Monday, March 3, 2014 "Experiences Help."

Monday, March 3, 2014
Week 29
Songs to Remember: Tried to Walk - B1A4

       You know what I learned today? A lot actually. I learned that someone posted a link to their ask.fm profile so now I got something have fun with. Also, people are closer to you than you think. I even learned that experience will help you in the future. That doesn't really apply for me though.

        To start this out, during the car ride home today, near where my house is (about half a mile away), I saw this girl getting out from the backseat of a car in front of her house. I was like Oh she seems like a nice, cute person (I had to add "nice" or else I would look like a creep, which I am probably already labeled). Then I saw her clothes (she was wearing a sweatshirt hoodie and sweat-pants) and I was thinking "Hey, those are pretty similar to the clothes of that girl who stands in front of my locker." (which she was today). Then I checked her height and hair (you see how stalker-ish and creepy this sounds?) and I realized "OMG, she is that girl who stands in front of my locker."

        And yeah, I thought it was pretty cool. I'm not gonna say anything else further about this or I'll risk getting a restraining order. Anyways, here's the real topic for the day: experiences. Now I'm not talking about the experience you need to level up, that's a different kind of experience. I mean like doing something you've never done before and furthering your knowledge (or in my case, my knowledge) of how to enhance that. Now without using geek terms (which they really weren't), experience to me is how you felt when doing something for the first time.

        My definition really doesn't do it justice, you could just look up the definition and save me from having to repeat myself in different ways. So anyways, did I say Hi to Tn today? No. And you know why? My mind kicked in. You see, love is a blind passion and if you're thinking straight, you're doing it right. I was just about to blurt out "Hi" to Tn who was literally 1 foot away from me. When class ended and her and I were walking out the doorway, her friend was like "Which way you going?". And I was like, well, she's with her friend, guess I can't say Hi today. But no, the gods have been very kind and she was walking the same way I was and right next to me too.

        I was thinking for just a moment of how it would go and that's something you don't want to do. I'm thinking that the next time this opportunity happens, I'll just turn my head 90 degrees and just speak, just yell out loud, Hi. 'Course, it's easier said than done. Now with the whole experience thing, back in the first week of school, I went up to Ez and said Hi. I did it again when she was walking to her class, I saw her, went up to her, and just initiated a small conversation "Hey, where ya headed?"

        With this experience of going up to a girl and saying Hi before, I should put a mindset into thinking "Hey, you've done this before, and it didn't go as badly as you thought." Also, this doesn't have anything to do with this, but to the girl on ask.fm that answered the question "You're popular",which isn't even a question, by replying "Not even", I'd like to tell you: F*** Your S***. Every 8th grader back in middle school knew your name and that was like 300 people for f***'s sake.

        Now I hope you all enjoyed, sorry for the last part, I like to let out my anger by saying the phrase "F*** your s***" to people. I acutally wrote a lot for today and hopefully I will for next 900 days. I think. How many more days of high school do I have? Anyways, see you tomorrow.