Wednesday, April 23, 2014
Week 36
Songs to Remember: I Got the Feeling - Bigstar, Only Learned Bad Things - B1A4, Thinking of You - Bigstar,
There is exactly 30 school days left. There's also a lot I got to talk about and if this post isn't long enough, so help me-
Starting off, I had a bad dream last night. I wouldn't call it a nightmare, it was just really depressing. I can't remember some of the other parts of the dream, but what I do remember is that Tn was in it. In my dream, she posted a video on YouTube with the title being "Why I'm not into guys" or something like that.
The thumbnail for the video looked like one of those cliche teen vlog thumbnails. I actually don't remember what happened in the video. I remember a part where she got in this dude's convertible with buddies of his and just drove off. Whether that part was the video or not, I don't know.
When I woke up, I felt really depressed, like really depressed. Whatever happened in that dream probably hit me hard in the feels.
Now to real life, today I got into some gnarly (gnarly?) debates on fruits and vegetables. For Biology class, we started our Unit on Plants today (why we didn't start this earlier, I'll never know). Our teacher gave us worksheets telling us to classify if something is a fruit or not. Apparently, green beans are "botanically" a fruit, but we use them as vegetables. Like, what the f***? Even I'm confused on what I just said.
Skipping 1st and 3rd period (as nothing really ever happens in those classes, much), I think I did pretty well in softball today. My team is so far undefeated. Yes, even I'm surprised. I actually caught a ball today so that was cool. Yes, I caught a ball that was thrown to me in sport. That doesn't happen very often for me.
Oh, and I almost forgot about 6th period. Yesterday, there were 4 people who did their presentations. The first person up was this girl named Cl (not the K-Pop rapper), who did her presentation on Costa Rica. It ... okay I guess. She did bring cake though, I'll give her that.
The next person was this dude who is also in my Biology class. He asked me about a week ago some advice on doing the presentation. He looked pretty nervous. This girl next to me was like "You look nervous". In his head, he'd probably be like "Oh, I look nervous huh? Maybe because I am!" His presentation was on China, and I was like "Oooooh, that's a big one".
He did pretty well in my opinion, I mean, it was very informational. And I mean very informational. Literally, walls of text. The teacher said that he should have worked better on the attention-getter, as the rest of it was "depressional". I was like "Oooooh, now that was low".
The next person to go up was this dude whom I've never seen in the class before, due to him sitting in the far back to the right of classroom. His presentation was on the Philippines. His presentation was very factual actually. I learned a couple things from his presentation, like how many Filipino people have Spanish last names due to something with Spain and stuff so that was cool.
Then there was this girl who the teacher always teases about. Her presentation was on Ethiopia, which is located in Africa. She didn't have a PowerPoint though, she did this one big poster with facts and stuff on it. The bell rang when she was showing this board game she made and we all got up and went for the food.
Some kind of Chinese candy was passed out from the dude who did his on China and cake was given out from the girl who did her presentation on Costa Rica. Not the best cake in my opinion, I give it a 5/10, would probably not eat again.
That was the presentations from yesterday, and since some did not have enough time (or simply did not have it done), they were presenting there's today. One of those people was this dude who kinda talks a lot and got in trouble with the teacher once from not wanting to move to his new assigned seat. I did not expect him to do his presentation, let alone dress up for it. This one girl said he looked "spiffy" and I was like "I haven't heard someone use that word in AGES".
His was on South America, and that was about it. It was okay I guess. The next dude was this one dude (I say dude a lot) who is in a lot of my classes. His was on Uruguay, which is like in South America. The guy is a very out-going guy, who likes to comment on a lot of stuff and is also positive and confident all the time. His presentation was very ... enthusiastic. It was okay I guess.
Now that I'm done talking about presentations, I'd like to talk about this one thing and it's about Tn. Her friends (like, 2) in our 6th period class keep on teasing her about me and stuff. I've heard it multiple times and it is so ANNOYING. That one time where she was talking about a "drew" who is annoying; WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS?
There is no need to tell your homies about someone inviting you to hang out at the movies and have them tease you while blatantly doing it out loud where the other person can discern it a mile away. By the way, I just used the word discern and I've never used it before in my life. My vocabulary is growing by the hour.
Anyways, being immature in the way she is by avoiding and ignoring me, like walking the other way and changing her usual routine and stuff, just to not be involved in my life is not worth my time. And therefore, she is now a lamp. An object in my life for where there is no reason for concern. So f*** you. I don't mean it really, I just mean it about half-way, like a 5/10 f*** you, not a full one.
And then there's this girl, you know, that one girl who hangs out at my locker-err, the girl who used to hang out at my locker, Ct. I continually said Hi to her on ask.fm and asked her how her day was and how she was doing. She thought it was very caring I guess, and got kinda sick of it after a while. She asked why I was saying Hi to her online but not in real life.
That is a question I ask myself everyday. Okay, I lied, more like once every month or week or so. I told her I never see her at school. She told to "find" her and that it'd be nice to meet me. Well, it ain't that easy finding one person out of, I don't know, 3000 people. She gave me her permission to stalk her so if she calls me creepy, I have evidence.
I went out of my way during lunchtime today and walked to the places where I saw her a few times before. I didn't find her. Oh, and this girl has some emotional problems, I swear. They're even worse than mine.
She goes on Twitter everyday and tweets about how she feels bad and stuff and some more depressive things about how she's feeling. For example (I actually have a lot of examples), she posts "u fucked me over so bad", "my body is so weak", "how can other people like me if i don't even like myself", and "i am so lost".
Yeah, she really is lost. And how could she expect anyone to like her if she doesn't even like herself? STOP WASTING PRECIOUS TWITTER MEGABYTES ON YOUR TWEETS. I'm going to go find her and give her a piece of my mind. Seriously, I want to know what she has going on in her head.
And uh, about two days ago, on Monday, this girl whom I added on Facenovel who is a special ed student at this school messaged me and was like "Hi Drew". I replied back and she was like "How was your Easter?" I was like "Oh it was good." and stuff, and then she told me to have a nice day and I thought was very caring as no one told me to have a nice day since ... well actually I don't remember a time when someone told me to have a nice day.
Another story involving April 20th, was today when I was walking to where Ct supposedly hangs out at and this group of dudes walked by me and were like "You wanna buy a brownie?" I simply said "No thanks" and kept on walking. Why would anyone want to sell brownies when it's this close to 4/20? Like, I ain't having any weed brownies today. No sir. Say no to drugs kids.
It's like that mailman from Drake & Josh when Josh said "Have a nice day" and the mailman was like "Don't tell me what to do". Ahh yes, those were the days. So anyways, this post turned out a bit longer than I thought. I hope this made up for the lack of posts on Monday and Tuesday. I think I'll talk about video games or something tomorrow. Until then, see you tomorrow.
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