit or not. Apparently, green beans are "botanically" a fruit, but we use them as vegetables. Like, what the f***? Even I'm confused on what I just said.
Skipping 1st and 3rd period (as nothing really ever happens in those classes, much), I think I did pretty well in softball today. My team is so far undefeated. Yes, even I'm surprised. I actually caught a ball today so that was cool. Yes, I caught a ball that was thrown to me in sport. That doesn't happen very often for me.
Oh, and I almost forgot about 6th period. Yesterday, there were 4 people who did their presentations. The first person up was this girl named Cl (not the K-Pop rapper), who did her presentation on Costa Rica. It ... okay I guess. She did bring cake though, I'll give her that.
The next person was this dude who is also in my Biology class. He asked me about a week ago some advice on doing the presentation. He looked pretty nervous. This girl next to me was like "You look nervous". In his head, he'd probably be like "Oh, I look nervous huh? Maybe because I am!" His presentation was on China, and I was like "Oooooh, that's a big one".
He did pretty well in my opinion, I mean, it was very informational. And I mean very informational. Literally, walls of text. The teacher said that he should have worked better on the attention-getter, as the rest of it was "depressional". I was like "Oooooh, now that was low".
The next person to go up was this dude whom I've never seen in the class before, due to him sitting in the far back to the right of classroom. His presentation was on the Philippines. His presentation was very factual actually. I learned a couple things from his presentation, like how many Filipino people have Spanish last names due to something with Spain and stuff so that was cool.
Then there was this girl who the teacher always teases about. Her presentation was on Ethiopia, which is located in Africa. She didn't have a PowerPoint though, she did this one big poster with facts and stuff on it. The bell rang when she was showing this board game she made and we all got up and went for the food.
Some kind of Chinese candy was passed out from the dude who did his on China and cake was given out from the girl who did her presentation on Costa Rica. Not the best cake in my opinion, I give it a 5/10, would probably not eat again.
That was the presentations from yesterday, and since some did not have enough time (or simply did not have it done), they were presenting there's today. One of those people was this dude who kinda talks a lot and got in trouble with the teacher once from not wanting to move to his new assigned seat. I did not expect him to do his presentation, let alone dress up for it. This one girl said he looked "spiffy" and I was like "I haven't heard someone use that word in AGES".
His was on South America, and that was about it. It was okay I guess. The next dude was this one dude (I say dude a lot) who is in a lot of my classes. His was on Uruguay, which is like in South America. The guy is a very out-going guy, who likes to comment on a lot of stuff and is also positive and confident all the time. His presentation was very ... enthusiastic. It was okay I guess.
Now that I'm done talking about presentations, I'd like to talk about this one thing and it's about Tn. Her friends (like, 2) in our 6th period class keep on teasing her about me and stuff. I've heard it multiple times and it is so ANNOYING. That one time where she was talking about a "drew" who is annoying; WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS?
There is no need to tell your homies about someone inviting you to hang out at the movies and have them tease you while blatantly doing it out loud where the other person can discern it a mile away. By the way, I just used the word discern and I've never used it before in my life. My vocabulary is growing by the hour.
Anyways, being immature in the way she is by avoiding and ignoring me, like walking the other way and changing her usual routine and stuff, just to not be involved in my life is not worth my time. And therefore, she is now a lamp. An object in my life for where there is no reason for concern. So f*** you. I don't mean it really, I just mean it about half-way, like a 5/10 f*** you, not a full one.
And then there's this girl, you know, that one girl who hangs out at my locker-err, the girl who used to hang out at my locker, Ct. I continually said Hi to her on ask.fm and asked her how her day was and how she was doing. She thought it was very caring I guess, and got kinda sick of it after a while. She asked why I was saying Hi to her online but not in real life.
That is a question I ask myself everyday. Okay, I lied, more like once every month or week or so. I told her I never see her at school. She told to "find" her and that it'd be nice to meet me. Well, it ain't that easy finding one person out of, I don't know, 3000 people. She gave me her permission to stalk her so if she calls me creepy, I have evidence.
I went out of my way during lunchtime today and walked to the places where I saw her a few times before. I didn't find her. Oh, and this girl has some emotional problems, I swear. They're even worse than mine.
She goes on Twitter everyday and tweets about how she feels bad and stuff and some more depressive things about how she's feeling. For example (I actually have a lot of examples), she posts "u fucked me over so bad", "my body is so weak", "how can other people like me if i don't even like myself", and "i am so lost".
Yeah, she really is lost. And how could she expect anyone to like her if she doesn't even like herself? STOP WASTING PRECIOUS TWITTER MEGABYTES ON YOUR TWEETS. I'm going to go find her and give her a piece of my mind. Seriously, I want to know what she has going on in her head.
And uh, about two days ago, on Monday, this girl whom I added on Facenovel who is a special ed student at this school messaged me and was like "Hi Drew". I replied back and she was like "How was your Easter?" I was like "Oh it was good." and stuff, and then she told me to have a nice day and I thought was very caring as no one told me to have a nice day since ... well actually I don't remember a time when someone told me to have a nice day.
Another story involving April 20th, was today when I was walking to where Ct supposedly hangs out at and this group of dudes walked by me and were like "You wanna buy a brownie?" I simply said "No thanks" and kept on walking. Why would anyone want to sell brownies when it's this close to 4/20? Like, I ain't having any weed brownies today. No sir. Say no to drugs kids.
It's like that mailman from Drake & Josh when Josh said "Have a nice day" and the mailman was like "Don't tell me what to do". Ahh yes, those were the days. So anyways, this post turned out a bit longer than I thought. I hope this made up for the lack of posts on Monday and Tuesday. I think I'll talk about video games or something tomorrow. Until then, see you tomorrow.
Week 36
Songs to Remember: I Got the Feeling - Bigstar, Only Learned Bad Things - B1A4, Thinking of You - Bigstar,
There is exactly 30 school days left. There's also a lot I got to talk about and if this post isn't long enough, so help me-
Starting off, I had a bad dream last night. I wouldn't call it a nightmare, it was just really depressing. I can't remember some of the other parts of the dream, but what I do remember is that Tn was in it. In my dream, she posted a video on YouTube with the title being "Why I'm not into guys" or something like that.
The thumbnail for the video looked like one of those cliche teen vlog thumbnails. I actually don't remember what happened in the video. I remember a part where she got in this dude's convertible with buddies of his and just drove off. Whether that part was the video or not, I don't know.
When I woke up, I felt really depressed, like really depressed. Whatever happened in that dream probably hit me hard in the feels.
Now to real life, today I got into some gnarly (gnarly?) debates on fruits and vegetables. For Biology class, we started our Unit on Plants today (why we didn't start this earlier, I'll never know). Our teacher gave us worksheets telling us to classify if something is a fruit or not. Apparently, green beans are "botanically" a fruit, but we use them as vegetables. Like, what the f***? Even I'm confused on what I just said.
Skipping 1st and 3rd period (as nothing really ever happens in those classes, much), I think I did pretty well in softball today. My team is so far undefeated. Yes, even I'm surprised. I actually caught a ball today so that was cool. Yes, I caught a ball that was thrown to me in sport. That doesn't happen very often for me.
Oh, and I almost forgot about 6th period. Yesterday, there were 4 people who did their presentations. The first person up was this girl named Cl (not the K-Pop rapper), who did her presentation on Costa Rica. It ... okay I guess. She did bring cake though, I'll give her that.
The next person was this dude who is also in my Biology class. He asked me about a week ago some advice on doing the presentation. He looked pretty nervous. This girl next to me was like "You look nervous". In his head, he'd probably be like "Oh, I look nervous huh? Maybe because I am!" His presentation was on China, and I was like "Oooooh, that's a big one".
He did pretty well in my opinion, I mean, it was very informational. And I mean very informational. Literally, walls of text. The teacher said that he should have worked better on the attention-getter, as the rest of it was "depressional". I was like "Oooooh, now that was low".
The next person to go up was this dude whom I've never seen in the class before, due to him sitting in the far back to the right of classroom. His presentation was on the Philippines. His presentation was very factual actually. I learned a couple things from his presentation, like how many Filipino people have Spanish last names due to something with Spain and stuff so that was cool.
Then there was this girl who the teacher always teases about. Her presentation was on Ethiopia, which is located in Africa. She didn't have a PowerPoint though, she did this one big poster with facts and stuff on it. The bell rang when she was showing this board game she made and we all got up and went for the food.
Some kind of Chinese candy was passed out from the dude who did his on China and cake was given out from the girl who did her presentation on Costa Rica. Not the best cake in my opinion, I give it a 5/10, would probably not eat again.
That was the presentations from yesterday, and since some did not have enough time (or simply did not have it done), they were presenting there's today. One of those people was this dude who kinda talks a lot and got in trouble with the teacher once from not wanting to move to his new assigned seat. I did not expect him to do his presentation, let alone dress up for it. This one girl said he looked "spiffy" and I was like "I haven't heard someone use that word in AGES".
His was on South America, and that was about it. It was okay I guess. The next dude was this one dude (I say dude a lot) who is in a lot of my classes. His was on Uruguay, which is like in South America. The guy is a very out-going guy, who likes to comment on a lot of stuff and is also positive and confident all the time. His presentation was very ... enthusiastic. It was okay I guess.
Now that I'm done talking about presentations, I'd like to talk about this one thing and it's about Tn. Her friends (like, 2) in our 6th period class keep on teasing her about me and stuff. I've heard it multiple times and it is so ANNOYING. That one time where she was talking about a "drew" who is annoying; WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS?
There is no need to tell your homies about someone inviting you to hang out at the movies and have them tease you while blatantly doing it out loud where the other person can discern it a mile away. By the way, I just used the word discern and I've never used it before in my life. My vocabulary is growing by the hour.
Anyways, being immature in the way she is by avoiding and ignoring me, like walking the other way and changing her usual routine and stuff, just to not be involved in my life is not worth my time. And therefore, she is now a lamp. An object in my life for where there is no reason for concern. So f*** you. I don't mean it really, I just mean it about half-way, like a 5/10 f*** you, not a full one.
And then there's this girl, you know, that one girl who hangs out at my locker-err, the girl who used to hang out at my locker, Ct. I continually said Hi to her on ask.fm and asked her how her day was and how she was doing. She thought it was very caring I guess, and got kinda sick of it after a while. She asked why I was saying Hi to her online but not in real life.
That is a question I ask myself everyday. Okay, I lied, more like once every month or week or so. I told her I never see her at school. She told to "find" her and that it'd be nice to meet me. Well, it ain't that easy finding one person out of, I don't know, 3000 people. She gave me her permission to stalk her so if she calls me creepy, I have evidence.
I went out of my way during lunchtime today and walked to the places where I saw her a few times before. I didn't find her. Oh, and this girl has some emotional problems, I swear. They're even worse than mine.
She goes on Twitter everyday and tweets about how she feels bad and stuff and some more depressive things about how she's feeling. For example (I actually have a lot of examples), she posts "u fucked me over so bad", "my body is so weak", "how can other people like me if i don't even like myself", and "i am so lost".
