Wednesday, March 4, 2015 "Let It Go."

Wednesday, March 4, 2015
Week: 29
Songs to Remember: As Above So Below (Justice Remix) - Klaxons

        I guess maybe I'll make this a real post, then get on with the stuff. *sigh* let's get to it.

        World History, notes. That's it. Also, racist jokes. Very fun, everyone's laughing, no one's offended, all in good fun. The jokes are supposed to make fun of the stupid stereotypes from racism, not believe that they are true (because they're not). English, group discussion. Discussion about the Taliban, women in Afghanistan, killing, etc. Chemistry, we did worksheets for definitions of reactions and terms from the textbook (which our teacher calls this kind of work, "booky work"). Pretty easy, dude always wants to work together, I'm good, he wants to take my completed paper home with him so he can copy, says "Eh, I'm too lazy to look in the textbook". Yeah, no.

        P.E. Seriously, why do they have to place me in 3 of the same classes as that one dude, who's clingy to the point of annoying. If it weren't for the fact that I hate Rugball and that table tennis was full, I wouldn't have done weights class. Just so I can have my personal space. *sigh*, and then came lunch. I was debating whether or not I wanted to stick around at the usual spot, I decided why the f*** not. I sit, eat my lunch, and study my textbook for the math quiz today. My bud (well, let's call him Ec for now) comes with Ek (I think that was the name for her). He tries to act like nothing's up, then proceeds to alert the whole Skype media presses on what happened. He'd never do this s*** in real life, face to face. I stay off Skype, Curse Voice, social media and all that just so I don't get depressed from his comments, and because I don't wanna get stressed right now.

        Anyways, he asks "Do you have a quiz today?" or some s*** like that. To not be a douche, I answer "Yeah, math quiz. Lesson 10-1 to 10-5". I didn't really talk at all after that. They decided to go to this place after school for some milk tea or some s***, and he asks me if I want to come. Well, he should've asked earlier as this morning I told my mom to pick me up after school at 2:00 PM instead of 3:00, just 'cause I didn't feel like studying or doing work at school, sitting there. When the bell rang, I decided to just go along with them when they went to their lockers, as usual everyday. I didn't really say anything at all, just wanted to be done with this s*** for the day. Then, Ek asks me "Are you sad?" I'm like "Yeah, sad 'cause people can't let it go, no matter how many times it's been f***ing sang". Didn't really say it, but you know what I mean.

        Anyways, math quiz was fairly easy. There was one problem that I had with a weird looking logarithm. I think I corrected myself towards the end. Hopefully this'll be my first 100% I get for a quiz/test in the class. And then of course, Chinese. I actually asked Vh today if she actually played Hearthstone. She does, well, occasionally. Didn't really pay attention after that, just went with her buddy. Hey, at least I made some progress. Also, Chromebooks tomorrow so, that'll be fun I guess.

        And now for the real s***. I go on Skype on my phone (as I have the "invisible" setting turned on there so it won't show the "blank has logged on" message) to see what he said about me now. I thought he'd just drop it, but no, he's still going at it, telling everybody, and is still confused about real life, and a match in a game. Apparently, I'm considered "salty" when I suspend my social media and contact accounts for one day (only a day so far). I guess I'm obligated to stay on and chat, maybe, be "talkative" as he described me when I was studying during lunch. *sigh* he is still narrating my actions during that one game of League of Poison to everybody in the Skype chat. I turned off the social media and contact accounts because I don't want to see his comments about me, I don't wanna get stressed over it all, I don't wanna get depressed more than I usually am.

        And right now, I'm trying to forget about all that. I don't know if I said this in the previous post, but this is the s*** holding me back. I think it's time to start a new chapter, and I don't mean running away this time. Just, maybe hang out with new people and experience new s***, and then I check back in maybe, a week or so, see if he's still doing a live news report on his latest League game.

        And as I've been told, I can argue like a lawyer if I put my mind to it. Therefore, my reply to him would be "What do you want from me?" Oh and thanks, I'd like to say thanks to this random person from this YouTube comment for recommending Pandora's Indie Dance Radio. Very nice station. And also, thanks to those streamers, video-producers, Vash, Shofu, Shizzy, and Logic for providing me the commentary I need to keep my mind going. See you tomorrow. Oh and Jontron. But seriously, make some more godamn videos.