Monday, September 19, 2016 "Stacking."

Monday, September 19, 2016

Week: 7

Songs to Remember: The Eye - Infinite

        For starters, I wrote the wrong date today, putting the 18th instead of 19th. Also, things have been picking up the pace and stacking up rapidly for me.

        Dance, this whole week is just testing, testing, and testing. Today was testing on our spins, of which I think I got a B on, I'm too afraid to look, heh. Math, we uh, did some practice shit and then work. Tomorrow there's a group quiz and how the teacher's gonna have it is that she's gonna pick 2 of our papers and grade them, out of our group, and that'll be the score for everybody. She justifies that it won't be as easy as we'd think because like, ya know, we only have our minds to use.

        Little does she know that a dude in our group's pretty good at this math shit so, let the carry begin. Break, I turned in the club minutes shit paperwork, still gotta do one more piece of paper, and uh, yeah. Digital Art was just me working on the Angry Birds design project, nothing much else. English, we instead went to the cafeteria to listen this dude who was running for congress. I liked him, his ideals were nice, but it did really seem like he was just recruiting youths to help him in his campaign. Yeah you get a nice letter of recommendation, only gotta do at least 3 hours a week of volunteer work for 7 weeks, but like, seems kinda ehhh.

        Lunch was just the usual, giving updates to the cast about the Pr shit. I found out that the "exclusive" snaps that she sends to me sometimes aren't always exclusive. For example, the last one she sent me tonight said "Gn streakers." That plural meant something, meaning, she probably got a bunch of other people that she's trying to keep a Snapchat streak with. And to think I was special, heh. Nah I'm just kidding, but like, I finally got to follow her on her Instagram with my incognito Instagram account, and uh, yeah I don't like what I see.

        I think it's a lost cause right now and I don't think I'll try as hard to do some nice-ass selfie snaps anymore. Just, let it be. In the meantime, I had 5th period Government today, in which, we did a test. That was it. And finally Chinese, where we had to write shit on the board and whatever. After school was a dance workshop for Astro's "Hide and Seek." I do get the moves, I just can't do 'em fast enough accurately. Also I couldn't keep myself in a straight line so that kinda bummed me out like "Damn what's wrong with me." I also was really hot, like, I know it was 90+ degrees today, others were hot too, it was a humid kind of hot, but, I was sweating and like, I just did not feel comfortable practicing, nor was I looking forward to being recorded.

        So I made an excuse to leave early, about an hour early. Anyways, Skype call with my cousin with updates, optometrist appointment on Saturday fucking morning, and, oh yeah. There was this dude, he was pretty "smoll" and, just, lit up when they played GOT7's "If You Do." I'd say he wasp probably a freshman, didn't say anything, and just tore up. And I'm like "Can you uh, can you play 'Drip Drop' for me?" Like, I know I shouldn't be like this, but the competitive drive in me just can't stand by this. And so, gonna attempt to learn Infinite's "The Eye," just like when I learned Taemin's "Drip Drop." It's just gonna be like that. I can't have people upstage me like that, even when it wasn't even directly targeted at me in any way, nor was it hostile or whatever, even if it was for fun.

        And it's not to, be hostile, just, a chance, an opportunity, motivation, for me to excel, and say "I can improve upon myself with this." Anyways, it's 12:05 AM now, tired, sweaty, hot, see ya.