Yeah, she really is lost. And how could she expect anyone to like her if she doesn't even like herself? STOP WASTING PRECIOUS TWITTER MEGABYTES ON YOUR TWEETS. I'm going to go find her and give her a piece of my mind. Seriously, I want to know what she has going on in her head.
And uh, about two days ago, on Monday, this girl whom I added on Facenovel who is a special ed student at this school messaged me and was like "Hi Drew". I replied back and she was like "How was your Easter?" I was like "Oh it was good." and stuff, and then she told me to have a nice day and I thought was very caring as no one told me to have a nice day since ... well actually I don't remember a time when someone told me to have a nice day.
Another story involving April 20th, was today when I was walking to where Ct supposedly hangs out at and this group of dudes walked by me and were like "You wanna buy a brownie?" I simply said "No thanks" and kept on walking. Why would anyone want to sell brownies when it's this close to 4/20? Like, I ain't having any weed brownies today. No sir. Say no to drugs kids.
It's like that mailman from Drake & Josh when Josh said "Have a nice day" and the mailman was like "Don't tell me what to do". Ahh yes, those were the days. So anyways, this post turned out a bit longer than I thought. I hope this made up for the lack of posts on Monday and Tuesday. I think I'll talk about video games or something tomorrow. Until then, see you tomorrow.
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Tuesday, April 22, 2014 "Tomorrow, I promise."
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Week 36
Songs to Remember: 3 (Kpop Mashup) - SHIMMIXES
I did not forget, I just didn't have the time. I was too busy playing Realm of the Mad God, for which I am now addicted to. I hope you will forgive me. I also did not do my homework due to me not having access to the online book.
I'll make sure to write a long one tomorrow, considering I have more time tomorrow as it will be Wednesday and I get out of school 1 hour early on Wednesdays. I'll see you tomorrow. Byeeeee.
Week 36
Songs to Remember: 3 (Kpop Mashup) - SHIMMIXES
I did not forget, I just didn't have the time. I was too busy playing Realm of the Mad God, for which I am now addicted to. I hope you will forgive me. I also did not do my homework due to me not having access to the online book.
I'll make sure to write a long one tomorrow, considering I have more time tomorrow as it will be Wednesday and I get out of school 1 hour early on Wednesdays. I'll see you tomorrow. Byeeeee.
Sunday, April 20, 2014
Sunday, April 20, 2014 "420 I'm Bored."
Sunday, April 20, 2014
Week 35
Songs to Remember: Think - Bigstar
The whole day I've been hearing "Happy Easter" this and "Happy Easter" that. I was like "What are you talking about? Today's 420". Then I realized "Wait what. Easter is on April 20th all this time?" I don't really care much for Easter. I was more excited for 4/20. No I don't do 420.
As my friend said (on Facenovel), "Well this has been a very disappointing weekend". I think he was talking about some League of Legends competition stuff.
My school had this Vietnamese Student Association show (or VSA for short) where students perform on stage in the school's theater, featuring stuff like dances, performances, fashion shows, stuff of the Vietnamese culture.
A lot of people were talking about it on Facenovel, saying stuff like "Good job guys" and "I'm tired" and even "The VSA show was the perfect way to spend the Saturday night". Upon seeing some of the pictures posted from the show (I didn't go to the show), there were a lot of tuxedos, suits, and dresses. Lots, lots, and lots of dresses.
So I'm bored now. It's 9:22 PM, I have work due next week (I'm hoping next week), and I'm bored. Tomorrow will wake me up, so see you tomorrow.
Week 35
Songs to Remember: Think - Bigstar
The whole day I've been hearing "Happy Easter" this and "Happy Easter" that. I was like "What are you talking about? Today's 420". Then I realized "Wait what. Easter is on April 20th all this time?" I don't really care much for Easter. I was more excited for 4/20. No I don't do 420.
As my friend said (on Facenovel), "Well this has been a very disappointing weekend". I think he was talking about some League of Legends competition stuff.
My school had this Vietnamese Student Association show (or VSA for short) where students perform on stage in the school's theater, featuring stuff like dances, performances, fashion shows, stuff of the Vietnamese culture.
A lot of people were talking about it on Facenovel, saying stuff like "Good job guys" and "I'm tired" and even "The VSA show was the perfect way to spend the Saturday night". Upon seeing some of the pictures posted from the show (I didn't go to the show), there were a lot of tuxedos, suits, and dresses. Lots, lots, and lots of dresses.
So I'm bored now. It's 9:22 PM, I have work due next week (I'm hoping next week), and I'm bored. Tomorrow will wake me up, so see you tomorrow.
Saturday, April 19, 2014
Saturday, April 19, 2014 "7th Grade Related to Now Part 3."
Saturday, April 19, 2014
Week 35
Songs to Remember: I'm Just Kidding - Suho
"Welcome to Social Interaction 101. Today's subject: marriage and divorce." That's what my teacher said a week ago. He's been married like 3 times. He can't even count how many girlfriends he's had. What. A. Player.
Okay, I just remembered what I was supposed to talk about today. So you know that one dude who I talked about whom caused me trouble in 7th grade right? Well, he made a comment on this girl's photo, calling her a "cutey...". That was quoted by the way.
A bit back story (not a lot in order to save us all some time), this dude, let's just call him Rl, caused me some trouble back in 8th grade. We had a few classes together and he mostly just teased me and stuff and I didn't really like it. He went as far causing me a slight injury on the last few days of school.
In 8th grade, he was in one of my classes again. I didn't really held a grudge anymore so I was just like whatever. We kinda got along, but the teacher kept on catching us messing around. Right now, he's in the school's swim team along with a few other people whom I shouldn't name.
Then there's this girl, let's just call her Hl, whom I had a crush on for a bit in 6th grade. I never really show her I liked her, but she somehow eventually found out. She hasn't talked to me since. She's also in the school's swim team so her and him talk to each other a lot I guess.
Now, Rl isn't really "calm" as other people. He often (and I mean often) fools around with people and takes pride in himself a lot. A lot of people don't see how a girl can like this dude, I mean, you have to experience his attitude and personality to know why.
Hl apparently likes him (in which she explains why in one of last few posts). Even after she explains why, I don't see the attraction. I'm just like "WHAT DO YOU SEE IN THIS GUY". Yeah, that about sums it up.
So what I really wanted to talk about was his comment on Hl's selfie she posted on Facenovel. Like come on. "cutey ..."? Really? Is he really that infatuated? Love is a weird thing. Even weirder than me and I've been called weird many times.
Well there you go. I've been playing Smite all day and my parents almost ran over a dude. Pretty normal day ain't it? Alrighty, see you tomorrow.
Week 35
Songs to Remember: I'm Just Kidding - Suho
"Welcome to Social Interaction 101. Today's subject: marriage and divorce." That's what my teacher said a week ago. He's been married like 3 times. He can't even count how many girlfriends he's had. What. A. Player.
Okay, I just remembered what I was supposed to talk about today. So you know that one dude who I talked about whom caused me trouble in 7th grade right? Well, he made a comment on this girl's photo, calling her a "cutey...". That was quoted by the way.
A bit back story (not a lot in order to save us all some time), this dude, let's just call him Rl, caused me some trouble back in 8th grade. We had a few classes together and he mostly just teased me and stuff and I didn't really like it. He went as far causing me a slight injury on the last few days of school.
In 8th grade, he was in one of my classes again. I didn't really held a grudge anymore so I was just like whatever. We kinda got along, but the teacher kept on catching us messing around. Right now, he's in the school's swim team along with a few other people whom I shouldn't name.
Then there's this girl, let's just call her Hl, whom I had a crush on for a bit in 6th grade. I never really show her I liked her, but she somehow eventually found out. She hasn't talked to me since. She's also in the school's swim team so her and him talk to each other a lot I guess.
Now, Rl isn't really "calm" as other people. He often (and I mean often) fools around with people and takes pride in himself a lot. A lot of people don't see how a girl can like this dude, I mean, you have to experience his attitude and personality to know why.
Hl apparently likes him (in which she explains why in one of last few posts). Even after she explains why, I don't see the attraction. I'm just like "WHAT DO YOU SEE IN THIS GUY". Yeah, that about sums it up.
So what I really wanted to talk about was his comment on Hl's selfie she posted on Facenovel. Like come on. "cutey ..."? Really? Is he really that infatuated? Love is a weird thing. Even weirder than me and I've been called weird many times.
Well there you go. I've been playing Smite all day and my parents almost ran over a dude. Pretty normal day ain't it? Alrighty, see you tomorrow.
Friday, April 18, 2014
Friday, April 18, 2014 "It's Been Very Random."
Friday, April 18, 2014
Week 35
Songs to Remember: Pain - Speed
So Am (my 7th grade crush) has been trying to talk and chat with me for a while now I guess. It's pretty random to be honest, I mean, she sent me a message at 8:00 AM while we were at school talking about the day before where she forgot her pen and Brisk. Yes, very random.
We're almost finished reading the book "A Raisin in the Sun" in class. I've read ahead a bit in the book and finished it myself (due to my 5th period teacher not allowing us to do anything else but read during Silent Sustained Reading period). I expected the ending to be a bit more exciting, but all it is is just a really quiet ending (I don't want to spoil it for those who would want to read it).
During Biology class, my teacher decided to have us all do this unnecessary class assignment where we have to ask our classmates to answer a question on our paper. It doesn't really help with anything and promotes copying more than anything.
Today was random. By that I mean things like this just don't happen often. Or even at all. In Drawing class (drawing, not art class. There's a difference), I was working on drawing an album cover for a band (as one of our current assignments). I was thinking of choosing some K-Pop group, but I decided to go with a band that produces music in English, and that is Phoenix.
The girls who are juniors who sit at my table (on the far right of me) noticed I was drawing Phoenix and they were like "I love Phoenix" and "THIS RIGHT HERE" as one of the girls said. She is very energetic. Very.
Oh, and today we started playing some softball for physical education. It was a lot less exciting than I thought it was going to be, but our teams are composed of like 6 or 7 people so what could I have expected. I actually hit the ball a couple times and I kinda almost got a point. Kinda. Almost. I got out on the third base okay.
When we got back to the locker rooms to change, the was a blackout for a few minutes. Everyone freaked out, as expected. These are high school boys we're talking about. People started acting like it was a rave or whatever and started making lots of noise. It was pretty hard to see to be honest, even when my locker was sorta close to the exit-door. Some guy near me said "Hey, who touched my butt?" I choked while laughing on that one.
My geometry teacher was talking a bit about Algebra II/Trigonometry class for next year, how it's going to be kind of a challenge. He said that we'd be learning about 5 things a day instead of the usual 1. That's like ... 4 more things. And 4 in math terms is A LOT. I'm not sure what I'm going to get myself into.
In 6th period Geography, my teacher gave out instructions on how to do these assignments that are due like next week or something. He let us use the chrome-books (little mini Google chrome laptops) to search up information for the assignments like "What is the national fruit of India?" Pretty random stuff. Oh, and it's mango by the way.
Am has been just messaging me a few things like "Good job on the presentation!" and stuff like that. She's always on Facenovel too. Every time I log on, I see that she's online. She doesn't talk to me much, or at all actually. This is like the first time she messaged me in like a year.
