Week: 22
Songs to Remember: Limitless - NCT
I don't know how many times I've said that I don't care anymore. "Don't care anymore" as in, like, my work, making efforts, the like, etc.
Yeah that is the personality that I do want and yes it does sound cool, a person who "just doesn't care about anything," is laidback, mellow, etc. And I really do want that kind of personality but in the end I just end up caring more about trying not to care, heh. It's weird.
Especially when I barely have any difficult work or many classes that give out work and when I do have little but tedious work. I sit here at 11:00 PM or later (mostly later) reflecting on shit in-between math problems. Like right now for example, doing some tedious math work right now. Again, not hard, just tedious. Anyways let's just get into the day.
Dance, one of the more hotter sections of the new season so far. We watched two more people present their choreo's, one person and the other being Sc, who I guess uh, free-styled hers. To me it looked really good, like "Damn." She started to dance to this one song and then switched it to Jay Park's "All I Wanna Do." I ended up putting hers for my number one choice, then the two dudes', and then the rest, is whatever, heh. Tomorrow we're gonna find out who's gonna be in whose dance, and, yeah.
Definitely a lot more talking than last semester. A lot, just from these couple days. Attention, actually. Uhh, math, godamn it's the epitome of work, heh. I don't even care who I sit next to anymore, doesn't matter, just gonna sit, watch, and work in silence. I mean it's math and right now, I'da rather focus the rest of my social energy in a setting where social energy can be better used, than uh, math class. Digital Art, now if you thought I barely talked to people in AP Psych last year, this one probably tops it, or any other class for that matter. Our new project we're gonna be working on is essentially just putting shit in place where it ain't supposed to be, for example, a snowboarder in a desert, a spaceman in the ocean, etc. For mine's, I'm thinking a wrestler going in for an elbow drop on a kid in a ball pit. Now that's out of place.
English, only reason I haven't dozed off here is because we're watching a movie. Yep, pretty much it. I also asked the teacher if he could still grade mine's, I, he was like "Yeah, sure." I don't expect it to take very long, but, I just, don't want him to do shit so late or bombard him with more shit than what he has to do since grades are due tomorrow. But fortunately for me he's aight with it. Lunch, yeah it's been uplifting with Ag. Route changed, instead of me walking to the right towards my locker for us to meet up, I walk to the left and toward the P.E lockers.
Lunch was what you'd expect: refined. 5th period, Econ, we got our textbooks, and, went over the syllabus. Very short period. Again, don't really care for this class or the people in it, I could use more of my energy for something else. And finally Chinese, where, yes, I did struggle keeping my eyes open again. Even the teacher was sleepy after a nice lecture on banks, and checks, and checking accounts, and etc ('cause our current lesson is on banks and transactions). Simple stuff, and yet again, I don't much for Chinese anymore. Just, get in, survive, get out, heh.
Tomorrow, probably gonna be the same old, same old unfortunately. However, for the season finale, it's probably gonna be spicy. Really spicy. I'm hoping to end it with uh, some pool or something with the Discord buddies.
And for the love of based God, I just wanna get some sleep. So, see ya.
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