Thursday, April 24, 2014 "100% Chance of Bad and Great Timing."

Thursday, April 24, 2014
Week 36
Songs to Remember: Life is Beautiful (Hellberg Remix) - Deadly Premonitions OST

        The search is over. I finally found Ct after the course of 2 days. I was walking to my locker and -boop, there she was with her sweater and stuff. The timing couldn't have been better.

        Before that though, I was in 1st period English and our teacher was out (again), so we had a substitute. He was pretty old guy, wearing a suit and fedora. Awesome, I know. At first, he said that we were to just continue working on writing down notes for "A Raisin in the Sun", the book we're reading. But just then, someone came in and handed him a paper and he's like "the plan just came in". What great timing, I know.

        Other than having that being technically a "free" period, Biology wasn't very exciting either. 2nd period was just the class divided up into groups and had us draw plant cells from what we saw under a microscope, which basically consisted of many many circles.

        After 2nd period, I was hoping to find Ct as her 2nd period is just right below my class (my class is on the 2nd floor of this building). But no, too many people. I also barely remember what she looked like. I walked kinda slow to my locker and about 10 feet from it, I saw Ct walking up to her friends, who were also standing in front of my locker.

        I went up to her and I was like "Hey" and she was like "Hi". I asked her how she was doing and she just pointed to her friends. I guess she misheard me and thought I was saying "What are you doing". I need to talk louder. Louder than what I consider loud in my head.

        Without wasting anymore time, I just straight up asked her "So, you said you wanted to meet me?" (she said that it'd be nice to meet whoever was sending her messages on ask.fm. Ya'll know how it went). She was kinda in awe I guess, I didn't get the reaction I was hoping would happen. I also forgot to say "Disappointing, I know" because it sounds funny and light.

        So there was like 2 full seconds of her just being in awe and to be honest, I'd be in awe too. Or creeped out. Whichever is more exciting. Then she was like "So you're the guy who's been sending me those messages on ask? or something like that. I just nodded 'cause I just felt like whatever.

        A bunch of her friends (like 3) were around so she was like "Oh, this is the dude who's been sending me messages online" or something like that. I proceeded to put my book away in my locker. Then she was like "Do you wanna hang out?" I was like "Sure" and she's like "Let's walk around" because you know, nothing's more normal than a walk. Seriously, it's normal.

        We talked and stuff and she asked me some pretty tough questions in my opinion. She was like "So why were you messaging me this past month" and I was just like "F***. I didn't plan for this". I told her I liked to talked -talk to people that is. I couldn't come up with something better.

        The conversation got a bit quiet so I was like "So I heard you were feeling bad because you recently ... broke up with your ..." Then she was like "My ex? We were dating for 2 years something something". Just thinking about what I said is just ... cringe-worthy. Like, uuuuugghhh.

        WHAT WAS I THINKING. THIS IS BEYOND BAD. Just. Wow. *Sigh*. Note to self, remember to add another rule to the rules on how to get by. Rule number 4, never mention ex's. Like, 2 things could go wrong if they were to be spoken of. Either they'll think about them and wish to get back together, or they'll feel sad and depressed from it. Bad everywhere. It's just a 100% chance of bad.

        Soon the bell rang (thank the lord) and she was like "What's your next class?" I pointed towards that one building where my next class is, which is Drawing, and she's like oh I have a class near that way too, I'll walk you there! Like, I ain't no child. IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND.

        What made this all the craziest part, was the part when she asked me "Aren't you a freshman?" I'm like, oh no. I'm prepared for this. I'm prepared for this. I was like "Yeah." and she replied "You know what I am right?" And I said "You're a Sophomore, yeah?"

        Before we even started to walk around and talk, she just went right to the point. I guess she noticed my Biology text book and how all freshmen are supposed to be taking Biology (or that other kind of science due to them not passing that science level test back in 8th grade).

         Oh, and she's also best friends with this dude who is going to prom with her, as "friends". This dude is so deep in the friend-zone, deeper than the darkness of the shadow realm. I feel kinda bad for him. He's a junior though and Ct's been to prom on her FRESHMAN YEAR. Like, what is up with her and older dudes.

         At the end of the talking, I was at the front of my next class and she was like "Well, if you wanna hang out just, message me!" And she looked at her phone for a bit before she said message me.

        Well, that was kind of a disaster. I did learn a lot though. Especially that new rule I'm going to add for my rules on getting by. I had my fun and it looks like I won't be messaging her on ask.fm anytime soon. She even tweeted about this whole experience on Twitter. During school hours too.

        I did a bit better on this one than the one with Ez. Hopefully I'll think clearly next time. Even if there is a next time. Can you believe it's already Thursday. Anyways, see you tomorrow.