Wednesday, April 5, 2017

Tuesday, April 4, 2017 "Up and Down "

Tuesday, April 4, 2017
Week: 35
Songs to Remember: 

        Yeah sleep was pretty good. Other than that, the rest was pretty much the same. The unplanned KDT pracitce (the 4:00 PM to 6:00 PM schedule was actually supposed to be just two VSA show run-throughs) made up for the classes I didn't have tp take today.

        Tomorrow is the VSA show day-show. I'll be lucky enough to skip classes in order to perform, and I'm not really concerned with my classes anymore. I am, pretty much gonna pass, I'm just worrying about tying loose ends and getting outside shit done right now.

        Also tomorrow I gotta be at school by 6:00 AM, so that's, that sorta counteracts the sleep I've been re-building. It's 12:03 AM, and uh, see yeah.

Monday, April 3, 2017

Monday, April 3, 2017 "Now."

Monday, April 3, 2017
Week: 35
Songs to Remember: Move Likes Raindrops - kmlkmljkl, One Week - Bare Naked Ladies

        I'm thankful for circumstances that allow me a good week or two to prepare myself for the frenzy of events planned (or unplanned) in the upcoming weeks.

        But before I get into current events (or future events), I wanna talk about today. It was just your ordinary day, besides math. During math, people were talking about their final exam scores and I'm like "Oh for fuck's sake, how does my teacher grade that shit so fucking fast." I was holding my breath when I opened up my grades page. I saw my grade percentage was still the same: 76% with a solid C. I'm like "Huh, guess she didn't grade mine's yet."

        I scroll down and see "Final Exam: 71/100" and I'm like "*eyes widen* WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO" like Peter Parker in SpiderMan 1 with Tobi Maguire when he was running across the buildings. I got that C I wanted to keep my grade of passing. There's probably gonna be a couple more quizzes she gonna give us, and even if I fail those, I know for sure that if I at least try, I won't go down to a D. Holy fuck, I clutched it hard.

        Also thankful for the curve. I actually missed a question for the free-response section. It was a huge packet of just 2 questions. However, they were like multi-part, fucking multi-part, and I was so invested on the multi-part of question #1 that I forgot there was a second one until the last 2 minutes given. I was like "Awwww, fuck." I ended up with a 71/100 though, which ain't bad. Maybe could've been a 80 had I done it, who knows, and it was on something I was good at too.

        The rest of the day of the usual, besides the KDT meeting and "campus beautification" during SSR. Jd, Rh, Ln, and Ryt, one of the freshmen, who ran for cabinet. Since there are only 3 spots for the main roles (2 co-presidents and 1 vice president), they're, basically guaranteed to get in, heh. It's just, who's president and who's vice. And then there's Ryt, who, is the only person running for secretary so, he's guaranteed that, heh.

        But yeah, I have high hopes for them. It's gonna be some big-ass responsibility, but I'm sure they can figure shit out. Oh and the results were counted today, but not announced yet. Jd and Ln are presidents, Rh is vice, and of course, Ryt is secretary. Uhhh, in Econ we continued watching "Wallstreet," still a very good movie. Aaand, after school was VSA show practice in the theater. We didn't have stage time until like 4:30 PM, so it was me, Cc, Jd, Kt, and Tm, we all went to the milk tea place around the corner. No fence-jumping this time unfortunately.

        And just an hour ago (it's 11:01 PM), it was me, Jh, Ek, and Lw, we, went to a milk tea place located about 20 minutes away. We had to go there specifically for Jh to get this special milk tea with cheese in it for his promposal tomorrow. And uh, then we proceeded to go to Safeway for him to get flowers. It was a good time, and yes, I did sneak out. Could've asked my parents but they probably would've said no since it's a school night and it's late out.

        I did enjoy it. Going out at night makes me feel independent. It feels timeless. Going out at night with friends, it feels like you got the whole world to explore. And it's not every day you go out at night. I also, miss hanging out with my buddies, the Discord buddies. And the cast as well. Haven't done shit with them in a long time. We will, hopefully, however, be having our own private prom photo-shoot together, sometimes in the next couple weeks. Private as in, I'ma be shooting the photos, even though I never done pro photo-shoots before but I have directorial experience, and Jh will be shooting too, all because I lied about my shooting portfolio, heh.

        At least we'll be saving money. Anyways, here's what's going on for the next couple days. Tomorrow is SBAC testing and PSAT practice for sophomores and juniors, which means that for us Seniors, we don't have to get to school 'till 11:30 AM. Feels, fucking, good. On top of that, we only have 1st, 2nd, and third period too, nothing else. VSA KDT Practice after school though. And then, the day after that, it's the VSA day-show on Wednesday. Which means, I have no class at all. Practice after school too of course. Practice every day basically, except Friday. Thursday, there's more testing for the under-classmen, so, more sleep for me.

        Friday, we have a minimum day because of the bootleg canned-food drive goal we reached. We get out at 12:16 PM, and then boom, spring break week. And after school of that day, there's a KDT milk tea run, so, some more quality content for the series. Saturday, I got the VSA night-show, plus dinner after, probably gonna have to cancel driving lessons since the whole day I'll be at school. Sunday, driving lessons. Sometime during Spring break, either on the Thursday or Friday of, I'll be going to DrewN's birthday party.