Also, Ct, the girl who hangs out at my locker, was here today and I said Hi to her. It's been like, a month or something since I last said hi? No, even longer than that. She still doesn't know my name. She's also going to prom with her "friend". Apparently she just randomly called him up and asked him to go to prom with her, as "friends". She even said it herself on ask.fm; she was asked if her boyfriend was okay with it and she replied "oh im single! and michael and i are going as friends". What. The F***.
I don't what to be shocked more; she being single, she's going to prom with a "friend", or how that Rl (the dude who caused me trouble in 7th grade) commented on a picture of Hl (one of my crushed back in 6th grade) saying "cutey...". That last one is for tomorrow.
I think I wrote enough for today. See you tomorrow.
Week 35
Songs to Remember: Pain - Speed
So Am (my 7th grade crush) has been trying to talk and chat with me for a while now I guess. It's pretty random to be honest, I mean, she sent me a message at 8:00 AM while we were at school talking about the day before where she forgot her pen and Brisk. Yes, very random.
We're almost finished reading the book "A Raisin in the Sun" in class. I've read ahead a bit in the book and finished it myself (due to my 5th period teacher not allowing us to do anything else but read during Silent Sustained Reading period). I expected the ending to be a bit more exciting, but all it is is just a really quiet ending (I don't want to spoil it for those who would want to read it).
During Biology class, my teacher decided to have us all do this unnecessary class assignment where we have to ask our classmates to answer a question on our paper. It doesn't really help with anything and promotes copying more than anything.
Today was random. By that I mean things like this just don't happen often. Or even at all. In Drawing class (drawing, not art class. There's a difference), I was working on drawing an album cover for a band (as one of our current assignments). I was thinking of choosing some K-Pop group, but I decided to go with a band that produces music in English, and that is Phoenix.
The girls who are juniors who sit at my table (on the far right of me) noticed I was drawing Phoenix and they were like "I love Phoenix" and "THIS RIGHT HERE" as one of the girls said. She is very energetic. Very.
Oh, and today we started playing some softball for physical education. It was a lot less exciting than I thought it was going to be, but our teams are composed of like 6 or 7 people so what could I have expected. I actually hit the ball a couple times and I kinda almost got a point. Kinda. Almost. I got out on the third base okay.
When we got back to the locker rooms to change, the was a blackout for a few minutes. Everyone freaked out, as expected. These are high school boys we're talking about. People started acting like it was a rave or whatever and started making lots of noise. It was pretty hard to see to be honest, even when my locker was sorta close to the exit-door. Some guy near me said "Hey, who touched my butt?" I choked while laughing on that one.
My geometry teacher was talking a bit about Algebra II/Trigonometry class for next year, how it's going to be kind of a challenge. He said that we'd be learning about 5 things a day instead of the usual 1. That's like ... 4 more things. And 4 in math terms is A LOT. I'm not sure what I'm going to get myself into.
In 6th period Geography, my teacher gave out instructions on how to do these assignments that are due like next week or something. He let us use the chrome-books (little mini Google chrome laptops) to search up information for the assignments like "What is the national fruit of India?" Pretty random stuff. Oh, and it's mango by the way.
Am has been just messaging me a few things like "Good job on the presentation!" and stuff like that. She's always on Facenovel too. Every time I log on, I see that she's online. She doesn't talk to me much, or at all actually. This is like the first time she messaged me in like a year.
Also, Ct, the girl who hangs out at my locker, was here today and I said Hi to her. It's been like, a month or something since I last said hi? No, even longer than that. She still doesn't know my name. She's also going to prom with her "friend". Apparently she just randomly called him up and asked him to go to prom with her, as "friends". She even said it herself on ask.fm; she was asked if her boyfriend was okay with it and she replied "oh im single! and michael and i are going as friends". What. The F***.
I don't what to be shocked more; she being single, she's going to prom with a "friend", or how that Rl (the dude who caused me trouble in 7th grade) commented on a picture of Hl (one of my crushed back in 6th grade) saying "cutey...". That last one is for tomorrow.
I think I wrote enough for today. See you tomorrow.
Thursday, April 17, 2014
Thursday, April 17, 2014 "He Heard Me."
Thursday, April 17, 2014
Week 35
Songs to Remember: Oh My God - B1A4
So today Tn gave her presentation in Geography class. When I went to give her my practice test that she assigned us (it's part of her presentation), I heard my name. I turned around a bit to see if she called me. I proceeded to walk back to my desk when I heard "He heard me."
I'm kinda enjoying 1st period actually. Even though it is kinda boring, I do have admit that I enjoy the experience. We read, we discuss (about the book and sometimes topics unrelated to it), and we watch a few minutes of a film adaption.
In Biology, my group surprisingly finished the group activity (surprisingly). We had to record notes onto our worksheets and then go up to the teacher and they'll ask us a couple questions about what we just learned. If we answer them correctly, we get to move on to the next section of the worksheet. I was getting kinda nervous when one of my group members was kinda struggling to ask a question and it was the last one we needed to finish the dang activity.
We still have yet to play any softball in physical education. Today the teacher went over on the positions and strategies for softball by having some of us stand on the bases and create sort of a mock game. One of the guys who went up to bat hit the ball, but ran with the bat. It just a one big face-palm.
6th period was where it was at today. About 4 people presented today, and it kinda took up the whole class period. The first one up was this dude whom I never really knew was in my class hehe. He did his on Thailand and it was, kinda okay I guess. Nothing really was special about his.
The second person to present was Tn. Hers was on Austria, which just so happens to be right next to Switzerland, the country in which I did my presentation on. Hers was probably the second best presentation out of all the ones so far (the first being the girl who went after her). Tn did really well in explaining the stuff and all that, considering she's in the school's debate team. I also liked how she said "Nope!" when she tried to end her presentation, forgetting that she had questions to answer at the end. That, I liked a lot.
During her presentation, she passed around a small quiz that we had to fill out regarding Austria. When she was done with her presentation, we all went and returned the quizzes to her. It was bit crowded due to the size of the classroom, the space around her desk, and the fact that about 10 other people got out of their seats to hand-deliver their quizzes to her.
I handed my quiz to her and just when I was turning to head back to my desk, I heard "Drew." I turned around slightly (like I don't know, maybe a 170 degree turn) to see who called me. Apparently no one was asking for me so I turned around and headed for my desk again. I then heard "He heard me."
It wasn't Tn's voice so it most likely have been Tn's friend behind her or something. I really don't know what is wrong with them. I honestly just want to scream at them "What do you want from me?" Like, come on, why do you got to be rude like "He heard me." Seriously? And what is with girls using pronouns so much. I probably will have a separate story for that.
So I sat back down in my seat and the next presenter was this girl who I see in almost all of my classes. She never really talks, at all. Her presentation was the one that probably stood out the most. She started her presentation with a game. It was basically the game "Hang-Man" but this time we had to guess her country's name before she draws the flag.
Eventually (after about 2 minutes I guess), someone guessed Scotland and that was her country. She proceeded to play a song for the class from her country, but instead of just hitting the play button on the computer, she actually played a guitar and sang an original song she wrote about Scotland. That definitely made her presentation stand out from the others. After that, she told us that the file wouldn't work correctly on the computer so she got out her I-Pad.
The last part of presentation was an animation (really cool, I know) which she drew by herself. She explained the animation with pictures of it through her I-Pad. Even after all this, her presentation came to about 15 minutes. One dude tried to make it better with "Don't worry, mine was 15 minutes." I chuckled at that.
The next dude who presented was again, another guy who I barely knew existed in this class. His country was Belgium and I got to say, he looked pretty spiffy (spiffy? Who came up with this word?). We got about half-way into his presentation and the bell rang.
That pretty much summed up the day. I wrote A LOT so be happy for that. I'll see you tomorrow.
Week 35
Songs to Remember: Oh My God - B1A4
So today Tn gave her presentation in Geography class. When I went to give her my practice test that she assigned us (it's part of her presentation), I heard my name. I turned around a bit to see if she called me. I proceeded to walk back to my desk when I heard "He heard me."
I'm kinda enjoying 1st period actually. Even though it is kinda boring, I do have admit that I enjoy the experience. We read, we discuss (about the book and sometimes topics unrelated to it), and we watch a few minutes of a film adaption.
In Biology, my group surprisingly finished the group activity (surprisingly). We had to record notes onto our worksheets and then go up to the teacher and they'll ask us a couple questions about what we just learned. If we answer them correctly, we get to move on to the next section of the worksheet. I was getting kinda nervous when one of my group members was kinda struggling to ask a question and it was the last one we needed to finish the dang activity.
We still have yet to play any softball in physical education. Today the teacher went over on the positions and strategies for softball by having some of us stand on the bases and create sort of a mock game. One of the guys who went up to bat hit the ball, but ran with the bat. It just a one big face-palm.
6th period was where it was at today. About 4 people presented today, and it kinda took up the whole class period. The first one up was this dude whom I never really knew was in my class hehe. He did his on Thailand and it was, kinda okay I guess. Nothing really was special about his.
The second person to present was Tn. Hers was on Austria, which just so happens to be right next to Switzerland, the country in which I did my presentation on. Hers was probably the second best presentation out of all the ones so far (the first being the girl who went after her). Tn did really well in explaining the stuff and all that, considering she's in the school's debate team. I also liked how she said "Nope!" when she tried to end her presentation, forgetting that she had questions to answer at the end. That, I liked a lot.
During her presentation, she passed around a small quiz that we had to fill out regarding Austria. When she was done with her presentation, we all went and returned the quizzes to her. It was bit crowded due to the size of the classroom, the space around her desk, and the fact that about 10 other people got out of their seats to hand-deliver their quizzes to her.
I handed my quiz to her and just when I was turning to head back to my desk, I heard "Drew." I turned around slightly (like I don't know, maybe a 170 degree turn) to see who called me. Apparently no one was asking for me so I turned around and headed for my desk again. I then heard "He heard me."
It wasn't Tn's voice so it most likely have been Tn's friend behind her or something. I really don't know what is wrong with them. I honestly just want to scream at them "What do you want from me?" Like, come on, why do you got to be rude like "He heard me." Seriously? And what is with girls using pronouns so much. I probably will have a separate story for that.
So I sat back down in my seat and the next presenter was this girl who I see in almost all of my classes. She never really talks, at all. Her presentation was the one that probably stood out the most. She started her presentation with a game. It was basically the game "Hang-Man" but this time we had to guess her country's name before she draws the flag.
Eventually (after about 2 minutes I guess), someone guessed Scotland and that was her country. She proceeded to play a song for the class from her country, but instead of just hitting the play button on the computer, she actually played a guitar and sang an original song she wrote about Scotland. That definitely made her presentation stand out from the others. After that, she told us that the file wouldn't work correctly on the computer so she got out her I-Pad.
The last part of presentation was an animation (really cool, I know) which she drew by herself. She explained the animation with pictures of it through her I-Pad. Even after all this, her presentation came to about 15 minutes. One dude tried to make it better with "Don't worry, mine was 15 minutes." I chuckled at that.
