Monday, August 24, 2015 "Up and Down."

Monday, August 24, 2015
Week: 3
Songs to Remember: Unravel - TK

        It's been pretty tiring these past few days and I know that it's just gonna get even more tiring later on. All my buddies have been keeping me up, but all this work is just trying to hold me down.

        And I don't like to use the word depressed. It's a very strong word in my opinion, should only be used if you really mean it. It's a lot heavier than just "sad" or "tired". So yeah. I'll just get on with it.

        Psychology is just a lot of reading. The teacher just had us do notes, pretty much it. Now I gotta study and do notes for the test next week. And I would do these notes now, if it weren't for it being 10:45 PM. *sigh* I also got a poster that's due Friday, I started planning how it's gonna look. Took a lot longer than I expected it would.

        English is really just shit, man. We gotta participate for points, as in, raising our hands to comment or answer questions. Fucking shit, man, I gotta be forced to participate. Anyways, thank god there ain't much work, just discussions really. Also on Thursday, we'll be in the theater for Junior orientation, where they give us paper to recycle afterwards and a lecture on college and all that. It's not like we haven't had this before in the previous years, we know who our counselors are. And gladly it takes up Thursday's class time for English.

        Biology, what a huge amount of work, compared to my other classes. It's kinda, yeah. A lot. Umm, so today we did a bootleg lab involving breaking a lot of toothpicks. I'm talking a lot of 'em. Just to show examples of enyzmes breaking down shit. And uh, yeah. I'm still at the same lab table with Bl, and yes I just gave him a name. Because I guess I'm staying in 3rd period Bio, so, Bl's gonna be a supporting character here only. Still a character though.

        Honors Precal. I have no problem so far... besides proofs. And tomorrow, there's a test already, and guess what's gonna be on it? Proofs. Even Ek messaged me on Facebook asking for help 'cause she's struggling with it too. Even her teacher says it's difficult (she has a different, less hardcore, teacher for math) and can barely solve some of em'. Proofs, they're just kinda impractical in my opinion, for jobs and such. No one's gonna ask you to name the property of this addition axiom. In 90% of jobs, anyway.

        For lunch, I was walking to the lockers, to see if Ek or Ag were there. On the way I said Hi to Jk, we then walked over to the lockers together. But no, Ek, Ag, nor Jv was there. So, we walked around the L building, and after that, we went back to the lockers, and finally we found 'em. And uh, that was my lunch. Also during break I saw Em, but didn't put much effort into going to her and just saying Hi. Only now did I realize that she ain't going to be here at school for long (I forgot she's in the process of moving). I'm like "Damn, I'm seriously fucking stupid".

        SSR, read more about drugs, and then there was US History. Notes, notes, notes on notes, 'cause I pen fat notes. All it was. Literally. And finally, Chinese. We kinda just, had people write Chinese characters on the board, from our vocabulary, and uhhh, that's pretty much it. Oh and another detail, as we were coming though the front door to sign in on the attendance sheet, I overheard a girl mistaking this anime wall-scroll (apprently there's an anime wall scroll now in the classroom) for YuGiOh, when the anime was not even close.

        Okay, so I don't know the anime either, but from the art style, it's an oldie. Like, 90's anime. And uh, in no way does it resemble any character from YuGiOh. Like, what makes you think it's YuGiOh? Hmmm? Anyways, just a little detail, I didn't mean to act like a Le Reddit Army. Umm, yeah.

        I like how it's different from last year, I feel more uncontained. I get people who say Hi to me everyday, from this one girl in my US History class (who was in my 9th grade English class and had homeroom with in 8th grade), to Jc, to Ad, to Ek, to Ag, to Jv, and to Bd when I walk to the back of the school from Chinese class.

        Definitely brings my spirit up even after the fact that I'm kinda prisoner to all this work right now. I'm sure everybody is, not sure how they're managing, but uh, it's really heavy on my right now, much different from anything I've experienced before. Even Yn stopped messaging me as often. Haven't heard from her for a while, but she said her classes were fun so... Yeah. Just wanna say, getting a good night's sleep is bullshit, everybody knows it, ya can't finish all your work before 10:00 PM, including minimal breaks and things such as bathroom, dinner, shower, etc.

        So until tomorrow, see ya.