Sunday, March 9, 2014 "I'm Going Crazy. Just a Bit."

Sunday, March 9, 2014
Week 29
Songs to Remember: Lonely - B1A4

       I'm going a bit crazy here. I will admit that I do think that I am bi-polar. I was feeling all optimistic and stuff the last few days, now I don't know what to do. In Facenovel news, Cn (my past friend from elementary school who forgotten me) is in a "relationship". To rub it in even more, another past friend commented on the event post on Facenovel, saying "You two look cute together." So yeah, I'm going crazy.

        It's kinda hard to let go off things like friends that you spent like, 4 years together. But then I think about how they don't really care at all who I am or what I'm doing, and that makes it a bit easier. And when I do let go, it always comes back to me. Particularly, in the form of a dream.

        In other news, I seriously am bored today. I did however, finished HALF of my Geography homework.

        Now, a little philosophy. Actually never mind, I don't really know much about philosophy. I sometimes think that time is running out. I'm in my second semester of my freshman year and I've only started setting the bases for being more ... "social". Things are needed to be done and the only one that can do that is ... me. I am the one who has to make it happen. I see everywhere that people are getting together and that doesn't leave a lot of breathing room for me. Social status, friends, classwork, homework, work, money, there just isn't enough time in the world.

        I wrote this without actually trying to make sense of what I wrote. I am very tired, very bored, and my mind is flickering on and off right now. Tomorrow will hopefully get my mindset back. See you tomorrow.