The next dude who presented was again, another guy who I barely knew existed in this class. His country was Belgium and I got to say, he looked pretty spiffy (spiffy? Who came up with this word?). We got about half-way into his presentation and the bell rang.
That pretty much summed up the day. I wrote A LOT so be happy for that. I'll see you tomorrow.
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
Wednesday, April 6th, 2014 "You See What I'm Talking About."
Wednesday, April 6th, 2014
Week 35
Songs to Remember: 200% - Akdong Musician
A couple days ago my Geography teacher was talking about a student who he thought was full of leadership, a positive attitude, gets to class on time, and does all his work. That student was apparently me.
So because of how my cousin has spring break this whole week, I haven't really gotten the time to really write anything (and the fact that my mom makes me go to bed and that I stay up so late even though she continues to go on the computer while I'm in bed).
Today the school schedule was a bit wonky; the sophomores had to take a science test so that mean us freshmen, the juniors, and seniors get to arrive to school at 10:30 AM rather than 8:00 AM. For our school, Wednesdays are the days where we get to be released early, at 2:00 PM rather than the usual 2:56 PM. They decided to add an hour to our release time for today, for some ridiculous reason. I mean, even with that extra hour, the classes today were only 35 minutes long.
In second period (Biology), we continued what we were doing yesterday which was this group activity where we record notes on the lines of defenses of the immune system (like the epidermis, mucus, white blood cells, etc). I was painfully paired up with about 4 people who didn't really knew what they were doing.
One of them was a guy, the rest of em' were girls. The dude didn't really know what was going on and just zoned off kinda. One of the girls didn't show up today, so the other two girls were just chatting away at whatever they were discussing. It started off with cars or something like that, then the conversation turned to drama about her boyfriend and this girl who was sending nudes to him. The dude asked if he could view them. The pictures were "snap-chatted".
Thank goodness classes were only 35 minutes long, I wouldn't know what to do if it went on with them talking about things that can be taken so simple yet made complicated (like dramatizing relationship deception and cheating or something).
For physical education, since classes were short today, we picked out teams. Of course, I was picked somewhat close to last. There were only about 10 of us left so the teacher just called us up and asked us what team we wanted to be in. In the end, the teacher said it was only temporary and that these were like our practice teams.
Every morning at school, during the beginning of second period, they have people read the announcements and news over the loud-speaker. At the end of the announcements, they usually tell a joke or something. The jokes are always really corny and bad and when I mean corny and bad, I mean REALLY corny and bad. My Geometry teacher decided to get into the joke thing too.
My Geometry sometimes mention some jokes while he's teaching us. A couple days ago, he told us if he were to have a son, he'd name him "Perpendicular" (we were discussing perpendicular angles at the time). Why? Because he's going to be alright. Get it? Alright? Because perpendicular angles are right angles? You see what I'm talking about.
During Geography class, this girl (Am was my abbreviation for her name I think) came into the classroom during like the middle of class, saying that she forgot her pen. A person in my class was like "She came back for a pen?" Am was like "I also left my Brisk here too!" before she proceeded to go back to her class. I don't know, I just thought it was kinda funny. Kinda.
Tomorrow, about 4 or so people from my Geography class will be presenting thei PowerPoint thingy on their country. One of those people is Tn. Now, since she's been taking a different route when going home and that she sits across the classroom from where I sit, I haven't talked to her in about a month or so. Since, I haven't said anything in a while, I should just wish her good-luck on her presentation. But then she'll think that I'm still interested in her and would therefore further her view of my existence. I mean, come on. She doesn't even look at me when I directly hand her back her cross-word puzzle.
See what I mean? Anyways, I hope this was long enough to compensate for my lack of a better posts this week. See you tomorrow.
Week 35
Songs to Remember: 200% - Akdong Musician
A couple days ago my Geography teacher was talking about a student who he thought was full of leadership, a positive attitude, gets to class on time, and does all his work. That student was apparently me.
So because of how my cousin has spring break this whole week, I haven't really gotten the time to really write anything (and the fact that my mom makes me go to bed and that I stay up so late even though she continues to go on the computer while I'm in bed).
Today the school schedule was a bit wonky; the sophomores had to take a science test so that mean us freshmen, the juniors, and seniors get to arrive to school at 10:30 AM rather than 8:00 AM. For our school, Wednesdays are the days where we get to be released early, at 2:00 PM rather than the usual 2:56 PM. They decided to add an hour to our release time for today, for some ridiculous reason. I mean, even with that extra hour, the classes today were only 35 minutes long.
In second period (Biology), we continued what we were doing yesterday which was this group activity where we record notes on the lines of defenses of the immune system (like the epidermis, mucus, white blood cells, etc). I was painfully paired up with about 4 people who didn't really knew what they were doing.
One of them was a guy, the rest of em' were girls. The dude didn't really know what was going on and just zoned off kinda. One of the girls didn't show up today, so the other two girls were just chatting away at whatever they were discussing. It started off with cars or something like that, then the conversation turned to drama about her boyfriend and this girl who was sending nudes to him. The dude asked if he could view them. The pictures were "snap-chatted".
Thank goodness classes were only 35 minutes long, I wouldn't know what to do if it went on with them talking about things that can be taken so simple yet made complicated (like dramatizing relationship deception and cheating or something).
For physical education, since classes were short today, we picked out teams. Of course, I was picked somewhat close to last. There were only about 10 of us left so the teacher just called us up and asked us what team we wanted to be in. In the end, the teacher said it was only temporary and that these were like our practice teams.
Every morning at school, during the beginning of second period, they have people read the announcements and news over the loud-speaker. At the end of the announcements, they usually tell a joke or something. The jokes are always really corny and bad and when I mean corny and bad, I mean REALLY corny and bad. My Geometry teacher decided to get into the joke thing too.
My Geometry sometimes mention some jokes while he's teaching us. A couple days ago, he told us if he were to have a son, he'd name him "Perpendicular" (we were discussing perpendicular angles at the time). Why? Because he's going to be alright. Get it? Alright? Because perpendicular angles are right angles? You see what I'm talking about.
During Geography class, this girl (Am was my abbreviation for her name I think) came into the classroom during like the middle of class, saying that she forgot her pen. A person in my class was like "She came back for a pen?" Am was like "I also left my Brisk here too!" before she proceeded to go back to her class. I don't know, I just thought it was kinda funny. Kinda.
Tomorrow, about 4 or so people from my Geography class will be presenting thei PowerPoint thingy on their country. One of those people is Tn. Now, since she's been taking a different route when going home and that she sits across the classroom from where I sit, I haven't talked to her in about a month or so. Since, I haven't said anything in a while, I should just wish her good-luck on her presentation. But then she'll think that I'm still interested in her and would therefore further her view of my existence. I mean, come on. She doesn't even look at me when I directly hand her back her cross-word puzzle.
See what I mean? Anyways, I hope this was long enough to compensate for my lack of a better posts this week. See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Tuesday, April 15, 2014 "Postponed."
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Week 35
Songs to Remember: 200% - Akdong Musician
Alien Abduction is apparently available online right now, I died in Rust, my cousin and I are currently downloading MechWarrior Online, and I still have some more Facebook Gold I'd like to share.
But it's getting late so I'm going to have to postpone this all until tomorrow. I'll make sure to make it a long one. See you tomorrow.
Week 35
Songs to Remember: 200% - Akdong Musician
Alien Abduction is apparently available online right now, I died in Rust, my cousin and I are currently downloading MechWarrior Online, and I still have some more Facebook Gold I'd like to share.
But it's getting late so I'm going to have to postpone this all until tomorrow. I'll make sure to make it a long one. See you tomorrow.
Monday, April 14, 2014
Monday, April 14, 2014 "Fall Out of My Chair."
Monday, April 14, 2014
Week 35
Songs to Remember: Bounce - M.I.B
So I (kinda) forgot to write a post for yesterday. I was caught up playing Smite and Rust that I didn't have enough time to write anything.
There's a test tomorrow for Geography and it's on Latin America. I have no idea of where the countries are on the huge map of Latin America so I'm going to have to study my ass off if I even want to get a B.
Today we were starting the softball unit for physical education. The teacher explained most of the rules and that was it. I have never played softball before nor baseball. I think I did once for like one day back in elementary school, I'm not quite sure. Anyways, I have a never hit a ball with a bat on a playing field before.
Week 35
Songs to Remember: Bounce - M.I.B
So I (kinda) forgot to write a post for yesterday. I was caught up playing Smite and Rust that I didn't have enough time to write anything.
There's a test tomorrow for Geography and it's on Latin America. I have no idea of where the countries are on the huge map of Latin America so I'm going to have to study my ass off if I even want to get a B.
Today we were starting the softball unit for physical education. The teacher explained most of the rules and that was it. I have never played softball before nor baseball. I think I did once for like one day back in elementary school, I'm not quite sure. Anyways, I have a never hit a ball with a bat on a playing field before.
In 6th period, we were playing jeopardy in class with the questions having to do with Latin America. It's a fun way to review for the test tomorrow I guess. The teacher divided us up in 2 teams, boys and girls. The girls always win though, barely any of the guys participate. I'd participate, if I wanted to. The girls won in the end (obviously) and they won 5 extra credit points towards their test tomorrow. Now, that's something I desperately need.
This girl was texting this dude in class (which the teacher allowed) because the dude was trash-talking about the teacher (playfully of course). The teacher was like "Tell him he has a -1000 points on his grade with a couple of smiley faces" or something like that. The dude replied with "Bite me". Yes, yes he will.
In other news (hah, news. Is this really any news? Does this even can't as news at all?), that one girl who I've been messing with on ask.fm way back a few months ago, had answered a question regarding her "supposed" guy-friend I guess. Her "guy-friend" caused me some trouble back in 8th grade and I to this day, I have no idea how this girl has fallen for this dude. There is in no way possible that this can be explained to me.
The question she was asked was "Thoughts on Blank?" (I'm replacing his name with blank for privacy reasons). Her reply was: "Blank is senpai. I like his collarbones, babs, and jawline. His weaknesses are puppies and kittens. He cusses unnecessarily and calls everything retarded. The way he flirts makes me fall off my chair. He says he can never be mad at me, but I know he gets frustrated sometimes. He is really really smart and smells nice. He's quite comfortable to lay on and we take turns calling each other senpai. I try to refrain myself from judging his taste in music cough boyzndahood. He has these sudden bursts of self admiration which means his self esteem is really high which makes me want to ruin it. He gets scared really easily, too."
When I heard the part where she says how his "flirting" makes her fall out of her chair, I almost fell out of my chair and I wasn't even sitting on one. I didn't even knew that he knew how to "flirt", more or else that he even does it.
So yeah, this proves to me that love works in kinda weird ways. Very, weird ways. Very, strange, weird ways. Unimaginably strange, weird ways. Anyways, it's 10:26 PM right now and I'm going to stay up until 12:00 AM due to me having an excuse to (with the whole blood moon thing).
Take care, see you tomorrow.
Sunday, April 13, 2014 "Sorry I Couldn't."
