Thursday, March 5, 2015

Thursday, March 5, 2015 "No Idea."

Thursday, March 5, 2015
Week: 29
Songs to Remember: Tap Out - The Strokes

        I've been able to keep a habit of finishing my f***ing work at home for the past week now. Let's keep it up.

        World History, we're watching a movie. There were these inspectors from the education board or whatever, who come every 6 years to evaluate the school. They come into classrooms and just watch. They were only here for 3 days though, Monday through Wednesday. Now that they're gone, teachers can show movies now to their classes. Today we started watching this documentary on Nagasaki and Hiroshima called "White Light/Black Rain". Cool namea although fairly depressing, like, horror-type depressing. It would make a cool video game. Post-nuke city, filled with walking/half-burning people with their skin hanging off. Now if only the mutants in The Forest were like that, then it would be a lot scarier.

        English, we also watched a movie. It's called "Yentl" and it's about this girl who wants to study this religion but women aren't allowed to and stuff. Starring Barbara Streisand by the way. Uhh, Chemistry was alright. But seriously, this dude in the class is bothering me. For Chemistry we gotta do a worksheet on blanacing chemical equations. Fairly easy. And for P.E, again, boring. Oh, and uh, it's the 2nd week of weights. Yeah, 4 more weeks to go, woohoo. Bet I won't get table tennis next, watch, I'll be stuck with weights again or basketball.

        Lunchtime. I answered when I was spoken to, didn't really smile or start any convos. I'm still waiting for the s***storm to be over. Aaand then there math. After hearing that the class averages were around 75% (shockingly), and how there was only 1 person in the class period that got a 100%, I was like "*gasp*, what if it's me?" She starts calling out names, aaaand the dude who keeps messaging me and asking me about s***work at school got it. I'm like "OK". I got my quiz back and I see that I got a 45/52. The s****iest mistakes ever. Like, not remembering that 2 to the 5th power is 32, not 64 (I know). If I didn't make those s****y mistakes, I would've gotten a 49/52. Only because there was one problem which was, whatever for me.

        Chinese. Oh yes. We used the Chromebooks today to work on writing g fake letters in Chinese on Google docs, describing what activities we'd do on our "date". Just the usual stuff, movies, dinner, rollercoasters, hiking. Towards the end of class, Vh "saw" me playing Hearthstone on my phone, and uh yeah. I'm starting to think she's not that interested in Hearthstone (starting?!). Gonna have to try to bring up s*** and try to go from there. Also now she walks with that one dude after class. Just, walking and talking. Now if I could only think of s*** to say.

        This post was kinda rushed, only 'cause I wanna sleep. Also, word of advice (from my dentist of course), always floss. It'll help out in the longterm. Seriously. Anyways, see you tomorrow.

Wednesday, March 4, 2015

Wednesday, March 4, 2015 "Let It Go."

Wednesday, March 4, 2015
Week: 29
Songs to Remember: As Above So Below (Justice Remix) - Klaxons

        I guess maybe I'll make this a real post, then get on with the stuff. *sigh* let's get to it.

        World History, notes. That's it. Also, racist jokes. Very fun, everyone's laughing, no one's offended, all in good fun. The jokes are supposed to make fun of the stupid stereotypes from racism, not believe that they are true (because they're not). English, group discussion. Discussion about the Taliban, women in Afghanistan, killing, etc. Chemistry, we did worksheets for definitions of reactions and terms from the textbook (which our teacher calls this kind of work, "booky work"). Pretty easy, dude always wants to work together, I'm good, he wants to take my completed paper home with him so he can copy, says "Eh, I'm too lazy to look in the textbook". Yeah, no.

