Saturday, September 5, 2015 "The Current."

Saturday, September 5, 2015
Week: 4
Songs to Remember: Allday Allnight - Jakop(야콥), Raina(레이나), ￦uNo(우노), DAYDAY(데이데이)

        So what a relaxing weekend it has been so far. Mostly because I haven't even started my work yet. So relaxing that I almost forgot to actually make a post.

        It's 11:20 PM, what a great time to start on it. Alright let's see here. We'll start off with just, what I've done today, and that is playing League and helping prep another fake Facebook account to troll some people my buddies and I know. This time hopefully the people we're doing this to won't be as crazy as the last guy.

        And also browsing 4chan. I've went on the site a few times before, never really got into the depths of it. That is, before I finally chose to download the app on my phone, and after experiencing how Reddit goes, I thought it'd be time to experience 4chan. And well, definitely a lot more nudity than I was expecting. I'm talking about, 50% nudity, 25% memes, 25% other. That's basically it.

        Moving on, this is my current standpoint of this whole thing, the series, etc. Very disappointing. It was very hyped up, I had high expectations, I thought it was going to start off with lots of surprises. Can't really describe it, but what it's turning out to be is that, it's disappointing. That's the surprise, it's disappointing/ It's going very bumpy and this will all soon hit rock bottom if shit doesn't work out. For example, new content.

        By rock bottom, I mean not willing to do this thing anymore. I'm approaching 600 posts soon, basically 1 and half years of true dedication so far. This is the most valuable possession I have, my greatest accomplishment right now. I don't want to throw that away, but if I'm forced to, I'll do it. Now my current feelings for the new cast and whoever else.

        It's very bumpy as well. Also, literally and when I mean it this time, literally everybody does Badminton. Ek, Ag, Jv, Jk's just starting it out now, all of 'em but me. Normally I don't have a problem with it, I mean, I should do stuff that I like, ya know. But all they talk about, everybody they mention, it's Badminton or people from Badminton. How do they talk about this stuff/find stuff to talk about with this, I have no idea. But it's about 99% majority of what they talk about.

        You shouldn't hang out with people who make you feel bad, depressed, and in truth, these people are caring people, they're very accepting no matter how weird you get/are. That's amazing. But, these conversations, feeling left out because I don't know these people whom they're talking, I got no connection to it all, all because I don't do the same sport as 'em. Is it justifiable to spend more time with people who share the same interests as me? Ehh, yeah. Are these people the ones I should be hanging out with? I've enjoyed the game nights we've had at Ag's house. Maybe I can just show up to that, and find some different people at school.

        It seems so complicated because I feel so conflicted. A person with common sense would be like "Dude, just go hang out with people you like". I do like these people, my friends, I just feel a bit left out, that's all. Ah what am I talking about, fuck me, just forgot that I got clubs I'm in, particularly KDT. There's a meeting this week too. Ln and Ai are gonna be in it. Why did I make this like a do or die thing? Is it that hard to just, walk away and spend time with other people for a change? Huh. Guess I was just caught up in the moment.

        Season 5's gonna bring a big leap in the series, Hopefully it's just what this series needs. Anyways, really should just go to sleep now. See ya.