Saturday, August, 1, 2015 "Hype, Anxiety, Excitement."

Saturday, August, 1, 2015
Week: 50
Songs to Remember: Nillili Mambo - Block B

        School starts in a f***ing week and a half! Fuuuuuu! Even though this is building up anticipation, I really don't feel it right now, more so pressure than anticipation. Pressure? I meant anxiety.

        And now I'm all sweaty after a couple of League games. Intense League games, okay? Anyways, I just realized it's Saturday (well, now it's technically Sunday as I publish this post). On Monday, I'm gonna have to get to school early to get a copy of my schedule. The way they do schedules here at the school is not very efficient in my opinion.

        They don't mail you, email you, anything on your schedule. You either have to go pick up a copy of it around a week before school (Monday and Tuesday right now for pick-ups), but these copies don't even contain the names of teachers, room numbers, or period numbers on 'em. It's basically to confirm that you have the right classes you want. By the way, this is entirely optional. If you want your full schedule, they have you pick it up on the first day of school, and not at the office, library, or cafeteria, no, they have assigned classrooms to hand out schedules.

        You gotta find your designated classroom (assigned alphabetically) to pick up your schedule, might be problems on it because you didn't get to see the final version, maybe have to waste the first day of school, getting seating, attendance, etc, just because of a f***ed up schedule, and unable to do anything about it. Oh and the lines for the counseling office to change stuff on schedules? Pretty f***ing disorganized. Last year there were staff members who told us that they weren't doing schedule changes right now (even though on the forms we were sent, it said that counseling offices were available at that time). Not sure why this is so inefficient.

        Now that I got that s*** off my mind, there's some s*** on my mind about college. My mom wants me to go to a college near where we live (well, at least in California). Why? Costs, pretty much, and most of all the "best" colleges are in California so. Yeah. UCLA and SJSU are the ones I'm considering. Why? Well I originally wanted to go to Berkeley, but, soon discovered their wanted GPA's are around 4.0 and up. Yeah, I have a 3.4 right now, somewhere around there. Not looking so good for Berkeley.

        I was a little bit hesitant about SJSU, even though my cousin goes there (this year's her last year before she graduates. She's taking drawing and stuff). But today, on that little bar on the right of Facebook where it has like, related groups that your friends are in, it had the SJSU Class of 2019 there, and who was in that group? Yue and that girl I met at that charity dance thing back in March. I was like "Holy hell" because I thought maybe Yue went back to Malaysia for good and planed to go to college there.

        But no, guess she only went back to visit, because I now she's apparently going to SJSU. So if I do choose to go to SJSU, I might be able to meet up with her again in my freshman year, when she's a Junior.Not really sure what she's gonna be majoring in. Hmmm, anyways, oh s***, almost forgot about this crazy hype s*** that made me write those beginning lines of this post. Yn. She messaged me today! She started off with "drew~~~" with those squiggly wavy lines.

        She got back from Vietnam a week ago I think. She didn't do that much, she just was a little homesick I guess. At this time (she messaged me around 6:00 PM or something), as we were going through how our summer's been, I realized "F***ing s***, I got nothing to say". She didn't really have much to say either. And now, the new series is premiering a week and half from now.

        Does this s*** build hype? Yes it does? Am I also a bit scared? Yes. Should I be? Ehhhh, probably with all these classes I got, heh. Am I excited? Yes. That is why this series is hopefully going to be one of the best. See ya.