Sunday, April 13, 2014
Week 34
Songs to Remember:
Sorry I couldn't
Week 34
Songs to Remember:
Sorry I couldn't
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Saturday, April 12, 2014 "Throwback to Notes."
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Week 34
Songs to Remember: Bounce - M.I.B
There's this girl right. She says she doesn't like anyone and I'm like "How could you not like anyone?" It's pretty simple actually, you just gotta not think about them. If you think about em' too much, it'll soon develop to this thing called a "crush".
Back in 8th grade, at like the start of the school year, I was like "You know what? I'm not gonna focus on girls this year,I'll just keep em' clear outta my mind." But there just had to be pretty girls in my physical education class and I soon started thinking about Ez, how she's my ideal girl.
I soon developed a crush on her and I even went as far as leave a couple notes for her. First of all, never leave notes. Notes are kinda if-y most of the time. The girl may thinks it's cute and that she has a secret admirer, or she may take you as a creepy stalker. Girls like to use the word "creepy" a lot. Trust me, I'm an experienced professional.
There were no lockers in my middle school, only for physical education class only. My middle school isn't like those schools you see in movies. Instead of it all being enclosed and having hallways indoors, my school is open entirely outside. We walk outside to our classes.
Since there were no lockers, what else could I do to get the note to Ez? I couldn't give it to her friend to give her because people just weren't reliable at that time. I couldn't give it to my friend to give it to her either because I did not want to mention about my love life to others as that kind of stuff spreads like a wildfire.
Instead, I left it on the bench where she and her friends hang out. She and I had physical education during 2nd period, which was right before break time. The locker rooms were right next to the area of where she hung out at so I was hoping for the best that'd no one else would see it and take it. So after physical education, I rushed out of the locker rooms to see what happens.
I walk near the area and see another girl pick it up. She's like "What the f*** is this" and shows it to another girl. Ez then heads to the bench and the girls are like "Oh, this note is for you." I didn't want to stay near that place for too long so I went ahead and went back to where my friends I hung out which was like right across where she hung out.
The next day I left another note, but this time it got taken (I think. Most likely). Anyways, a couple days after that, she and her friends headed to another area to hang out from then on. On the first note, I wrote "By the way, I'm in your P.E class".
To this day I don't know what she said about the note, whether or not she thought it was creepy or sweet "most likely both". I still don't know if this made her have a crush on Ty, the guy who she's kinda with as of today (since he was in our physical education class too).
I hope you enjoyed my little throwback to that moment back in 8th grade. I've been playing Smite all day with my cousin. I was actually having a hard time coming up with something to write about so it is. See you tomorrow.
Week 34
Songs to Remember: Bounce - M.I.B
There's this girl right. She says she doesn't like anyone and I'm like "How could you not like anyone?" It's pretty simple actually, you just gotta not think about them. If you think about em' too much, it'll soon develop to this thing called a "crush".
Back in 8th grade, at like the start of the school year, I was like "You know what? I'm not gonna focus on girls this year,I'll just keep em' clear outta my mind." But there just had to be pretty girls in my physical education class and I soon started thinking about Ez, how she's my ideal girl.
I soon developed a crush on her and I even went as far as leave a couple notes for her. First of all, never leave notes. Notes are kinda if-y most of the time. The girl may thinks it's cute and that she has a secret admirer, or she may take you as a creepy stalker. Girls like to use the word "creepy" a lot. Trust me, I'm an experienced professional.
There were no lockers in my middle school, only for physical education class only. My middle school isn't like those schools you see in movies. Instead of it all being enclosed and having hallways indoors, my school is open entirely outside. We walk outside to our classes.
Since there were no lockers, what else could I do to get the note to Ez? I couldn't give it to her friend to give her because people just weren't reliable at that time. I couldn't give it to my friend to give it to her either because I did not want to mention about my love life to others as that kind of stuff spreads like a wildfire.
Instead, I left it on the bench where she and her friends hang out. She and I had physical education during 2nd period, which was right before break time. The locker rooms were right next to the area of where she hung out at so I was hoping for the best that'd no one else would see it and take it. So after physical education, I rushed out of the locker rooms to see what happens.
I walk near the area and see another girl pick it up. She's like "What the f*** is this" and shows it to another girl. Ez then heads to the bench and the girls are like "Oh, this note is for you." I didn't want to stay near that place for too long so I went ahead and went back to where my friends I hung out which was like right across where she hung out.
The next day I left another note, but this time it got taken (I think. Most likely). Anyways, a couple days after that, she and her friends headed to another area to hang out from then on. On the first note, I wrote "By the way, I'm in your P.E class".
To this day I don't know what she said about the note, whether or not she thought it was creepy or sweet "most likely both". I still don't know if this made her have a crush on Ty, the guy who she's kinda with as of today (since he was in our physical education class too).
I hope you enjoyed my little throwback to that moment back in 8th grade. I've been playing Smite all day with my cousin. I was actually having a hard time coming up with something to write about so it is. See you tomorrow.
Friday, April 11, 2014
Friday, April 11, 2014 "This One is For You."
Friday, April 11, 2014
Week 34
Songs to Remember: Only Learned Bad Things - B1A4
Yeah, I don't wanna leave you girl, baby. This one is for you. I'll give you only one. And that's, anybody but me. This one is for you.
Just kidding; those are the lyrics to B1A4's "Only Learned Bad Things". I've been listening to it a lot this week. Also we've been doing the EXACT same thing in English class this past week. Reading, then watch the film version of the book. The book we're reading is "A Raisin in the Sun" by the way.
Second period in Biology, we had a test on HIV and AIDS and stuff. Little did I know that instead of coming up with questions or just take the questions from online stuff, he made it exactly the same questions as the pre-test we took yesterday. Yes, the test was the exact same as the pre-test. What a sneaky little-
Today was our last day playing table tennis before we have to change to softball or basketball next week, along with a new physical education teacher. I ended up with a B+ for this grading period in physical education (or "gym" class for some of you. I mean, does everything really take place in the gym?). A B+ in physical education is good enough for me (and my parents), considering I sit at my computer for a few hours everyday and only weighing about 100 pounds. Yes, I need to gain weight, but my metabolism is too strong.
In Geometry we had a test today as well. It wasn't that hard to be honest. Actually, nothing in Geometry is really hard. It's all about memorizing the formulas, that's all there really is to it. I signed up for Algebra II/Trigonometry for next year instead of just Algebra II. I looked in the class catalog and it said that Algebra II only required a "C" or better in Geometry to get in and I was like "This is some kiddie stuff. Only a C? I could do better than that." And so I went with Algebra II/Trigonometry because it required a "B" or high to get in.
Okay so as I was writing this, I saw a spider on the wall. I killed it (as I have a thirst for blood) and I felt kinda bad afterwards. I mean, I know they kill insects and stuff for me (like the mosquitoes and flying insects that magically appear in my room), but it showed it's presence to me and that kinda freaked me out. They just act like they pay rent, but they don't.
So as I was saying, 6th period was the only mildly exciting thing today. The cross-word puzzles that we were given to create (last week or so) was due today. I finished just in time and handed it in. Then, the teacher passed them out again, asking us to solve em'. He paired us up with a partner and I paired up with this girl who sits in front of me (like, right in front of me).
When he gave us the crossword puzzle, I was looked at the name and it said "Tn". I laughed so hard in my head. I was like "Oh, so this is how it is. I would get Tn's crossword puzzle." I looked at her handwriting and I was actually surprised at how small she wrote. I've seen a lot of girls' handwriting but this by far is the smallest I've ever seen. This was close to looking like Braille, yet it was so neat. How do you girls get this kind of handwriting?
Besides her handwriting, me and my partner got to work on the crossword. I could barely hear what she was saying. I think she's talked less in class than me and that's a first for me; usually I'm the one who never speaks. She was talking quieter than a whisper.
We got about one-third of the cross-word done before the bell rang. I walked out the door and I see Tn go left while I stay right. I looked back on how far I got with Tn and I got to say, I got a lot farther than I expected. It was first the fear of just saying Hi, then it was inviting her to come with me to the movies. With this, I've kinda gotten over my fear of saying Hi (kinda).
With this whole thing with Tn, I've kind of learned something and that is to never stare at a girl haha. Yeah, staring at a girl so that she'll notice you will work, but not in the way you intended. No matter what, you got to resist the urge to stare in her general direction. Now that's going to be another thing I'm adding to my rules of how to get by.
I think I've written a bit too much, but that's okay. I saw Ct today, but I she didn't seem to be in a very good mood so I didn't say Hi (and I thought I was over the fear of greeting people). Anyways, I'm lucky enough to be posting something today, I would've been caught up with playing video games. Anyways, see you tomorrow.
Week 34
Songs to Remember: Only Learned Bad Things - B1A4
Yeah, I don't wanna leave you girl, baby. This one is for you. I'll give you only one. And that's, anybody but me. This one is for you.
Just kidding; those are the lyrics to B1A4's "Only Learned Bad Things". I've been listening to it a lot this week. Also we've been doing the EXACT same thing in English class this past week. Reading, then watch the film version of the book. The book we're reading is "A Raisin in the Sun" by the way.
Second period in Biology, we had a test on HIV and AIDS and stuff. Little did I know that instead of coming up with questions or just take the questions from online stuff, he made it exactly the same questions as the pre-test we took yesterday. Yes, the test was the exact same as the pre-test. What a sneaky little-
Today was our last day playing table tennis before we have to change to softball or basketball next week, along with a new physical education teacher. I ended up with a B+ for this grading period in physical education (or "gym" class for some of you. I mean, does everything really take place in the gym?). A B+ in physical education is good enough for me (and my parents), considering I sit at my computer for a few hours everyday and only weighing about 100 pounds. Yes, I need to gain weight, but my metabolism is too strong.
In Geometry we had a test today as well. It wasn't that hard to be honest. Actually, nothing in Geometry is really hard. It's all about memorizing the formulas, that's all there really is to it. I signed up for Algebra II/Trigonometry for next year instead of just Algebra II. I looked in the class catalog and it said that Algebra II only required a "C" or better in Geometry to get in and I was like "This is some kiddie stuff. Only a C? I could do better than that." And so I went with Algebra II/Trigonometry because it required a "B" or high to get in.
Okay so as I was writing this, I saw a spider on the wall. I killed it (as I have a thirst for blood) and I felt kinda bad afterwards. I mean, I know they kill insects and stuff for me (like the mosquitoes and flying insects that magically appear in my room), but it showed it's presence to me and that kinda freaked me out. They just act like they pay rent, but they don't.
So as I was saying, 6th period was the only mildly exciting thing today. The cross-word puzzles that we were given to create (last week or so) was due today. I finished just in time and handed it in. Then, the teacher passed them out again, asking us to solve em'. He paired us up with a partner and I paired up with this girl who sits in front of me (like, right in front of me).
When he gave us the crossword puzzle, I was looked at the name and it said "Tn". I laughed so hard in my head. I was like "Oh, so this is how it is. I would get Tn's crossword puzzle." I looked at her handwriting and I was actually surprised at how small she wrote. I've seen a lot of girls' handwriting but this by far is the smallest I've ever seen. This was close to looking like Braille, yet it was so neat. How do you girls get this kind of handwriting?
