Monday, January 16, 2017 "Loud Singing, Quiet Circles."

Monday, January 16, 2017

Week: 24

Songs to Remember: I Took a Pill in Ibiza (SeeB remix) - Mike Posner

        What's to expect of season 24? Well for starters you got, some plot changes. Some specials. Some, character development.

        I didn't want to talk about shit like people planning stuff without you, even if it was impromptu, but, I gotta as to show why things went off, if I ever wondered about it. So like I said, the Discord chat's pretty much dead. However, Dv, Ec, and Mc still were able to plan together a billiards night last night. And I know I wouldn't have been able to attend, but there wasn't even anything in the chat about it. I didn't even know about it if they hadn't posted it to their Snapchat stories.

        And I, I just gotta go with it. The fact that I can't really go out late as much, or, drive myself, it's pretty inconvenient that people would need to plan shit around me. Okay so here's the summary of what I'm feeling: I'm bummed out because I wasn't able to attend my buddies' billiards night, even if it wasn't that planned ahead. I'm even more bummed that I wasn't notified of it, even though the circumstances of me going were very slim. Even more bummed, that they didn't communicate it through our Discord chat, so either it was direct to direct messages, or a group chat which I'm not part of.

        I understand if they forgot or decide not to notify me or include me, and I don't want to make it any bigger or a problem than it really is. I'm not saying "This is it, the end of my connection to this social circle." What I'm saying is, I'ma be stationary and just roll with my social circles I got around me right now, and if they do invite me, I'll try to go since I don't see these guys often. We live within three different cities, different schools, areas, we have work, school, other social circles, events, etc, to do or take care of. Planning isn't always in the picture, and most of the time, it ain't, like today.

        So until I'm invited or whatever, the Discord chat/ social circle's gonna remain quiet for a bit. Forever, a bit, who knows. Now let's get on to the day. Martin Luther King Jr. day started with my mom waking me up at 7:00 AM. She was bundled up in warm clothes, breakfast was set our for me, etc. I'm kinda disoriented since I wasn't planning on being woken up. I come on out drowsily to tell my mom "There's no school today." Went back to sleep, slept 'till 11:00 AM. Was just gonna do work for the day, or attempt to, until Ek and Lw were like "We're gonna go to this one hot-pot restaurant in the afternoon." Jk and I decide to tag along, DrewN was busy with ladybuddy stuff like he usually is, we ended up staying at that restaurant from 2:00 PM to 4:00 PM (not exactly but you get what I mean).

        We joked about going to a mall afterwards, and impromptuitively (not a word), we did. Called an Uber, we went to the site of Mall 1, the first mall. Did karaoke from 5:00 PM to 6:00 PM, my voice was pretty hearse after. From 6:00 PM to 7:00 PM, we just fucked around. Left by 7:30 PM, and here I am, finished with math work but am gonna spend 3rd period and SSR during 5th to finish Chinese and English work. Tomorrow I got KDT practice after school, as well relying on memory for reciting a dance choreo tomorrow, the small mini-one, fortunately. If you think about it, I haven't spent this much time with the cast in a long time, so there's that.

        And so what've we learned from today? Well, a bit of scraping with harsh realities, a bit of, making most of the moments with the people who are helping or carrying you through some troubling or confusing times, and uh, a bit of utilizing social media to your advantage. It's 10:49 PM, I'ma be sleepy as fuck tomorrow. See ya.