Tuesday, October 28, 2014 "My Schedule's F****d."

Tuesday, October 28
Week: 11
Sings to Remember: This is the Life - Two Door Cinema Club

        Well, my one of my uncles died. On the ride home from school, my mom was like "Hey, you know your 8th uncle right?" And I'm like "Yeah" and she's like "He died. Got a heart attack while in Las Vegas". And like, I didn't feel sad or anything, but it was just shocking how it was so unexpected.

        It was just a couple months ago I think when he stayed at our house for a couple days after driving my cousin back here to my house to stay for the school-year. And all of sudden he's gone. My mom said that he was her favorite brother too, he was the one she talked to the most. And umm, our family doesn't really deal with death all that often so everyone's not really used to the feeling. This morning I overheard my mom talking to my cousin about getting her a bus or cab or something to go back to L.A and I was like "Going back home already? What for". And well, now I know.

        Oh and by the way, my uncle was the dad of my cousin. They were really close. And now she's gonna have the stress of this family stuff along with traveling to and from L.A and here and with college and work. Really, really unexpected. He was pretty young too. Some things just happen real quick.

        Anyways, I'll probably see him in a dream soon since I talked to my grandfather in a dream once about a month after he passed. Pretty crazy. Or just a weird coincidence. I've also been having very little dreams for a while. I kinda miss those dreams.

        Sooo, I took the math test today and it was fairly difficult, due to the answers not being whole numbers. Why can't life just be filled with only whole numbers. Why can't life just be 42. Anyways, I'm sure I got a C+. Hopefully. Also the teacher's having us take another test tomorrow. It's like an English test combined with a math test 'cause we gotta explain stuff. This time she's counting it. Last time, everyone did pretty badly that she didn't count it. What makes her think that we'll do better on this one? She didn't even tell us what to study for.

        Oh and uh, we switched seats in Chemistry class yesterday. I now sit with a dude and Yn sits like, diagonally to the top left of me. Yue sits to the bottom left of where I sit. I'm sitting in the middle column again, and a bit closer to the board. Also apparently I don't "look" at Yn enough. She tells me on ask.fm (anonymously, although I could tell it was her 'cause of how she types) that she "Like like like like seriously likes me" and I play along and I'm like "Seriously, I like you too" and she's like "Liar! You don't even look at me enough" or something like that. And I'm just thinking like "Wha- that's breaking one of my rules of getting by (I think). Don't stare in class". I actually don't even remember if that's even a rule, but I've been there before on the staring in class stuff to get a person to notice, and they'll notice you alright.

        Also, don't assume that people from ask.fm are girls. That one anon who asked me to find them in my 5th period math class was like "maybe I'm not a girl" and I'm just like "Fuuuuuu, got my hopes up". I am now following my buddy's advice by "assuming everyone on the internet is a dude". Also, Yn asks me anonymously (I think it's her) that she likes me (she literally put the words "I like you") on ask.fm. I'm thinking it's her 'cause she's the only one so far who's been typing "you" as "u" for everything.

        So, I got  couple tests tomorrow, work, and studying to do. My old schedule had everything well setup. Now, my schedule is f****d. See you tomorrow.