Besides her handwriting, me and my partner got to work on the crossword. I could barely hear what she was saying. I think she's talked less in class than me and that's a first for me; usually I'm the one who never speaks. She was talking quieter than a whisper.
We got about one-third of the cross-word done before the bell rang. I walked out the door and I see Tn go left while I stay right. I looked back on how far I got with Tn and I got to say, I got a lot farther than I expected. It was first the fear of just saying Hi, then it was inviting her to come with me to the movies. With this, I've kinda gotten over my fear of saying Hi (kinda).
With this whole thing with Tn, I've kind of learned something and that is to never stare at a girl haha. Yeah, staring at a girl so that she'll notice you will work, but not in the way you intended. No matter what, you got to resist the urge to stare in her general direction. Now that's going to be another thing I'm adding to my rules of how to get by.
I think I've written a bit too much, but that's okay. I saw Ct today, but I she didn't seem to be in a very good mood so I didn't say Hi (and I thought I was over the fear of greeting people). Anyways, I'm lucky enough to be posting something today, I would've been caught up with playing video games. Anyways, see you tomorrow.
Thursday, April 10, 2014
Thursday, April 10, 2014 "There Really Was No Subject to Talk About."
Thursday, April 10, 2014
Week 34
Songs to Remember: Only Learned Bad Things - B1A4
Apparently it's national siblings day and here I am sitting in front of my computer with no brother or nor sister. Awesome, right? It is. Also, I just realized that my friend (she's a girl) at school looks just like the female version of CNU from B1A4. I cannot unsee the resemblance.
There was literally nothing awesome that happened today. First period, second period, third period, all boring. Though in 4th period today (physical education), it was pretty intense in table tennis. We first took a table tennis test, but it was so easy it was a joke. Everyone finished in less than 5 minutes. There was this one girl who took a few minutes longer than everyone else and we were all waiting for her. This one dude kept on looking at her and her test (after he was he was finished of course). I was like "Wow bro, rude much."
Since there were a lot of people absent due to some scheduling with band class, today was just like a practice day. We could choose whomever we wanted as our partner and we just went to a table and played. I pulled some MLG hits and dodges today in table tennis let me tell you that.
My Geometry teacher was so shocked by the test scores from the last test (the chapter was on volume and surface areas or pyramids, cones, cylinders, and prism) that he made us all re-take the test today. The test only consisted of 4 problems, but it was worth 20 points. The class average was only 12, that's like a D. I got an 18 out of 20 on the last test though so I could have opted out if I wanted. Instead I retook the test like everyone else and got a 19 out of 20 this time. 15 minutes of my life to get an extra 1 point on the test. Woohoo.
Oh, I watched the first episode of "Soul Eater Not!" last night. To be honest, I didn't expect it to be filled with that many females. I haven't even read the manga (nor will I ever) so what could I have expected?
There's this one girl whom I've been messing with on ask.fm. I've been saying Hi and asking her how her day was every day since like, last week. I got to tell you, it's pretty fun. It's fun up until the point where she calls you creepy, even though it's all anonymous.
I was gonna write more, but I kinda forgot what I was gonna say, plus I kinda got to do my homework (kinda?). See you tomorrow.
Week 34
Songs to Remember: Only Learned Bad Things - B1A4
Apparently it's national siblings day and here I am sitting in front of my computer with no brother or nor sister. Awesome, right? It is. Also, I just realized that my friend (she's a girl) at school looks just like the female version of CNU from B1A4. I cannot unsee the resemblance.
There was literally nothing awesome that happened today. First period, second period, third period, all boring. Though in 4th period today (physical education), it was pretty intense in table tennis. We first took a table tennis test, but it was so easy it was a joke. Everyone finished in less than 5 minutes. There was this one girl who took a few minutes longer than everyone else and we were all waiting for her. This one dude kept on looking at her and her test (after he was he was finished of course). I was like "Wow bro, rude much."
Since there were a lot of people absent due to some scheduling with band class, today was just like a practice day. We could choose whomever we wanted as our partner and we just went to a table and played. I pulled some MLG hits and dodges today in table tennis let me tell you that.
My Geometry teacher was so shocked by the test scores from the last test (the chapter was on volume and surface areas or pyramids, cones, cylinders, and prism) that he made us all re-take the test today. The test only consisted of 4 problems, but it was worth 20 points. The class average was only 12, that's like a D. I got an 18 out of 20 on the last test though so I could have opted out if I wanted. Instead I retook the test like everyone else and got a 19 out of 20 this time. 15 minutes of my life to get an extra 1 point on the test. Woohoo.
Oh, I watched the first episode of "Soul Eater Not!" last night. To be honest, I didn't expect it to be filled with that many females. I haven't even read the manga (nor will I ever) so what could I have expected?
There's this one girl whom I've been messing with on ask.fm. I've been saying Hi and asking her how her day was every day since like, last week. I got to tell you, it's pretty fun. It's fun up until the point where she calls you creepy, even though it's all anonymous.
I was gonna write more, but I kinda forgot what I was gonna say, plus I kinda got to do my homework (kinda?). See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Wednesday, April 9, 2014 "Let Me Know if You Change Your Mind."
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Week 34
Songs to Remember: Ways to Go (Grandtheft remix) - mihimaru GT
So I went to my English teacher and I said that I wanted to withdraw from the academy. He was like, "Sure. No problem." At the end he told me, "Let me know if you change your mind." That phrase will be one of the many phrases I will choose to be my Senior yearbook quote.
Yes, I withdrew from the academy. I thought it would be like a much a bigger process than this, but apparently it isn't. Luckily, my English teacher is also a teacher in the academy so having him getting me out wouldn't be much of a problem. It may also be the reason why I was accepted in the first place.
It got me thinking though if I wanted to be in. But on second thought, I'll just do foreign language classes instead. The only reason I could find that would want to make me join the E-Tech academy would be that my English teacher would be teaching me (along with 3 other teachers) in that class for 3 more years.
He's a really cool guy, probably one of my favorite teachers so far. He doesn't really teach, I mean, he doesn't give out homework at all really. We really just read and watch film adaptions of books, which is just fine by me. He also has an interesting attitude with a "I don't give a f***" mindset. He also curses sometimes and we all know a teacher is cool if they curse.
My English is kind of a role model to me. Oh, and the new "Soul Eater" anime is airing currently, called "Soul Eater Not!". I watched "Soul Eater" back in about 2009 and it's been my favorite anime since. I've been waiting for season 2, or at least something like a spin-off, and it's finally here.
I have a lot of stories about stupid people to tell, but that's for another day. Now that I don't have to worry about spending 3 of my high school years in an academy filled with 99.9% males, I got a whole less stress, but there's I still have a lot of stress. Anyways, see you tomorrow.
Week 34
Songs to Remember: Ways to Go (Grandtheft remix) - mihimaru GT
So I went to my English teacher and I said that I wanted to withdraw from the academy. He was like, "Sure. No problem." At the end he told me, "Let me know if you change your mind." That phrase will be one of the many phrases I will choose to be my Senior yearbook quote.
Yes, I withdrew from the academy. I thought it would be like a much a bigger process than this, but apparently it isn't. Luckily, my English teacher is also a teacher in the academy so having him getting me out wouldn't be much of a problem. It may also be the reason why I was accepted in the first place.
It got me thinking though if I wanted to be in. But on second thought, I'll just do foreign language classes instead. The only reason I could find that would want to make me join the E-Tech academy would be that my English teacher would be teaching me (along with 3 other teachers) in that class for 3 more years.
He's a really cool guy, probably one of my favorite teachers so far. He doesn't really teach, I mean, he doesn't give out homework at all really. We really just read and watch film adaptions of books, which is just fine by me. He also has an interesting attitude with a "I don't give a f***" mindset. He also curses sometimes and we all know a teacher is cool if they curse.
My English is kind of a role model to me. Oh, and the new "Soul Eater" anime is airing currently, called "Soul Eater Not!". I watched "Soul Eater" back in about 2009 and it's been my favorite anime since. I've been waiting for season 2, or at least something like a spin-off, and it's finally here.
I have a lot of stories about stupid people to tell, but that's for another day. Now that I don't have to worry about spending 3 of my high school years in an academy filled with 99.9% males, I got a whole less stress, but there's I still have a lot of stress. Anyways, see you tomorrow.
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
Tuesday, April 8, 2014 "Legs. Legs Everywhere."
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
Week 34
Songs to Remember: Seoul - B1A4
It was really warm and sunny today. My friend's comment about today is "Legs. Legs everywhere." I agree. Today was not only hot because of the weather, but because of all the skirts and shorts that girls were wearing, especially when they're short as Kotori Mizuki's skirt in the Japanese version of Yu-Gi-Oh! Zexal. Yeah, they're that short.
So first, second. and third period were so boring. It's the same thing everyday. First period, English, read some pages of this book, then spend last 10 minutes in class watching the film version. Second period, Biology, receive a lecture on this subject, do a work-sheet. Third period, Drawing, sit down, draw.
In 4th period, it was a bit more fun I guess. I didn't hold back and went all out in table tennis (yet still moved down tables). We started our singles tournament yesterday and now we're continuing them today. It's 4 people at a table, I play the other 3 people and they do the same. The 2 people with the most wins at that table move up, the other 2 move down. It was almost always a tie between me and like 2 other people at the table. The winner was decided by a rock, paper, scissors game (Like, come on).
6th was where it was at. There were 4 presentations today, all of which were close to being duplicates. The first presentation was on Kuwait. That person literally just read off her PowerPoint. The facts were so not in her own words. I mean, at least mine I didn't copy exactly, but to me, hers looked as though the details were too precise. The teacher asked her to summarize the Persian Gulf war, in which she did not "research" that. Like, come on. WE STUDIED THAT IN CLASS EVEN.
The second presentation was by this pretty girl, Js, whose was on Laos, which is located in Southwest Asia. Again, it looked like she just dragged and dropped the pictures onto the slide without even proper placement (because "ain't nobody got time fo' dat"). At the end she played a song from the country (literally. She pressed "play"), but was having some technical issues. She opened the file and it there wasn't any sound. She checked the computer's speakers, the Microsoft Media Player's sound, and the Mixer, but still no sound. After about 2 minutes, it played.
The third presentation was on Brazil and it was presented by Tn's friend. Again, it followed the same formula, no difference there. Then came the fourth presentation by this dude whom I've never really seen his face before, due to him sitting to the back-right of me. His was on Vatican City, but before he even started the presentation, he was having some technical issues. First off, some of his pictures were broken images and weren't showing. Second, the video he wanted to show at the end wouldn't play either.
I'm guessing it's the internet connection or something. Anyways, out of those 4 people, 2 of them gave out food, one being a Kuwait bread thing and the other being a Brazilian heavenly chocolate sprinkle cream cupcake thing. Oh my goodness, it was so good. The bread thing was meh. Also, Tn walked the other way. I hope you enjoyed my half-boring day, see you tomorrow.
Monday, April 7, 2014
Monday, April 7, 2014 "You Get What You Don't Want."
