Thursday, November 12, 2015 "What Was I Thinking."

Thursday, November 12, 2015
Week: 13
Songs to Remember: Beautiful - Lu:kus

        I'm kinda sleepy, I was planning on just studying the most I can 'till I fall asleep, but then I remember how I gotta do this.

        Psychology was interesting for once, just because it talked about the one thing I'm lacking: sleep. Yep, our unit's on consciousness and what not. Just notes today though. English, I'm surprised I didn't fall asleep from watching the movie. We're currently watching "The Crucible," which is about witch hunts and shit. The teacher also talked about mass hysteria and this one case from New York. Other than that, we just watched the movie. It was rated PG, but apparently there some nudity in the beginning of the film, so, the teacher used a broom to block the projector and parts of the scene. Pretty fun, heh.

        I guess I made the right move before, like I when I first chose to step up and talk to Lt for the first time. So, now we just go meet up with her buddy (or we just go straight to the L-building). I basically just spend break with her and her buddies. It's like 10 minutes so that's a lot of talk time. It mostly just ranges from random shit like Hearthstone, classes, stories, etc. And yes, she still walks with me to Bio class upstairs. Real nice.

        English I don't have to worry about for a while, mostly just math and Bio right now. Biology, just a free period to study for the test tomorrow. And uh, grades were updated. WOOOO. 75% now in Bio, I basically went up a whole 3%. Crazy. For math, I'm sitting at a straight up C+. We got our tests back, and uh, not looking so pretty. 47/70, might not look too bad, but when it's calculated, it's actually a 67%. FUCK. I don't really freak out about low scores like this anymore, probably because I'm used to it or, de-sensitized to it now. But like, damn.

        And the class average was like 80% too. I looked over my mistakes and it was just a couple wrong here and there, besides the 2 graphs that I messed up which resulted in a straight up -10. I can't even find help online either because the book and it's problems are so old. Not even joking when I say the book's older than me, because it is. A B is fine for the class, but I'd like some wiggle room in case shit like this happens again.

        Anyways, lunch was just at the theater for a Chinese club meeting. US History, we watched scenes from the movie "The Red Baron." Pretty cool looking movie. Even then, I did fall alseep a couple times. Like, that feeling when you doze off, your head tilts down and that force wakes you back up? I got that feeling, except it happened multiple times. I think it's because of the silence, the ambience from the movie audio, the darkness with the lights off, affects my melatonin levels (which I did learn from Psychology class today, the more you know, heh).

        And finally Chinese, where the Wi-Fi was fairly slow I could barely work on my essay that's due Saturday. So, to wrap things up, I can't believe that I felt like Lt was losing attention for me when she didn't text as often as she did before. And now she doesn't really text me at all, but, now we have the whole time during break to talk face to face which I like because it's more on an interactive level. Oh and I signed up for the Friday Gaming Industry thing for career week. I went to the library to sign up, I just filled out my name, ID, and grade, then the receptionist just gave me a pass. Didn't even have to sign it, it was just blank. I was like "Hub." Good thing it's during 6th period. Anything else, ehhhh, besides US History, I probably would not want to skip.

        And without further ado, time to study. So, see ya.