Monday, June 30, 2014 "A Feeling of Disbelief and My Aching Back."

Monday, June 30, 2014
Week: Summer
Songs to Remember: Delicious - To Heart

        Sooo it's 8:22 AM, I woke up early because I sorta had an urge to play Terraria and make this post (and the fact that there is no humane way to sleep here at my grandmother's house. The noise outside is INSANE).

        I didn't make a post yesterday because I kinda got caught up in playing Terraria with my two cousins here. Also we didn't get to see Transformers because of one reason: no one is able to really drive us. My mom doesn't know the streets here (even with a GPS) and our uncle doesn't get off from work until 4:00 PM, and at that time he considers it late already.

        Yesterday, my mom arrived at this super market where the bus dropped us off at. My mom called my other uncle (I got many uncles) for him to pick us up. We picked up some stuff for grandma and some cookies for me (because I never had Chips Ahoy! cookies in like, forever).

        When we exited out the super market, outside was our uncle and his friend? Or brother? Or, I don't know. He spoke Viet. I think it was our uncle's friend. Or cousin even. Don't really know. Anyways, my mom, my uncle, and that dude got in a discussion about phone plans and stuff somehow. My mom brought up how she's gonna get a new phone line soon for me and how she's gonna give me HER phone.

        Both my uncle and that guy were like "Oh lord, please no, just get the kid an iPhone already". Like, even they know that my mom's phone is complete s***. My mom then had it so that when my dad comes here to pick us up in about 2 weeks, him, my mom, my uncle, and that dude would go to a phone store I guess (don't really know what they're called) and do phone stuff there.

        Anyways, last night I had a tough time going to sleep, partly because of all the stupid noises outside, from garbage trucks to trains to passing cars to people playing loud music in their cars to motorcycles to loud barking. And also because of how my mom won't get me a phone just because she'll think I'll lose it. That's her sole excuse for not getting me a phone.

        She continues to compare me to my cousin, saying "Oh, your uncle told me how his son has already lost 1,2,3 phones already!". I don't think how my mom gets that my cousin and I ARE NOT THE SAME PEOPLE. Just because he loses his doesn't mean I will.

        She also keeps on mentioning how I had lost my glasses (which happened like, 2 years ago) and so because of that, I'll lose my phone. I even explained to her how I bring my 6th Gen iPod Nano (the one that is like 1 inch in diameter) everyday to school, for my entire freshman year and even though how small it is and I could easily lose it, I never lost it.

        She didn't want to listen to it because she knew she's f***ing wrong, so she cut me off and spent like 5 minutes explaining to my cousins and I how if we don't go to bed at 12:00 midnight, she'll take away our laptops for the next day.

        I'm like, "Oooooh, she's gonna take away our laptops". I didn't care at that point because so what if she takes our computers? These 2 dudes here still got their f***ing iPhones and iPads (no kidding) so why the f*** would it matter?

        I then thought about what would happen if I were to just, run away. Like, make my mom feel guilty about what she's f***ing doing to make her son how he is today, an awkward, weird, anti-social, depressed, timid kid. I'm 5' 4" so that doesn't make it any better.

        So I guess I'm done, I'll talk to ya'll later so see you tomorrow maybe.