Monday, April 7, 2014
Week 34
Songs to Remember: Growl (Mellow Remix) - EXO
During first period, my teacher was passing out this small stack of paper. I was wondering what it was and he handed one to me. The first words I saw were "Congratulations Drew!" And I was like, "Oh no."
It was paper from the Engineering academy here at my school, saying that I was accepted. Now, there are about 3 academies at my school. They're basically these 3-year-long programs which don't really teach, but give you "hands-on" experiences in like, engineering or computer design or something. There are 3 academies, Engineering or "E-Tech" for short, Digital Business, and Travel & Tourism. They take up 1 elective slot for 3 years. In that one class, there are like 4 teachers.
Around 3 weeks ago (maybe 4), I was supposed to go to the school library and do an interview there (one interview for each academy we were "interested in"). I was kinda interested (emphasis on kinda) in both digital business and engineering so I did both the interviews. They asked me "On a scale of 1 to 5, how much to do you want to join?" I strictly said 3. I said 3! And here I am, receiving a paper of acceptance to the academy.
I didn't really think they would let me in, but judging from how they let this one kid who has like an D in my Geometry class in, I was kinda guaranteed in. I went to one of the academy classrooms before when my first period teacher (he's actually one of the teachers for the Engineering academy) took us to go vote for this mini-class competition the academy kids were having. There was literally NO GIRLS IN SIGHT.
Well, there goes my plan of how my high school classes are going to be. And if I'm taking this class, which takes up one big elective slot for the rest of my high school life, I better be getting some style points for my college entrance thingy. UC Berkley would look at my profile and be like "Uh huh, he did do this Engineering academy for 3 years ... but it doesn't really count towards college, so, NO ACCEPTANCE!"
School is okay, I don't really like school for the classes, but for the atmosphere and experience. You only go to high school for 4 years so might as well do as much stuff a high school-er can as possible. But having a class with the same people and the same teachers for 3 years is not gonna help, especially when it's all a male-fest there.
Now onto today. After I received that paper of acceptance, I sighed for the rest of 1st period, and 2nd, and 3rd, and 4th. I sighed a lot today. In 6th period, we didn't do much, just worked on this worksheet on the famous people of Latin America (When can we learn about Asia already?). Tn doesn't even walk my way anymore, She exits out the door, going left while I stay right. It's just like The Fray's song "How to Save a Life". As she goes left and you stay right ...
My day did brighten up a little bit. My 8th grade crush (who is now a friend I guess) said Hi to me. Not many times would I imagine someone noticing my existence. I love Hello's. I love Hi's. I like Hey's. I like Sup's. Those kind of things wake me up every once and a while.
So I hope this was long enough to make up for me not remembering to write a post for Friday and Sunday. Tomorrow there will be 4 people presenting for my Geography class so that will be something to talk about. One of the presenters is this girl I kinda like (Js), though given up on recently. She wearing a skirt today and I was like "Is she wearing a skirt? Is she wearing a skirt? She's wearing a skirt."
Sorry for being so creepy. I'll end the post now. See you tomorrow.
Week 34
Songs to Remember: Growl (Mellow Remix) - EXO
During first period, my teacher was passing out this small stack of paper. I was wondering what it was and he handed one to me. The first words I saw were "Congratulations Drew!" And I was like, "Oh no."
It was paper from the Engineering academy here at my school, saying that I was accepted. Now, there are about 3 academies at my school. They're basically these 3-year-long programs which don't really teach, but give you "hands-on" experiences in like, engineering or computer design or something. There are 3 academies, Engineering or "E-Tech" for short, Digital Business, and Travel & Tourism. They take up 1 elective slot for 3 years. In that one class, there are like 4 teachers.
Around 3 weeks ago (maybe 4), I was supposed to go to the school library and do an interview there (one interview for each academy we were "interested in"). I was kinda interested (emphasis on kinda) in both digital business and engineering so I did both the interviews. They asked me "On a scale of 1 to 5, how much to do you want to join?" I strictly said 3. I said 3! And here I am, receiving a paper of acceptance to the academy.
I didn't really think they would let me in, but judging from how they let this one kid who has like an D in my Geometry class in, I was kinda guaranteed in. I went to one of the academy classrooms before when my first period teacher (he's actually one of the teachers for the Engineering academy) took us to go vote for this mini-class competition the academy kids were having. There was literally NO GIRLS IN SIGHT.
Well, there goes my plan of how my high school classes are going to be. And if I'm taking this class, which takes up one big elective slot for the rest of my high school life, I better be getting some style points for my college entrance thingy. UC Berkley would look at my profile and be like "Uh huh, he did do this Engineering academy for 3 years ... but it doesn't really count towards college, so, NO ACCEPTANCE!"
School is okay, I don't really like school for the classes, but for the atmosphere and experience. You only go to high school for 4 years so might as well do as much stuff a high school-er can as possible. But having a class with the same people and the same teachers for 3 years is not gonna help, especially when it's all a male-fest there.
Now onto today. After I received that paper of acceptance, I sighed for the rest of 1st period, and 2nd, and 3rd, and 4th. I sighed a lot today. In 6th period, we didn't do much, just worked on this worksheet on the famous people of Latin America (When can we learn about Asia already?). Tn doesn't even walk my way anymore, She exits out the door, going left while I stay right. It's just like The Fray's song "How to Save a Life". As she goes left and you stay right ...
My day did brighten up a little bit. My 8th grade crush (who is now a friend I guess) said Hi to me. Not many times would I imagine someone noticing my existence. I love Hello's. I love Hi's. I like Hey's. I like Sup's. Those kind of things wake me up every once and a while.
So I hope this was long enough to make up for me not remembering to write a post for Friday and Sunday. Tomorrow there will be 4 people presenting for my Geography class so that will be something to talk about. One of the presenters is this girl I kinda like (Js), though given up on recently. She wearing a skirt today and I was like "Is she wearing a skirt? Is she wearing a skirt? She's wearing a skirt."
Sorry for being so creepy. I'll end the post now. See you tomorrow.
Sunday, April 6, 2014
Sunday, April 6, 2014 "It Won't Happen Again."
Sunday, April 6, 2014
Week 33
Songs to Remember: Seoul - B1A4
OK, so I was busy finishing making a crossword-puzzle with 35 words in a 30x37 square area. It was really hard and I was busy playing Rust and League. I'll write some more tomorrow, but now, I must sleep. So see you tomorrow.
Week 33
Songs to Remember: Seoul - B1A4
OK, so I was busy finishing making a crossword-puzzle with 35 words in a 30x37 square area. It was really hard and I was busy playing Rust and League. I'll write some more tomorrow, but now, I must sleep. So see you tomorrow.
Saturday, April 5, 2014
Saturday, April 5, 2014 "Grown-Up Things."
Saturday, April 5, 2014
Week 33
Songs to Remember: Trying to Be Cool - Phoenix
My dad was like "Son, I'm going to have to teach you about cars, little by little, like checking the oil, pumping gas," and my mom was like "Who do you think you are? Our son is only in the 9th grade, it won't be until 12th grade that he can drive himself."
Yeah, asian parents. I don't even have a phone yet and they're talking about cars. Oh, and my birthday is on December 5th if you didn't know. I'll be turning 16 then and I'll be getting my driver's permit I'm guessing. I'll also be eligible to apply for some small jobs like working at Target or something.
Working on a job is fine, applying for colleges is meh, but the scariest thing is driving a car. I don't know how people do it. I think that if I were to drive a car, I'd most likely crash into something. I mean, you're controlling a 4,000 pound vehicle going at speeds of over 30 miles per hour. One false move, like not turning the steering wheel fast enough to make a turn, can lead to like bad things.
And railings, don't get me started on freeways. People on highways and freeways driving at such high speeds with a bunch of other vehicles traveling at those speeds right next to you, I don't see how you cannot bump into them. And then there's concentration; you got to focus on the road, the brakes, the gas pedal, your speed, stoplights, stop-signs, cars around you, which lane to be on, and even your gps.
I don't know, maybe I'm just over-thinking. For some people, driving is like a 6th sense. I'll see if it's that scary once I'm able to obtain my license. Oh, and gas, paying for gas. Yeah that's going to be a pain in the-
Well I hope you enjoyed, I got to work on a crossword puzzle and math questions for which I have yet to start/finish. See you tomorrow.
Week 33
Songs to Remember: Trying to Be Cool - Phoenix
My dad was like "Son, I'm going to have to teach you about cars, little by little, like checking the oil, pumping gas," and my mom was like "Who do you think you are? Our son is only in the 9th grade, it won't be until 12th grade that he can drive himself."
Yeah, asian parents. I don't even have a phone yet and they're talking about cars. Oh, and my birthday is on December 5th if you didn't know. I'll be turning 16 then and I'll be getting my driver's permit I'm guessing. I'll also be eligible to apply for some small jobs like working at Target or something.
Working on a job is fine, applying for colleges is meh, but the scariest thing is driving a car. I don't know how people do it. I think that if I were to drive a car, I'd most likely crash into something. I mean, you're controlling a 4,000 pound vehicle going at speeds of over 30 miles per hour. One false move, like not turning the steering wheel fast enough to make a turn, can lead to like bad things.
And railings, don't get me started on freeways. People on highways and freeways driving at such high speeds with a bunch of other vehicles traveling at those speeds right next to you, I don't see how you cannot bump into them. And then there's concentration; you got to focus on the road, the brakes, the gas pedal, your speed, stoplights, stop-signs, cars around you, which lane to be on, and even your gps.
I don't know, maybe I'm just over-thinking. For some people, driving is like a 6th sense. I'll see if it's that scary once I'm able to obtain my license. Oh, and gas, paying for gas. Yeah that's going to be a pain in the-
Well I hope you enjoyed, I got to work on a crossword puzzle and math questions for which I have yet to start/finish. See you tomorrow.
Friday, April 4, 2014 "It's Like the 4th Time."
Friday, April 4, 2014
Week 33
Songs to Remember: 30Sexy - Rain
SO I forgot to write something for Friday. I'll admit, I was too busy playing League and GMod. I hope that you'll forgive me.
Week 33
Songs to Remember: 30Sexy - Rain
SO I forgot to write something for Friday. I'll admit, I was too busy playing League and GMod. I hope that you'll forgive me.
Thursday, April 3, 2014
Thursday, April 3, 2014 "Dream With No Pants On."
Thursday, April 3, 2014
Week 33
Songs to Remember: La Song - Rain
While every person who has band class at school is on like a field trip to Disney Land, I'm sitting here watching Running Man while door-to-door salesmen try to scam my parents into buying fake security systems (my parents always say no. Like, the dude came to the door at like, 8:50 PM. I don't see why he even tried to scam at this hour).
Anyways, I had a dream last night. It is probably one the most meaningful dreams I've had so far, due to me actually having a bit of knowledge on common dreams and this was kinda one of them. Kinda. Also I had some Toblerone right before I went to bed (a little too much Toblerone) which may have affected the vivid-ness of my dream.
So here it goes: it starts off with my being in like, Geography class. The classroom looked nothing like my Geography classroom, it looked more of like the P.E indoor classroom back in 7th and 8th grade. I was sitting next to Tn and the desks were in rows of 2 or 3 desks per row.
