Sunday, November 8, 2015 "Self-Motivation."

Sunday, November 8, 2015
Week: 12
Songs to Remember: What's Wrong With Me - Toppdogg

        It seems that nearing the end of the year bad things always happen (say, for example, from the past two years). Hopefully this year will break that trend.

        So, yesterday was fairly emotional. And for some reason,whenever I feel emotional to that extent, I always search up what I'm feeling or what's happening to Google, and finding Yahoo! Answers of the things I typed. This just assures me that "Hey, I'm not the only one who's experiencing this" to combat my average teen mentality.

        One of the things I found, suggested that I should not listen to my parents arguing, because that could lead to bad things, and to just take my mind off of it, do something else like play video games. And uh, that's exactly what I did. Played Black Ops 3 with my cousin up 'till nighttime, continuing that today. And this is ain't the first time where I succumb to my addictions. It's 12:32 AM and I did not do any work today, besides math. But, hearing that shit ain't due TOMORROW, I'm doing it tomorrow.

        And so, I got things to talk about, with Lt. Umm, I feel that I've already talked much about her already, don't wanna do that again. Because, fucking, Andrew. Me. I'm talking to myself right now. You've been through this, this kind of thinking before. These emotions. I mean, that's sorta one of the reasons why you made this whole blog shit right? So use that experience to grow and take advantage of it. DO DIFFERENTLY.

        Okay, okay. Got it, me. That's actually- I never thought about that. 'Tll now. Kinda forgot what I learned from the past, 2-3 years. If it starts to seem boring, put some effort in and do shit differently, get excited. AND GET OFF YOUR LAZY ASS.

        I needed that, Drew. Alright, that's enough self-motiviation for now, I'll be having fun reading all this in the future, heh. See ya.