Wednesday, January 21, 2015 "Please Wake Me Up."

Wednesday, January 21, 2015
Week: 23
Songs to Remember: K-Lubbing 2.0 - SHIMMIXES

        Oh no, it's happening all over again. You know, that time back when I was getting no sleep and could barely stay awake in class, zoning off every 10 seconds.

        I yawned so many tines in my classes this week, especially during first period and SSR. Back then during the first semester, NY sleep schedule was f***ed and I had to take naps and could barely stay awake during my first couple classes. Now it's sorta happening again, I'm losing sleep.

        The s*** in the new math book is so bad, I can't even understand it. It's so bad that the teacher gave some extra credit if someone can figure out how to solve this one problem. And of course, she doesn't explain it until after one of us figures it out. Yeah, and only one of us did. Out of the whole class. The basic concept was that you just do math stuff right; there's this obe easy way to do it, but of course, we gotta do the hard way too. Because why the f*** not.

        Also I did my presentation today. Had to stand in the middle of the classroom, introduce my classmate (more like recite a script) in complete Chinese. I gave my paper to the teacher, thinking I wasn't gonna need it. I needed it. I had the whole thing down in the beginning, I was speaking sorta slowly because I just wanted to let my memory flow into words as they cone. Towards the end though, with a bunch of words that I was really unfamiliar with, and aren't used very often (or at all in our class so far), I forgot the last sentence because of that. Stood there for about 15 seconds in silence. Or maybe 10 seconds. Maybe it was shorter. Time goes really slow when awkward s*** like that happens.

        I was trying really hard to remember that last sentence, but because of how it was all silent, not even the crackling of any papers just dead silence, I heard my heart beating hard and that kept me from focusing. Finally o remembered the words, sorta slurred them, finished, and sat back down. Hopefully nobody remembers it, most likely they won't. The only one that's concerned with my presentation should be me. And I shouldn't be concerned with what others think.

        Tomorrow is gonna be the start of the CLOG rush (stands for clubs & organizations) for the middle of the school year. KDT is gonna be there so hopefully they'll start anew and I could join back in and actuay go to their meetings this time. I mean, I'm still in it technically, but I haven't actually went to anything and I've only gone a total of 2 times. My best buddy's doing swimming soon, I don't know why, maybe for that girl he's into, but uhh, yeah, gotta find something for my to do, physically that is.

        Also, that Rc dude. Forgot to tell this yesterday but El talked a lot about how he always looks so serious when presenting or stuff like that. By the way, this was back when I was still considered existing to El. So yesterday Rc did his presentation and the teacher was like "That was good Rc, but, why do you look so serious when you did it?" And I was like "Oh my god, so it is true". And he's like "It's 'cause I'm nervous, heh". He's looking to be an Engineer, nice, nice.

        P.E, started at the 3 table, got lowest to the 7th table, made it to the 1st tables, got destroyed, I threw a lot, ended up on the 5th table. F***. That's like a B. Also tomorrow we're gonna be picking new partners for the 2nd doubles tournament. Eh. Nazi documebtaties, notes, Stalin, the usual for World History. English, scary, works due this week. Chemistry, awwww FUCK. I just remembered I don't have it done yet. Was about to go to sweet mellow sleep, now, I got to bust out a calculator. See you tomorrow. Not even a real post, just blowing out my mind onto a keypad. Also my teacher's doing it to, but phsycially in a notebook.