Thursday, December 4, 2014 "Wa, I Don't Feel Different."

Thursday, December 4, 2014
Week: 16
Songs to Remember: Wa - Atomic Kiz

        Let the Facebook wall posts begin! I now just realized why am I even excited for my birthday. I mean, nothing really happens. I mean, I don't even get my job advancement yet? I do get eligibility for driving now, level 16 and above, though I don't look forward to that.

        One of my buddies' (the one from tutoring) been messaging me on Facebook on stuff that I like. He said he was thinking of what to make for birthday and I was like "A card's fine, I'm not asking for much". Like really, I don't even know what I want anymore, heh. He asked me what my favorite color was and I was just thinking like "Oh god, what if he paints everything green" like in that one epsiode of "Viva LA Bam" where Bam paints the whole house blue after he asked Phil what his color was. That'd be pretty cool though for someone's birthday. You'd ask then what their favorite color was and have everything be that color for them for the day.

        So yeah. I'm 16 now. I don't feel different. Actually, I feel like I have more responsibility now and that kinda scares me. Enough to make me  roll into a ball and  pull the covers over my head  and be like "Noooooo". Also my mom apparently doesn't want me to take naps. I'm tired from school for 8 hours everyday and I take a break and she's like "What're you taking a nap for? You don't get enough sleep?" I don't know, maybe because I'm tired from waking up at 7:00 AM and engaging into forced thinking for 8 hours and try to act like I care. Also it's very hard for me to take naps while dad is calling my name all the way from his room (he's always been doing this, even since I was little. Arguably, I still am).

        Last night I was dreaming and in my dream, I woke up knowing I was dreaming. Basically I was dreaming myself knowing that I was dreaming. Pretty crazy stuff. That shows me I dozed off hard, which is good. Also the dream involved an R.C missle fired from a rocket launcher, which got stuck in a spider web and the captain had to use the rift button to create a rift to get it out. It brought upon a giant spider. Very crazy dream. Also, my chem teacher's back and oh my god, I just remembered this one joke he told in class. It seriously made me lawl.

        We were talking about why having a daughter would be bad 'cause you gotta teach em' the dangers and stuff or something. We asked him what would he do if he had a daughter and what'd he do to prevent her from dating douches. He was like, and I quote, "I got guns, ain't afraid to use em', don't mind going back to jail". OH MY LAWD, now that was great. That f***ing made my day, I even had to write it down so I didn't forget it and I remembered how I had this page in my binder that I kept for writing down stuff like this. But seriously, that was great.

        Oh and best buddy informed that the district was going to let him stay I guess. They're pretty lazy to do anything currently about all this so he was like "Aight". I guess we'll have to wait until after Christmas break to be sure of it, but right now, he's staying so that's pretty baller. And uh, I took the teat today, the chapter 6 test. I asked my girl buddy about the teat and she said "Oh, I didn't even finish" and I was like "Aw s***, looks like I gotta go hard on this". My strategy became to do as many easy ones as I can and then focus on the longer ones so as to maximize the amount I'd get done if I were to run out of time. I did finish actuly, besides the last question which would take a while since it had two parts, but, hopefully I did well. It wasn't too long, just that the questions were fairly tedious.

        And for some celebrity gossip (well at least in my social circle), my other buddy whom I met in KDT broke up with this one girl. She's a junior and he's a freshman so, this was iffy at the start anyways. Her online persona's pretty s****y, or should I say, the way she acts online isn't great for everyone to hear. Then she says on her ask.fm that she's "done with dating". And I'm giving about a month and then it's another one. Proceed with the Facebook statuses involving male pronouns please. You have no idea how many times I see that.

        Sooo, I think I'll be getting some rest now. Umm, yeah. Big special on Saturday. Right now, it's eh. See you tomorrow.