        Driving test during Spring break as well, also probably scheduling a promshoot for Kt and I as well. Also gotta order a corsage, a new tuxedo shirt, and matching blue tie. Also gotta pay for mandatory college orientation, financial aid IRS deals, and uh, unfinished business. Pretty much uh, pretty much scheduled, but also unscheduled. Oh and almost forgot to mention that there's gonna be a bomb-ass party on the 8th (which is also the VSA night show). I was like "Fuck, the show's on that day" but Jh reassured me that we're gonna be heading over there, after, the show, which means, I'll still have the chance to turn up at least once, for my High school timeline.

        Shit's uh, shit's full. As you can see, I got a lot going on. Maybe not as much as others, maybe more, this shit is what concerns me as of now, so, that's all I gotta worry about. The only thing I cannot afford, is time. No, procrastination, because, if I back shit up, there ain't gonna be room, so I gotta do it all NOW. It's 11:26 PM, feels like a Friday, however it's just a Monday, which is, weird, but I'm going with it. See ya.

Sunday, April 2, 2017 "Bad and Fooly."

Sunday, April 2, 2017
Week: 34
Songs to Remember: 5 More Minutes (5분만 더) - Sanchez (산체스), Moves like Raindrops - kmlkmljkl

        Almost, and I mean almost, forgot to make a post today. This weekend allowed things to slow down (or, today at least) in preparation for the next weeks of unpredictable-ness.

        I drove for an hour and watched American Pie. Not as raunchy as you'd expect, but still is sorta. There was actually meaningful plot towards the end which I wasn't expecting much of, more so on the comedy part. Did not go out with buddies, umm, people had plans so, maybe, next week? I don't know, things are getting kinda staggered.

        Taking a break on buying stuff because it's not as sustainable as I had originally thought. Buying stuff to resell, that is. For now, I'm taking a break from that. Unless, it's a very, very profitable purchase, then that's something different.

        Tomorrow we're gonna be voting for next year's KDT cabinet during a lunch meeting. Gonna be pretty nice hearing all them speeches. Then there's VSA show practice after school, then the same goes for Tuesday, and then the day-show on Wednesday, then it comes to more practice on Thursday, Friday as well, and finally the night show on Saturday.

        Just something I'd like to mention: my feelings are usually sporadic, and, do not last for very long sometimes, as demonstrated via the past, I don't know, within the past 30 posts, just to be safe. As show in those, I'm feeling one thing, and then it all changes to the next. And that's okay. I'm not consistent with my feelings until after, I'd say give or take a month. After seeing what I've  developed, I pick one of those feelings that I think I'd do best with, and go with it. And I don't wanna admit it because I don't want to disappoint the viewers just yet, I'll talk about it at a later time.

        But for now, see ya.

Saturday, April 1, 2017

Saturday, April 1, 2017 "Missing Letter."

Saturday, April 1, 2017
Week: 34
Songs to Remember: Plz Don't Be Sad - Highlight, Call On Me (Ryan Riback Remix) - Starley

        I have like no energy to do these posts. There's just, I just want some sleep. Woke up at 7:30 AM today for a futile attempt at getting a passing score on the math final. It's just, I don't even fucking care anymore. It is just straight up, hours and hours of continuous work.

        You're sitting at the same spot for 3 hours. The teachers are like "Relax, don't be nervous." I mean, it's not like we're timed on this right? But we are. In all honesty, I did study, however I barely remembered what I studied, because it was so late and I was so tired and sick of it. I probably got a failing score, however with the curve, maybe I'll get a passing. And then, just, do whatever. Copy down all the answers, make sure I make it out with a C-.

        Got home and basically had no time to rest 'cause I had driving lessons. Then worked all day on my Econ project, of which, I found out ain't even due tonight 'cause the assignment wasn't even posted onGoogle Classroom, to turn in. Then worked on my group's Chinese project, which was due tonight. Got that down, still got math work due, still got an IRS call to make, still gotta send in shit for college.

        This upcoming week, we got KDT practices and rehearsals the ENTIRE week. And shit ain't even after school for some days. On Thursday it's 5 PM to 7 PM. Like, what the fuck, VSA. Wednesday is the day show, uhhh, Saturday is night show, and yeah. It's 11:35 PM, I just, wanna go to sleep. My hygiene's paying it for it, unfortunately. Still got a lot of emotions to discuss, but can't do that with a half-asleep mind, so, see ya.

Friday, March 31, 2017 "Just One."

Friday, March 31, 2017
Week: 34
Songs to Remember: 

        Unfortunately, uh, it is 2:06 AM, and, I got home at 5:00 PM after the Trojan Olympics rally, as well as some KDT practice.

        I also had some driving lessons from 5:30 to 7:00 PM. Had my usual nutritional intake by 8:00 PM, then it was Messenger and Snapchat time by 9:00 PM, which I took a nap, woke up about half an hour ago, and I got a math final in about 5 and a half hours. And I even got other shit planned after that.

        Wish me luck 'cause I can't get sleep for shit this weekend. See ya.