Saturday, October 24, 2015 "Paranoia."

Saturday, October 24, 2015
Week: 10
Songs to Remember: Untitled - Sik K

        I hate myself for being so paranoid. I was thinking that Lt's been ignoring ever since I was like "Yeah sure" when her cousin asked me if I was interested in her. I messaged her on Hearthstone, it seemed grim at first, but apparently she was just really focused on her game, heh.

        So. Today's progress, not the best, but I'd say it was pretty good. One good thing that came out of the work I did today was that I practiced the dances for the auditions next week. And holy shit was it an exercise, heh. I had the part that we rehearsed at KDT on loop, so I did a total of each dance (2l like, 20 times each, and also replaying and practicing the detailed parts of the dances.

        I was thinking I could do a little bit each night, when my parents are asleep in their rooms (the only reason I practiced was because my parents weren't home. And if I did, they'd wanna watch me practice my bootleg dancing, even if I did it privately in the backyard, they'd still snoop).

        Other than playing games and shit, I also missed out on this event called "Light the Night." It's like this marathon thing or whatever where they do stuff to raise awareness for cancer or something (don't really remember the details). A LOT (and I mean a lot) of people went there for volunteering opportunities, especially people from my school, other schools, clubs, organizations, etc. I was like "Okay, what the fuck, I did not expect this many people I knew to go there. Had I known that, I might've went."

        I also snapchats from people there. They were still there even when it got dark out, so I was like "Holy, alright glad I didn't go, I would've been fucking exhausted." No way was I gonna volunteer for that long and if I were to volunteer, might as well volunteer for the whole thing.

        Anyways, the weekend's not that exciting, more relaxing in my opinion. See ya.