Wednesday, March 5, 2014 "Over-Thinking."

Wednesday, March 5, 2014
Week 29
Songs to Remember: Miami Horror - Colours in the Sky

        I think too much, even though my mind is literally just empty space, with a few words and memories floating around in it. Since there's not much in my mind, I need to fill it up and my mind does that by over-thinking. Think of it as a blob of clay. It's just a ... blob. Now if you work on shaping it, imagining it, and worrying about it, it becomes a much bigger subject. Now that's what goes on in my mind whenever I over-think things.

        So today I had a usual day, nothing much going on. I did say Hi to Tn though. It wasn't really a "Hi", it was a "sup". I don't know why, but my mind just accepts "sup" as a more casual greeting. "Hi" would be the better option though, because saying :sup" just makes you sound illiterate. "Sup" isn't even a word, it's just an abbreviation of the phrase "What's up?" Now, it's not even treated as a question anymore, it lost it's meaning. Instead of answering "what is up", people just think of it as just another "Hi" or a "I notice your existence". You see what I mean when I tell you that I "over-think" things? I literally just wrote a paragraph about the history of "sup".

        Now onto controversial things (since those are what gets people all "rallied" up), I'm looking for an opportunity. So you all know that one girl who messaged me on Facenovel saying "Hi" who I replied "Hi" to, 16 minutes later and thus missing my chance of talking to her? Of course you don't. She has a dude-friend now (I've talked about this before in my extremely long original post). Well, once she breaks up with him (that is if they are ever going to break up), I will show up right next to her at the speed of light, ready to initiate a "Hello". Well actually I might just do that tomorrow (the "Hello" part). I just need to befriend her while she has her current "bf".

        That's the plan. She even has a freaking jacket which has the names of a whole bunch of K-Pop groups on it. Like, is she seriously going to be another one of supposed soul mates? My "dream girl" (Get it, get it? The song by 'Beast'? No? No one? Alright then ...) Yeah, I thought Ez was going to be "the one". Nope, dead wrong, hopefully it isn't this time. Oh, and never believe in that "soul mate" garbage, because it's not real, it doesn't work in reality. I mean, who believes in that? Ahehehe *Looks around nervously*

        As you can see, with the entirety of this post as evidence, I over-think things. A lot. And I am seriously going to over-think things if I don't take things casually. Casually? CASUALLY? [breathing intensifies]

        See you guys tomorrow. Oh, and life is just great. LIFE IS JUST F***ING GREAT ISN'T IT, Cn? I swear, if I hear someone say that life is great one more time, I am going to grab their neck, turn it 90 degrees a- take it casually Drew, take it casually.