Friday, May 20, 2016 "Changing Tides."

Friday, May 20, 2016
Week: 40
Songs to Remember; Collection - Kevin, No Other - Super Junior

        In the midst of writing all these letters to the KDT seniors, I got enveloped in the past events and experiences over the year, that I forgot all about how I'm getting fucked academically. It's like all my worries disappeared, for about, maybe 45 minutes, starting from beginning writing the letters, to remembering how I'm getting fucked.

        And no. I'm not done with the letters yet. It's 12:48 AM, unfortunately another KDT member got her letters accidentally thrown away by a parent. So uh, at least I'm not in this situation. Maybe. So anyways, Psych was just watching "Inside Out," for which I've already watched. My group still hasn't decided on a movie yet, so, I'ma have to wait 'till Monday to start watching.

        English was one of the more, how would you say it, cancer-causing classes. Of, probably the whole year. We prepared for a quotation explication for Monday, umm, it's not like we have the final in less than a week or anything. It's not like, we've had quizzes and tests this past week or so already. It's not like, we're on the verge of failing your class and you just keep on shoving us down under the water with all of this. It's not like, we're finished reading the godamn book yet.

        And so, uhh, yeah. I really, really do not like English. At all. Anymore, heh. My buddy Ec prepared admission to a community college for a summer courses, just in case he fails a couple of his classes. He suggested I do that too, so, in case I fail the final, or, it brings me to below a 68%, I got insurance. I'll be scheduling an appointment with my counselor on Monday to talk about this shit.

        Bio, no wait. After English there was the annual senior rally. Like, all classes sit down at the bleachers, the seniors sit on the track, there's like, events and whatnot, teachers congratulating some seniors with inhuman GPA's, and, teachers performing the Running Man challenge. Yep, what a time to be alive. One of students congratulated was to be going to Pacific University, of which I've heard about to be "different," but, not exactly top-tier. People groaned about it, like, "Aww man, you wasted opportunities." As in, why would she choose that university over others with that kind of GPA? Well, considering her GPA, she probably got a scholarship, so, probably no fees. As in, free college, which is pretty good to me.

        It was pretty cold today, unlike the first couple days of this week. Uhh, just, something to say. Bio was just me doing/ starting the AP Delight assignment, which was due today for extra points. Umm, I did not have mine's done, I am halfway done though. Halfway. I am hoping, that the teacher gives me the full 40 points on it. Hopefully our answers don't have to be too constructive or whatever. Like, please, I just need .8%. It's all I need.

        Lunch, there's definitely something going on. Not between me and Ek, but her and Jk and Ag. And maybe DrewN, but maybe Jk and Ag more. She was like "Why did they follow us here?" "Well, they migrated here." "Well, we'll just migrate back to the lockers!" Yeah I knew her excuse yesterday or something to be kinda pointless. I'm not sure why she doesn't want to be around Jk and Ag. Not sure. And, neither do Jk nor Ag have any idea that Ek sorta dislikes them right now. Hopefully, this is just a temporary thing.

        History, where we gambled by shooting a ball through a basketball hoop in the hopes of getting a larger piece of paper to write on as our cheat-sheet for the final. We settled after we won once, only because we all knew that it would be due at the end of the period. The teacher distracted a lot of people with vines of animals, dogs, cats, etc. And so, he made it due Monday. I essentially rushed, for nothing. We, rushed for nothing. But it's all good, 'cause I don't like doing stuff at home anyways.

        And finally, Chinese, where, I don't know if I ever stated this before, but, I've grown accustomed to my group. Remember when I said I didn't really like it? Like, sorta hated it? Well, as usual, I grow comfortable and boom, I fit, In. Like a puzzle piece. Not sure if we're moving seats on Monday, hopefully not, hopefully, yes. Either ways, I turned in the group final project today, I got nothing to worry about for Chinese, until, next year. Well, technically August but you get what I mean.

        So, it's 1:14 AM, I am 1/3 of the way finished with these letters. My cousin, from the looks of it, from his Snapchat stories, looks to be having fun uh, hanging out with his friends on a trip to Universal Studios. One said that he was up, playing Melee at 3:00 AM, so, not sure if it's like a school thing, or, like, a non-school thing. I'm not even sure if his parents let him go out freely like this (I mean really, Melee at 3:00 AM). I guess things have changed.

        And since he doesn't have his PC with him, he's probably somewhere else, I'll call him tomorrow. Sooo, yeah. It feels, weird to be mature. I'm not sure how I feel about all this change. On one hand, I've grown closer to those I didn't think I'd be. On the other hand, I grew distant from those who I have been. I'm hoping to fix that. See ya.