Wednesday, December 14, 2016 "Take Some Naps."

Wednesday, December 14, 2016
Week: 19
Songs to Remember: FXXK IT - Big Bang

        One thing that's happening in my time right now is how girls give their boyfriends their hair-tie to tie up their hair in like this "point" in order to show that they're taken. It's really weird, I've tried searching this phenomenon or tradition or whatever, up, but I barely find anything. Not sure how this all started. Just something I thought I'd state for this current time.

        But anyways, after having experienced High school finals for like, 7 times now (once a semester), I'm kinda desensitized to it. Like, I study, I end up getting shit, I tried my best, what can you do? 'Cause that's what happened for math. For Dance, you'd think I get that 100%, but in actuality, I got a 96% or so, something around there. Out of 35 questions or so, I missed 2, of which, I thought I had in the bag, but apparently not.

        And yes, it was all just memorization. I spent about, 45 minutes or so just memorizing, and it paid off. We all finished the test in like, 20 minutes, and even with the extra hour and thirty minutes I had to use to study, I wish I could say the same for math, that it paid off, heh, 'cause it didn't. After Dance was break, and that was just like a 15 minute sitting at the cast table.

        In total, I spent about, 2 hours of studying for math. It was just me reviewing answers and how to do them from our week-long review packet we had to do. Yeah that didn't help for shit, heh. The AP Calc AB final was probably comparable to, maybe the AP Biology final, where it's like, you just feel helpless at some times, heh. It was 14 questions with no calculator for 30 minutes, 14 questions with calculator, 30 minute time limit, and then finally 3 free-response questions, with a 45-minute time limit.

        You could see it progressively get harder and harder. In the first section, everybody actually had time to go back and check their answers, including me. By the second section, I was already guessing. On the last one, I was like "This is it huh. All that review, and these questions weren't even in 'em." My answers and work just got from bad, to worse, to worst, heh. On the bright side, at least I'm saving the teacher some time in having her not have to work so hard to grade mine's, 'cause all she has to do is write a big-ass red "x" on that page, heh.

        What I'm hoping for now is for everybody to do shit on it all so that I manage to keep my B. I'm sitting at an 84%, hoping that I get, AT MOST, a C on it. Hoping. The teacher sent us off with a "Have a nice break, take some naps, guys." I'm just like "... This is why school shootings happen." After this all, I was just ready to go home, take my hard-ass L, and then, take a fucking nap. Not before going my route or spot where Atr is. I was like "How was your final?" and etc, etc. Made some progress, after a bit all her buddies left and then she left, walking, and uh, I'm guessing she walks home? Don't wanna dolphin-dive to conclusions here, but, maybe I could be like "Hey, I'll walk with ya" or some shit like that.

        To be honest I think this is only done in the movies umm, nowadays people can call this creepy and stalker-ish, so. But yeah, uh, today I didn't really get much sleep from my nap. I was tired, I wanted to sleep, couldn't sleep, it wasn't dark enough, and, there was too much noise. The next two days are practically free now. I still gotta work on my cousins' Christmas presents, aaand, pack my luggage, I gotta go to that KDT Christmas party on Saturday, aaand, go to the DMV tomorrow. Don't really have to do anything tomorrow besides, shit.