        P.E. Seriously, why do they have to place me in 3 of the same classes as that one dude, who's clingy to the point of annoying. If it weren't for the fact that I hate Rugball and that table tennis was full, I wouldn't have done weights class. Just so I can have my personal space. *sigh*, and then came lunch. I was debating whether or not I wanted to stick around at the usual spot, I decided why the f*** not. I sit, eat my lunch, and study my textbook for the math quiz today. My bud (well, let's call him Ec for now) comes with Ek (I think that was the name for her). He tries to act like nothing's up, then proceeds to alert the whole Skype media presses on what happened. He'd never do this s*** in real life, face to face. I stay off Skype, Curse Voice, social media and all that just so I don't get depressed from his comments, and because I don't wanna get stressed right now.

        Anyways, he asks "Do you have a quiz today?" or some s*** like that. To not be a douche, I answer "Yeah, math quiz. Lesson 10-1 to 10-5". I didn't really talk at all after that. They decided to go to this place after school for some milk tea or some s***, and he asks me if I want to come. Well, he should've asked earlier as this morning I told my mom to pick me up after school at 2:00 PM instead of 3:00, just 'cause I didn't feel like studying or doing work at school, sitting there. When the bell rang, I decided to just go along with them when they went to their lockers, as usual everyday. I didn't really say anything at all, just wanted to be done with this s*** for the day. Then, Ek asks me "Are you sad?" I'm like "Yeah, sad 'cause people can't let it go, no matter how many times it's been f***ing sang". Didn't really say it, but you know what I mean.

        Anyways, math quiz was fairly easy. There was one problem that I had with a weird looking logarithm. I think I corrected myself towards the end. Hopefully this'll be my first 100% I get for a quiz/test in the class. And then of course, Chinese. I actually asked Vh today if she actually played Hearthstone. She does, well, occasionally. Didn't really pay attention after that, just went with her buddy. Hey, at least I made some progress. Also, Chromebooks tomorrow so, that'll be fun I guess.

        And now for the real s***. I go on Skype on my phone (as I have the "invisible" setting turned on there so it won't show the "blank has logged on" message) to see what he said about me now. I thought he'd just drop it, but no, he's still going at it, telling everybody, and is still confused about real life, and a match in a game. Apparently, I'm considered "salty" when I suspend my social media and contact accounts for one day (only a day so far). I guess I'm obligated to stay on and chat, maybe, be "talkative" as he described me when I was studying during lunch. *sigh* he is still narrating my actions during that one game of League of Poison to everybody in the Skype chat. I turned off the social media and contact accounts because I don't want to see his comments about me, I don't wanna get stressed over it all, I don't wanna get depressed more than I usually am.

        And right now, I'm trying to forget about all that. I don't know if I said this in the previous post, but this is the s*** holding me back. I think it's time to start a new chapter, and I don't mean running away this time. Just, maybe hang out with new people and experience new s***, and then I check back in maybe, a week or so, see if he's still doing a live news report on his latest League game.

        And as I've been told, I can argue like a lawyer if I put my mind to it. Therefore, my reply to him would be "What do you want from me?" Oh and thanks, I'd like to say thanks to this random person from this YouTube comment for recommending Pandora's Indie Dance Radio. Very nice station. And also, thanks to those streamers, video-producers, Vash, Shofu, Shizzy, and Logic for providing me the commentary I need to keep my mind going. See you tomorrow. Oh and Jontron. But seriously, make some more godamn videos.

Tuesday, March 3, 2015 "League."

Tuesday, March 3, 2015
Week: 29
Songs to Remember: Fantasy - Alina Baraz and Galimatias

        So today's homework for Chinese, we all had to pin stuff on topics such as video games, movies, shows, sports, etc as a group thing. I see that Vh pinned several stuff that interests me as well (examples being Hearthstone, Final Fantasy, some Animes, League). I'm like "Damn, Pinterest is actually pretty good for finding other people's interests. But then I thought about the name "Pinterest" and realize "Oh". I- It's a combination of the word "pin" and "interest".

