Thursday, March 6, 2014 "We Need to Go Deeper."

Thursday, March 6, 2014
Week 29
Songs to Remember: Fantastic Baby - Big Bang

       I continue to use Facenovel even though it provides no benefits to my life whatsoever. I also need to ditch the messaging on Facenovel. I mean, it doesn't really help in creating relations with anybody at my school, it actually kinda does the opposite of that (number of notable examples: 5). Today I didn't say Hi to Tn sadly, but I did talk to 2, yes you heard me right, 2 girls. Those were just basic conversations and I mean basic. Basic, like, 14 on the pH scale. Now that's basic. We need to go deeper.

        I really don't know how to follow up on the Facenovel thing so I'll just leave it at that. Now onto current events, yes, I did talk to 2 girls and it wasn't just a "Hi" either. The first girl was actually the one who stands in front of my locker. She was there with her 2 other friends as always and being a gentleman, waited for her to move. Then when she and her friends noticed me and she was like "Oh sorry, i'm always standing in front of your locker" or something like that, I don't remember. Now without thinking, I just said "Hey, you're Ct right?" She was like "Yeah" and I was like "Nice to meet you."

        'Course, I forgot to tell her my name but it's fine. I looked her in the eye, and I don't do that often, but since she's shorter than me (thank the lord), I had to. Then I proceeded to get my stuff from my locker and all that while her friends were giggling and stuff and Ct was like "OMG why are you guys laughing? He knows my name" And at that point, I didn't know whether to be happy or not, but I was satisfied that I did do that and hopefully she'll be there tomorrow so I can talk to her again.

        Now onto the second girl, the conversation was a bit longer (and a bit more awkward). I was planning this conversation though, well kinda. It was after physical education and everyone was waiting for the bell to ring to go to lunch. And so when the bell rang and everyone was excused, I walked up next to her and I was like "Hi, you're Js right? From Mr.Blank's class?" And then she was like "yeah" and I asked her about how the test was (the Middle East test last Tuesday). She was like oh it was alright and I was thinking "What did you just say? Alright? You're not giving me a lot of room here to go off from that." And then I started to talk about my grades and stuff for the class and it just kinda ended in awkward silence.

        I think it was about 3 seconds of awkward silence. But in awkward time, it would probably amount to 3 hours. Anyways, at least I tried. I mean, talking to 2 girls in one day, now that is an incredible feat for me. I think it was because I was not thinking at those times, knowing that the consequence of the stating your existence wasn't that bad.

        My next goal: to make these conversations more longer, better, faster, stronger- no. Daft Punk isn't needed here. Anyways, we need to go deeper in this conversation stuff in order to hold the interest of these girls, to captivate and ASSIMILATE. Oh wait, wrong movie.

        I think that's all for today. I'll see you tomorrow. Oh and I have no idea what movie I was referencing by the way.