I realized I didn't have any pants on. My pants were down. I had underwear though, thank goodness. I also had socks on as well. There was a T.V hanging from the corner of the ceiling (like the ones they use in schools for like daily announcements and stuff). I saw that she was playing Pokemon Diamond on her Nintendo DS. In-game, she was in her pc box looking at her Pokemon. I was thinking about starting a conversation with her, like, "Nice Mamoswine".
Tn got out of her seat and moved to the front of the rows and sat next to her friend while inviting me over to come sit with her (she didn't say anything though, she did like a hand motion). Then I woke up. I also had a dream before that dream, where it was about Toy Story 4 (which has yet to come out) and the plot was that Buzz had to be catapulted exactly 400 times then stand in the shadows until nighttime. He also turns Woody into stone until nighttime.
So yeah, pretty weird dream. The pants part is the only part that actually makes sense to me. Having no pants in a dream is supposed to be the exposure of some aspect of your true personality that you wish to hide from the world. Yes, I did get that knowledge off an article.
And there was my dream from last night. Tomorrow I'll be busy playing some Rust and some MMORPG's. I'll see you tomorrow.
Week 33
Songs to Remember: La Song - Rain
While every person who has band class at school is on like a field trip to Disney Land, I'm sitting here watching Running Man while door-to-door salesmen try to scam my parents into buying fake security systems (my parents always say no. Like, the dude came to the door at like, 8:50 PM. I don't see why he even tried to scam at this hour).
Anyways, I had a dream last night. It is probably one the most meaningful dreams I've had so far, due to me actually having a bit of knowledge on common dreams and this was kinda one of them. Kinda. Also I had some Toblerone right before I went to bed (a little too much Toblerone) which may have affected the vivid-ness of my dream.
So here it goes: it starts off with my being in like, Geography class. The classroom looked nothing like my Geography classroom, it looked more of like the P.E indoor classroom back in 7th and 8th grade. I was sitting next to Tn and the desks were in rows of 2 or 3 desks per row.
I realized I didn't have any pants on. My pants were down. I had underwear though, thank goodness. I also had socks on as well. There was a T.V hanging from the corner of the ceiling (like the ones they use in schools for like daily announcements and stuff). I saw that she was playing Pokemon Diamond on her Nintendo DS. In-game, she was in her pc box looking at her Pokemon. I was thinking about starting a conversation with her, like, "Nice Mamoswine".
Tn got out of her seat and moved to the front of the rows and sat next to her friend while inviting me over to come sit with her (she didn't say anything though, she did like a hand motion). Then I woke up. I also had a dream before that dream, where it was about Toy Story 4 (which has yet to come out) and the plot was that Buzz had to be catapulted exactly 400 times then stand in the shadows until nighttime. He also turns Woody into stone until nighttime.
So yeah, pretty weird dream. The pants part is the only part that actually makes sense to me. Having no pants in a dream is supposed to be the exposure of some aspect of your true personality that you wish to hide from the world. Yes, I did get that knowledge off an article.
And there was my dream from last night. Tomorrow I'll be busy playing some Rust and some MMORPG's. I'll see you tomorrow.
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
Wednesday, April 2, 2014 "Recreational Time with Movies."
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
Week 33
Songs to Remember: Animals - Martin Garrix
I'm on spring break and there is nothing to do. Besides sitting at home and wasting away, watching Running Man, there's nothing really much for me to do. I play video games every weekend and there's never any new games to play (PlayStation only releases like 1 free game a month).
The only time I've actually gone out for recreational purposes is like, that time when I went to the movies to watch "The Lego Movie" and relax. I've only been to one birthday party and that was in the 2nd or 3rd grade.
There have been times where I've been invited to or invited others to join in to like, the movies or something. About a month ago (I think), a girl in my Biology class invited me to go with her friends out for some sushi. Being the little kitten I am, I didn't even say a yes or no. I just kept repeating to myself "I should, I should," over and over again. That kinda breaks one of my rules to getting by, the one where you got to make a decision, either a yes or no, and not a "Maybe".
The other was when I invited Tn to join my friends and I (which I was kinda lying at that time. I had not made any plans with my friends to go to the movies, but if she said yes, I would've begged my friends to come) to the movies for the weekend (which I asked her about a\a couple weeks ago).
She declined (kinda), being all like, "I don't know, I'm kinda lazy". I tried at least and I didn't act like a stuttering fool (much). After that event, I looked up some upcoming movies that would be showing in theaters soon. I found this movie called "Alien Abduction" (such a generic name, I know).
It's supposed to be a found footage film (you know, like Paranormal Activity). I've been waiting for a horror movie to come out (or at least a thriller) so that when the time comes, when a girl actually accepts my invite to go to the movies, the scary scenes would shock and distract her while I dothe cliche "put arm around her shoulder" technique. I don't know if she'll be that distracted, in that case, I'd bring some backup chloroform (jk).
I honestly did not know what to write about when I was thinking about what to write about when I was typing and it came down to me talking about recreational activities and movies. I think it turned out better than I expected.
Anyways, the alien movie comes out on April 4th (which is Friday) so I'm hoping my friend that I made on Facenovel (you know, Em) would like to come with me to watch people get abducted by aliens (in which she and I would probably enjoy). See you tomorrow.
Week 33
Songs to Remember: Animals - Martin Garrix
I'm on spring break and there is nothing to do. Besides sitting at home and wasting away, watching Running Man, there's nothing really much for me to do. I play video games every weekend and there's never any new games to play (PlayStation only releases like 1 free game a month).
The only time I've actually gone out for recreational purposes is like, that time when I went to the movies to watch "The Lego Movie" and relax. I've only been to one birthday party and that was in the 2nd or 3rd grade.
There have been times where I've been invited to or invited others to join in to like, the movies or something. About a month ago (I think), a girl in my Biology class invited me to go with her friends out for some sushi. Being the little kitten I am, I didn't even say a yes or no. I just kept repeating to myself "I should, I should," over and over again. That kinda breaks one of my rules to getting by, the one where you got to make a decision, either a yes or no, and not a "Maybe".
The other was when I invited Tn to join my friends and I (which I was kinda lying at that time. I had not made any plans with my friends to go to the movies, but if she said yes, I would've begged my friends to come) to the movies for the weekend (which I asked her about a\a couple weeks ago).
She declined (kinda), being all like, "I don't know, I'm kinda lazy". I tried at least and I didn't act like a stuttering fool (much). After that event, I looked up some upcoming movies that would be showing in theaters soon. I found this movie called "Alien Abduction" (such a generic name, I know).
It's supposed to be a found footage film (you know, like Paranormal Activity). I've been waiting for a horror movie to come out (or at least a thriller) so that when the time comes, when a girl actually accepts my invite to go to the movies, the scary scenes would shock and distract her while I dothe cliche "put arm around her shoulder" technique. I don't know if she'll be that distracted, in that case, I'd bring some backup chloroform (jk).
I honestly did not know what to write about when I was thinking about what to write about when I was typing and it came down to me talking about recreational activities and movies. I think it turned out better than I expected.
Anyways, the alien movie comes out on April 4th (which is Friday) so I'm hoping my friend that I made on Facenovel (you know, Em) would like to come with me to watch people get abducted by aliens (in which she and I would probably enjoy). See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, April 1, 2014
Tuesday, April 1, 2014 "April Fools' and Voices."
Tuesday, April 1, 2014
Week 33
Songs to Remember: I Like That - GLAM
So like, this girl actually talked to me on Facenovel and wanted to hang out with me. The sad part, is that it's April Fools' day. Haha, got you. Haha, ha, I was never really good at April Fools' day pranks.
I expected today to be filled with a lot of website changes, memes, and videos. The internet did not disappoint. Though I did get tired after a while and continuing to not trust any sources today.
My school is currently on Spring Break right now, so that means I don't have school for this week. It's a good time for it, I got to give them that. If they didn't have Spring Break for this week, who knows what could have happened at school. I mean, it's April Fools'.
Pranks, I never really did any pranks. At all. I watch pranks, I know pranks, but I don't do pranks. It's probably because of my fear for the consequences if I even attempt one.
Since I don't really have much to relate to April Fools' day, I'll talk about something I've seen today. So I was on Facenovel as usual and I saw that one of my friends (who was in my 6th grade class and has now moved to a private school) posted a song cover for one of her friends.
Turned out it was a rick roll (obviously). But the first thing I noticed was her voice. It was a lot deeper than I last remembered. Back in 6th grade, her voice was a timid kind of high but also average sounding voice (if that even makes sense). But now it's a more mature sounding girly voice and I like it.
People have regarded my voice as a pretty deep voice. There was that one time back in 7th grade where I was in my yearbook teacher's classroom during lunch time. Two girls I knew (from like, back in 6th grade) were in there working on something. One of them was like "Hi Drew" and I was like "Hi". Her friend commented "Whoa, he has a deep voice". She then quietly apologized a few seconds later.
I'm not sure if it's that deep, or if it just doesn't match my face or something. I've recorded myself singing (when my parents aren't home) and played it back, but even with hearing my own voice, I still can't tell if it's that deep.
Anyways, I'm really bored right now. Even while catching up on Running Man episodes, I'm still not entertained. Oh well, see you tomorrow.
Week 33
Songs to Remember: I Like That - GLAM
So like, this girl actually talked to me on Facenovel and wanted to hang out with me. The sad part, is that it's April Fools' day. Haha, got you. Haha, ha, I was never really good at April Fools' day pranks.
I expected today to be filled with a lot of website changes, memes, and videos. The internet did not disappoint. Though I did get tired after a while and continuing to not trust any sources today.
My school is currently on Spring Break right now, so that means I don't have school for this week. It's a good time for it, I got to give them that. If they didn't have Spring Break for this week, who knows what could have happened at school. I mean, it's April Fools'.
Pranks, I never really did any pranks. At all. I watch pranks, I know pranks, but I don't do pranks. It's probably because of my fear for the consequences if I even attempt one.
Since I don't really have much to relate to April Fools' day, I'll talk about something I've seen today. So I was on Facenovel as usual and I saw that one of my friends (who was in my 6th grade class and has now moved to a private school) posted a song cover for one of her friends.
Turned out it was a rick roll (obviously). But the first thing I noticed was her voice. It was a lot deeper than I last remembered. Back in 6th grade, her voice was a timid kind of high but also average sounding voice (if that even makes sense). But now it's a more mature sounding girly voice and I like it.
People have regarded my voice as a pretty deep voice. There was that one time back in 7th grade where I was in my yearbook teacher's classroom during lunch time. Two girls I knew (from like, back in 6th grade) were in there working on something. One of them was like "Hi Drew" and I was like "Hi". Her friend commented "Whoa, he has a deep voice". She then quietly apologized a few seconds later.
I'm not sure if it's that deep, or if it just doesn't match my face or something. I've recorded myself singing (when my parents aren't home) and played it back, but even with hearing my own voice, I still can't tell if it's that deep.
Anyways, I'm really bored right now. Even while catching up on Running Man episodes, I'm still not entertained. Oh well, see you tomorrow.
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