Wednesday, September 23, 2015 "Start Doing Things Now."

Wednesday, September 23, 2015
Week: 7
Songs to Remember: Oh Yeah - GD&TOP

        I've read somewhere, I don't remember, but it was an article talking about how we feel the most confident at night or something like that. We feel like we could do the things we normally wouldn't/couldn't do, because at night, we feel calm and settled down, we get the chance to relect on shit.

        And that's definitely what I'm feeling right now. I've thought about how I'm going to be handling work and here it is: getting organized. Right now, I'm jus trying to go with the flow on things, not necessarily bad, but it can go bad if you hit a dead end. Like, say, forgetting there was a freaking test or whatever. Fortunately the test wasn't as hard as others. Anyways, I need a calendar. I thought about, since I go on here everyday, I could put it up here, keep the events and look back on EXACTLY, the work and projects I did. And to reflect back on the workload I'm being given and be like "Damn. Thank the lord that's over, goodbye Honors English, goodbye Honors Pre-Cal, goodbye AP Biology, goodbye AP Psychology".

        So. Psychology was literally, just notes again. And, tiny bits of bootleg mnemonic devices. Too many actually, that I'd get confused if I remembered them all. Honors English was just, fucking- this teacher dude's fucking me over. Why does he gotta switch up how we do quizzes all the time? Can't we just stick to one format? First it was him reading the questions, we answer 'em on a bootleg half-sheet of binder paper. Then today he gives us the questions printed out, along with like, fucking, summaries on the 15-minute play video that he posted on the class Blendspace.

        Now yes, it was my fault that I did not watch the video. I was planning to, I hit the play button. I looked at the time, 15 fucking minutes long, and noped the fuck out. "I'll watch this later". Ending up not watching it. In my defense, he didn't say we would be quizzed on it. So, there goes another quiz I basically bombed. Fuck me, man. Anyways, we got into our groups again, read to eachother our paragraphs, chose someone to be the representative, based on their paragraph, we went with DrewN's 'cause his was the most bootleg and relevant to our topic. Bootleg as in, mutilating someone's toes because or adultery. Yeah.

        And no, the answer is no, I have yet to mention to Lt about homecoming. In my defense, lots and lots of projects and studying stacked up for me right now. But don't worry, either tomorrow or Friday, I'll be ready. Also, after a bit of exploring, I found that Let's 4th period is not near the L building at all. It's like on the other side of the campus, like the J building or the P building portables or the K building. Somewhere there.

        Biology was just notes, talking 'bout cancer, I'm glad that we have no work at home. There is still that lab report due on Friday, that's, basically an essay in itself. And, another assignment, but that's due Monday. All I need to do I spend like, 2 hours on the weekend, just going over notes, reading shit online, and I'll be caught up. Math, oh boy, a project. We gotta find pictures of everyday objects, things in nature, or architecture, which look or have circles, parabolas, hyperbolas, and/or ellipses. Oh boy, do I like projects. And yes, that was sarcasm.

        Lunch was bleh, US History, now that was just shit. One of our group members, the girl sitting to the left of me, was absent today. One of our members didn't really do anything, she just played this game on her phone, and the other just looked up articles on Imperialism. What I want, IS A FUCKING SCRIPT. START WRITING THE FUCKING SCRIPT. What do we need these articles for? The textbook basically lists Imperialism events in this time period. And- and, why do we need to reflect and show how it affects today's Imperialism? It's a fucking SKIT where we act as CHARACTERS in an PAST ERA. Oh and uh, we're doing it like a documentary. Great huh. To be honest, I'm actually planning to just shoot my part, my 2 minutes of the skit where I gotta give information to the audience, I'm considering just shooting my part all by myself, outside, in my backyard, doing all the characters, because fuck it, we got about 2 and a half weeks before it's due, and I know, we ain't gonna get shit done.

        If you want something done right, ya gotta do it yourself. *sigh* and then there was Chinese. The quiz, I studied for it today with my flashcards, got a 16/20, not bad. Also we worked on planning our skit a bit, at least the people here actually give a shit and do it normally/practically, than go for something out of the way like a documentary, where we have such brief knowledge on our ooen-ended topic. With, limited meeting days.

        So I got all that off my system. Oh and uh, I found out why I was asking myself why I was even deciding taking the PSAT. Like, is there even a choice? Why the fuck not, right? It's because it's due to 50% laziness, 25% lack of motivation, and 25% other, being things like, work, sleep, events, the like. That basically sums up my problems right now. And without further ado, I'm gonna go look up some fucking internet pages on cell communication, just in case. See ya.