        God, I was gonna talk about my day, guess not. I'll just explain briefly, then give some external links, along with some quotes, and then I'm sleeping. World History, we go on a nuke simulator site and nuke our school. Simulated, of course. People got into it. It was pretty fun. English we discussed. Chemistry, we did an orange juice lab. Exactly the same as the Kool-Aid one. P.E. Clingy friend is clingy. 'Nuff said. Math, quiz tomorrow. Chinese, well, the usual. Pinterest, or some s***.

        Played League, buddy got angry, forgot that this was a game, degraded me on how I sucked even though I "played" for 2 years. And, the full story can be found on Reddit. Also I found an article on Key club. Interesting read. Links are below. I'll see you tomorrow.


http://www.reddit.com/r/leagueoflegends/comments/2xw31t/torn_by_league/

"This made me think a lot about why I do what I do for Key Club. I hope others can read this and reflect their true purposes for being in the clubs they are in."

http://pheremike.com/2015/03/03/why-key-club-culture-grew-toxic/

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Monday, March 2, 2015 "Popsicle."

Monday, March 2, 2015
Week: 29
Songs to Remember: House - OVERWERK

        Nothing much today really. Just the usual. Apparently Zi didn't go to the dance thing. Well, there's that answer. And also, today we made Popsicles. By stirring a giant beaker with small test tubes of flavoring in em'. Pretty cool. Anyways, I wanna sleep before 1:00 AM, so I'll see you tomorrow.

Monday, March 2, 2015

Sunday, March 1, 2015 "63."

Sunday, March 1, 2015
Week: 28
Songs to Remember: What's Wrong With Me - Topp Dogg, I Wonder Why - Dion & the Belmonts

        Gonna have to start remembering to type "March" instead of "February" now.

        So, what did I do today? Well. League was one thing. Hearthstone was another thing. Haven't played that thing in a couple years, and that was only when my best buddy had an extra beta key. Umm, watched the "Drake and Josh: Go Hollywood" movie with my cousin.

        A couple days ago, dude messages me on Facebook at 11:00 PM saying "sup". I closed chat for him for a reason, and with my icon no longer saying "Online" for him, it would give him a hint as to stop messaging me at times like this. But no. I mean, what makes him think I'm still f***ing awake? I respond with "ok" and he replies with "What did you get on that math test?" Like, seriously? He messages me at 11:00 PM just to ask me about what I got on a f***ing math test. God.

        Anyways, today is my dad's birthday. Me, my mom, and even he forgot about it, heh. If it weren't for his buddy reminding him and sending him like a birthday IM, we would've all forgot, heh. So, happy birthday, dad. He's turning 63 this year, and he's retiring soon. By soon I mean this year, sometime around May or March, don't remember. Yeah, 63. He was born in 1952 and was in the army or something at one point. But damn, that's a lot of years spent if you think about it. 1952, which means he was 30, and it was only 1982.

        This reminds me. One time, when my dad walked me to school rather than my mom one day, my classmate/old buddy, ehhh, was like "Is that your grandpa?" This was in 3rd/ 4th grade by the way. After thinking about it, he's been through a lot. Especially coming from Vietnam to here, that's a lot. I was born here, not in Vietnam, so, I basically speak more English than Viet right now. But growing up hearing my parents speak only Viet, I can understand basically a majority of everything Viet, I just can't speak much of it anymore. I can really only say basic stuff, or only if it's been repeated to me. I speak a lot of English, mixed in with a bit of Viet, with my parents.

        And so, yeah. Happy birthday, dad. I'm in a time right now where if I don't get my peace and quiet, or if you come into my room, I'll get pissed off for no reason. I blame puberty. Even when you wake me up at 4:00 AM 'cause you're trying to tuck me in. Even if you say stupid or embarrassing things. Even with you still treat me like I'm 5. I don't like those things, but deep down, I know that it's only 'cause ya love me. This is probably the only time you'll hear me be all mushy gushy like this. Sooo, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.